♥ keep faith

Folly unto thyself...?

2012-02-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

Hey hey! :) haha so yeah, yesterday was Fel's sweet sixteenth. As well as taylor lautner's. and many others beside. and today is abraham lincoln's bday! :) and tuesday is valentine's day. And wed is TDD. and next wed is thinking day. Hahaha can miss PE! :D cos need wear full u for the whole day for both wednesdays. hehehehe. unless we change out of full u into pe lah. but i dun think need. bahahaha. so... lets see. this week im gonna have physics test on circuits and electrostatics and my e math test on the practical situations shyte. which, WHAT? E math leh! why some qn so hard de???? like the interest rate, what, flat rate and compound interest, simple interest, whatever? i do until want to pek chek alr. such that i went into semi-mental mode and caused my mum to tell me to calm down. hahahaha. crazy person here. losing my marbles alr. but i found a marble in the phy lab inside the drawer of my seat. but the next time i went it disappeared alr. i think? haha. i digress. oh andand, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH physics and chem SPA in a couple of weeks!!!!! :O scary. OMG. i better score well for the SPAs man. but i damn nervy sia. i v scared i'd mess up. AND THE STUPID ERROR THING. the (whats that called?) i forget alr. hahahaha ermmmm... rly forget le hahaha nvm. basically im not real good at it. hehe. but idk. Wahhh i hope optics come out for phy SPA man. cos that one we do like 3 times alr. become 熟能生巧 lo. hahaha. ytd watched 步步惊心 until one in the morning with my parents. its damn addictive lah. hahaha but wells. hmm. tired today :) later must go and do up my valentine's day notes! :)) okay lemme just play a game of tetris. Oh and btw its super hot today. ugh. okay shall switch on the aircon im just steaming down here. ... okay damn fail. anyway. oh and for the record, i failed chem test. AGAIN. omg. can this failing streak just STOP already. and i sorta flunked my e math test. i shld have gotten 21/30. but somehow the teacher just gave me 19. and she marked our papers without any answer/marking scheme. so we dun even know if she marked our answers correctly. or if we could have gotten more marks. wtffff. can liddat de meh? she claimed to be able to memorise the marking scheme after a few papers. O.o unconventional much? anyway. on to better things. lets talk bout cca. yeah. gratified cos on friday we were having footdrill training. and me and the manito were the commanders. hahaha the squad was the sec 3s plus a few sec fours. idk how to scold more fiercely. i think they like not afraid of us de lor. sigh. our batch is the last batch of good ppl who have the sense to respect our seniors. the rest GG alr. laughing even while marching. huh. and then no space in foyer liao go to the carpark behind classroom block then was blisteringly hot then the sec 3s complain complain complain. Hello? Fyi, the sec 4s have been training there since sec 1. THEY have the fortune to be trained under shelter. huh. dunnno whats good for them lah. not our business. but still. i sound very short. cos im... not feeling so fly. but well. gotta go back to my graphs and practical situations soon. tetris battles first. bah. this post de vocab sentence structure paragraphing damn cui. forgive me, bloggie. im not in the mood to perfect my wording in this post. yeah. oh yeah ahahahahahaha and this week we had our fire emergency drill in the middle of hum lesson. when mdm yehidaah was showing us the hitler video. and then suddenly the emergency bell rang. and everybody thought it was part of the video. hahahahahahaha epic fail sia. then we went to the field and sat on the grass when we got tired of squatting. hehe. i sound so soulless. like android liddat. whatever. i FEEL like an android now. haha. oh and on fri after sch we celebrated fel's bday. in advance lah. then it was all much hoo-ha cos banana forgot to get a cake the prev day. and so me, ben and lina chiong to clementi mall to get one. and then we chiong back to sch to find that there was no classroom available on the fourth floor to stage our little celebration. cos the band ppl took up all the rooms. except our classroom lah. but that one the guys were inside alr. so also cannot lor. then 4c1 classroom also occupied. and 4b1 got HCL test going on. so no choice had to go to canteen. then we finally lit the candle which initially was determined not to be lit. and sang a super speedy birthday song. and fel made a wish, blew out the candle, after which i had to chiong to guides room. only to find that I WAS LOCKED OUT AGAIN. =.= yeah but thing is i WASNT LATE. hahaaha so i went to get the key and changed quickly. like last week lah. ya then liddat lor. no mood to continue storytelling session le. go do hw liao. Adieu, folks! :)

150th! :)

2012-02-09T17:27:00.001+08:00

this is my third post of the day...

2012-02-05T21:56:00.004+08:00

IM SO ON EDGE TODAY. seriously, i gotta learn to take things in my stride or else my health's gonna suffer. okay so after a millennia of pointless debacle on a mere six words, and an enlightening convo w/ haolie, the very PERSON who essentially started the domino, okay so perhaps, just perhaps, i might have seen the light. okay so maybe i DO take things too seriously, but still... fine. maybe i am just too edgy right now. i needa calm down. keep calm and have a cupcake :) okay.

damn it IE suddenly stopped working. but nvm. keep the peace :) k anyway, jy for E math test tmr, all. hope to have some good news to report when next i come. See ya!

xx

It's a sad day.

2012-02-05T18:32:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling pissed at anything and everything. At the world. At myself. At ppl. At my ignorance. At how fail the world is. At how fail I am. this thing about not giving a damn? it aint working out. First few days and im ready to give all up and have a major sob fest. i cant take it anymore. somehow when im feeling down like now, i like to torture myself more. Emotional torture, of course. And plus i feel so dumb for feeling down. imma teenager, i have my whole life stretching in front of me, i aint supposed to be feeling down. I AM HAPPY. just not at the present. sounds so forceful. and i dun think im able to maintain such a happy demeanor anymore after this frking debacle. which is plain stupidity in its entirety. im sorry for abusing you so, bloggie, but stuff needs to be unloaded off my mind. if not i will go stark raving bonkers. stupid stupid shyte. why is the world so... not nice? sometimes? seems like the world will never be bright again. it is at times like this that i regret being a gemini. cos we're a dual, so when we are happy, we are VERY happy, but when we are sad, we sink into utter depression, and the happy memories come back to haunt me. im not used to this. being so sad and all. i just feel like screaming and throwing a hissy fit and smashing things, but... i dun have the energy to do it. so i shall just imagine it. but maybe im just being a selfish, unreasonable retard. more like a normal teenager, i would say. BUT. yeah. idk how ppl have to gorge themselves when they are sad, i have absolutely no appetite when im sad. everything looks unappetizing. hmm. just feel like curling up and crying my eyes out. i imagine in my head theres this box of all my unhappiness, so i just envision myself throwing it out. its comforting, a tad sadistic, but it helps relieve the tension. it's almost seven. gawd, i cant believe im actually saying this, but it sucks being sad, cos its so hard to maintain the sad mood. its like i have to constantly remind myself that im sad, if not i will just auto go back to happy mode. im unnatural, i know. its international kissing day. and valentine's day is coming soon. and okay, im an android. im feeling appeased now. so fast change liao. hahaha. but still theres all those snaking veins of unhappiness. entrapping me. incarceration. but whatever. i shall choose to ignore them. FEEL TEH FORCE!!!! of moi. hehe. my head's bursting. bah. i feel super confused. nvm. i shall go listen to happy songs. aye aye. shall hug my pillow. so okay. i have come to a conclusion. the root of my unhappiness basically stems from my dissatisfaction at myself. so i have brought all these crap on myself? i shall keep a low profile thens. an even lower profile than before. like almost scraping the floor. like real lah. im not about to bow to circumstances. esp if i had brought them upon myself. keke. still feeling abit sad. BUT WHO CARES? IM NOT A GIRL, NOT YET A WOMAN. ITS TIME I FACE UP TO THIS ON MY OWN. i dunno what to say anymore. so adieu!

International kissing day

2012-02-05T16:08:00.002+08:00

<-- in light of international kissing day :)

xx
Moi [it sounds like "mwah" :) so apt!]

Nice nice Ruche necklaces :)

2012-02-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

http://shopruche.com/midsummer-dream-indie-neckalce.html#NP=3812e8008fb1a635480585d79f6be30b

http://shopruche.com/romantic-fiction-necklace-by-amano-studio.html#NP=966f6f739ab118a93787a4ade6b68379

http://shopruche.com/fawn-fields-charm-necklace.html#NP=6a5b55fce52c31c563d8ae465ed7e45e

Hi! I'm baaaack! :D hehe so yeah i was browsing through shopruche.com (i think their stuff is awesome, btw, just sad that they havent and probably aint gonna set up shop here in sg) and i discovered these treasures! :)) esp the first one, called midsummer dream. Awesome name, awesome accessory. It was the name that caught my eye - probably cos i was reminded of a midsummer night's dream. (<< its a v nice name for a story!) okay i know im very hiao and all to be looking at this stuff but whatever. imma girl. i TEENAGE girl, i might add. Taking a liking to looking for nice stuff is in my genes. muahahaha. sorta.

Yeah, so in the afternoon when i was feeling moody for no reason whatsoever, i randomly wrote a poem in the notes app in the itouch, and discovered that conjuring up a poem is a very effective stress-kill. It murders the ill-feelings. Annihilate them. Uses chemical warfare on them. Like hitler. hahaha. but i digress. So anyway, yeah, ppl should try this method to stop being so emo. I realise that as angsty teenagers it's our right to be emo and stuff but sometimes being emo gets boring. Unlike laughing. The previous previous (i know, i know. fail vocab lah. or just to float anybody's lousy sampan of a boat, THE ONE BEFORE THE LAST) hum lesson mdm yehidaah showed us some ultra funny pics as a commercial break and i laughed so hard i felt like puking. Like, okay sorry lah, i get tickled pink easily. Esp when its gotta do with words. Which is prolly why i like to stalk damnyouautocorrect so much. im in tune with words. hahaha. its like all the alphabets have colours and shapes and stuff in my head, so when i look at a word it sorta have forms to me. Which is damn interesting. Cos words' form usually correspond to their meanings. Which is also why it's quite easy to rmb their spelling perfectly. One misplaced letter and the entire word looks wrong. But that could be because i know how to spell the word lah. But you get my point, i assume? This time when i assume, imma notta makinga an ass out of u and me :) not like Bottom in midsummer night's dream... now THAT is supremely asinine behavior, according to ms tnee. Yeah so i was saying, thats why in a poem, you gotta take special note of your words, cos there might be a better word to suit the line, or the theme, or whatever. cos then when you make improvements the whole line will look better. More handsome. And pretty. more chio. hahaha. crazy person here : the feeling aint so strong sometimes, but its fine. im a little mathematically inclined too, okay! if i wasnt i think i also fail out of school alr, wts. but math is good in itself too. esp when you can solve a hard qns. ESP ESP SO for A math qns. and recently, science is looking pretty appealing too. Uh-oh. i get that sometimes. flashes of liking for science. But words and math have always been treating me well. and i return the favour too, okay! :) i treat them with care. hehe. yeah, well. maybe this post shows up my craziness. so im a spazz, get over it. it wont be the first time.

Oh yeah and also, this thing that im venturing on now, being bochap about stuff - well, it aint so fly, apparently. or else its just that before this i have alr 得罪 some ppl beforehand. but really. ppl dun oughta be so uptight about things. im just an innocent passer-by, as is what ms li wrote on the board when she came in for awhile to invigilate the chi test. i mean well, even when you dun appear to sense it. or at least, i dun mean any harm. (OH, and did i mention i HATE it when ppl dun reply to my tweets? it gets me so... down. the unwanted feeling. but im working on ignoring that feeling. cos it downright sucks.) yeah. sometimes the going gets tough for me too. be understanding, so goodness' sake. dun so petty leh. sometimes also 很难做人. you cant help but tread on some ppl's toes. esp when you're on the way up. Inevitable...

Yeah, andand theres this flash fiction thing on LOVE!!!!!! six words to tell a story on love. for valentine's day. its technically a lit thing, but the whole sch's gonna be involved, so its english-based. i've alr thought of mine! :D but maybe it still can be improved upon. hehe. im a lit student and im uber proud of it. in the best way possible lah :) not in the snotty way, definitely. its a real awesome project, and im glad to be part of it. hahaha.

oh, and ppl are dropping subjects left right centre. and if you happen to be one of them, and i have said congratulations or something to that effect to you, yeah, i mean it. in a good way. cos if i havent been able to cope with any particular subject, i would have been glad to get rid of it. i understand that ppl are feeling ultra meh and down in e dumps bout dropping (also, dun 逞强. im a gemini; i can totally pick up on your feelings instinctively), but hey, be civil, at least. it IS a good thing that you drop a subject you cant cope with. its perfectly fine. no one's gonna bitch to you about anything. see, this is one thing that i find very hard to 做人. you tell me that you dropped a subject, become seven subber, what dyou expect me to say? "oh that sucks, downgrade liao, whatever"????? thats downright cruel, and stupid, honestly. last year two seven subbers got the second and third best O lvl results across the level. beating the crap out of the two best classes minus one person (the valedictorian) like nobody's business. otherwise, might i suggest you dun take offence when i congratulate you? cos when you cant be sad about it, be happy. BE POSITIVE, ALL RIGHT?????? this is so stupid. i FEEL stupid having to explain this in my blog. i mean, seriously ppl, you are feeling down, ppl dun support your dropping, just IGNORE THEM AND FOLLOW YOUR HEART. Is it so difficult???? its your choice whatttt. if you drop and happen to become the next valedictorian then my congratulations would have been apt, if a little pre-mediated. if you dont, well, at least you'd have a huge load off your mind. if i had taken triple science i would have been the first freaking person to start the whole dropping subject domino. i came so close to suffering that ignominy, so just you dun BS me about being heartless or some shyte. okay im just pissing myself off. cool, zen. bah. still feel like crap. shall chiong tetris battle to un-upset myself. [BTW, can you believe that PASSING REMARK I MADE SOME TIME AGO MADE SOMEONE DUN LIKE ME???? I mean, come ON. talk about being unreasonable. so i've basically pissed a few ppl off just by being me. HELLO??? you've spent so much time with me alr, and NOW you find me an eyesore?? slow reflexes? i get that workloads are getting heavier, tempers are getting shorter, ppl are becoming bitches, its the way life works, GET OVER IT ALREADY. i realise that i become pissed off more easily now. but im a gemini, you know what they say. piss off a gemini and you'll live to regret it. we forgive, but we never forget. ever. Oh, the many umpteen perils of trying to be nice to ppl who cant see it for what they're worth. even worse are ppl who misunderstand your effort and take it the wrong way. i smile at you when u pass by my table, cos i dun dislike you in anyway and you havent offended me and you are my classmate. huh. anyway.

okay gtg now. bro home liao. at midnight. sigh. life is full of untold complications. anyway. goodbye. this gotta be the most solemn salutation in the history of this blog. haiz. cant be helped. anw, ta for now...

Rolling in the deeeeeep ~

2012-02-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

:) hello! see i started this post with a smiley. Hahaha. Yeah, anyway, just glad that Chi and chem tests are over and done with. Like, finally lah. Now we're just left with the Emath test! :) but idk if i'll score well for chem tho :O it was quite hard. But it was difficult across the board lah, so whatever. Haiz. This has been quite a tiring week. But hey, it's the weekends now! :D and MY NEW BED IS ARRIVING ON THURSDAY!!!!!!!! Yay! :D bahahaha. And my nice nice bed sheets... Ahhhhhhh awesomeness ttm :)

But still, there ARE still some factors to be considered. Stuff that are frankly, unnecessary. Because as i've realised, the less i give a damn bout stupid stuff, the more freeing it is for me. Like how just now i was having a heart-to-heart (sorta) with the banana after school in the canteen... and was almost late for CCA. Hahaha. And i got punishment, not for being almost-late but for not ting parallel shoelaces o.o been a looong time since i did punishment le haha. OH and bahahaha i know this is totally out of the blue but during chem test i wrote down the reactivity series on the periodic table sheet and forgot to erase it. Hahahahaha. PLEASE STOP CALLING ME A ZEBRA: I LOVE HAVING COLOURED STRIPES (+ GOLD)!! :D totally kick-ass acronyms. So easy to rmb! :) hehehe. I realise i cuss quite alot. Keke dun care. It is a proven method of stress-relief. Really! And on fb i learnt that bananas have alot of...erm... good stuff. HAHA i dunno why i cant think of another way to phrase it! its healthy lah basically. hahaha. my last year in ctss le. Some will go with me to the same jc. Hope those who do will be nice ppl :) Life is full of contradictions. It was made that way. Maybe aliens have it better. But how sad is living when beings from another planet are constantly speculating about your species' existence? Okay I am the sad one. Still. The older you get, the more complications you gotta deal with. Like that de lor. Cant be helped. Ppl change, for better or for worse, and you just gotta accept that and move on. You yourself change, too, but - keep the faith. Like this blog :) so jy, ppl. We still have a loooong way to go. (Hey why dun have that "en" word? :( the one with the 口字旁and an 恩 at the right. hmm. anyway. movin on.)

So yeah, gotta stop here for now even tho i am BURSTING with stuff to say. Cos my bro is waiting for e com le. and i super tired liao. So goodbye! zaijian! sayonara! annyung-kaseyo! au revoir! :) hehe

Adieu! :D

Post of 12-squared :)

2012-01-29T14:04:00.002+08:00

两个世界之后，只好情深缘浅。。。<-- i feel this sentence is heart-breaking. Sad case, but yeah.

Hello! I'm back again! :) okay i realise that every time i post i will stun after doing the salutations :D hahaha anyways, yeah i just have to say that the sunday newspapers are soooooooo much better than the usual. Honestly! They publish all those interesting articles written by ppl from other countries which discuss studies shown and everything. Just moments ago i read that introversy is better for stimulating brain cells and that teenagers who blog relieves stress more effectively. And of cos not forgetting the comics and the retarded stuff in the Life! section :) every sunday while having breakfast i would flip to the fakebook page for starters and then go to the comics and then back to the reflect pages. The papers are sometimes so awesome that im astounded. Cos yeah, i used to think that newspapers were boring. Haha, well, some still are! :D Okay i am clearly going nuts. Im as nutty as a packet of peanut M & M's, as mia would say. Kekeke.

The weather is super humid today. Feelin a headache comin along le... fatigued too... Bah. Ka. Hahahaaha. Self-indulgence can be a good thing :) Bahahaha and Ms Ee posted on our class' fb page complaining about how ppl who filled up the bio data included some -ahem; sniggers- inaccurate stuff like how tommy is apparently a female and that some random person is a "super hunk"... Comparing 2C1 and 4D1 i cant rly say which i prefer... cos that'll be undoubtedly a biased view on my part. But i'll just leave it at saying that lower sec was a bundle of fun, laughter, peace and joy whereas uppersec was a myriad of stress, maturity, sophistication, work and harmless teasing. Both in the best ways possible. In lower sec things went along smoothly - perhaps too smoothly. Such that when i encountered failure in uppersec my defences shattered completely. But in uppersec i found myself. Discovered who i really was when reality forced me to open my eyes and experience a planet outside the comfy sphere of my mind-world. Where i have fallen time and again but have since regained my footing and adapted to this new world. Took me a while, but ya lah, cant rly be helped. I somehow got the feeling that in lower sec when everything was a breeze, i couldnt rly connect with the class. But perhaps, being the sadist that i am, in upper sec i have sought solace and gravitated towards those who 同病相怜 with me. wahahaha. Okay shall play tetris battle now. Brb! ~

(yay i won!! :D i prefer the sprint over the normal one hahaha :P)
(Shiaatteee i lost!! :O)

okay i shall totally switch on the aircon later when i do my work. Its seriously frking hot sia :/ addles my brain sigh -.-

Rolling in the deep~~ :)

okay le shall sign off now. gonna bathe soon then continue work :) it's rly blistering, the weather.

Giddy-up, horsey!! XD
Sayonara! :)

- My Jar of Hearts

2012-01-28T11:54:00.002+08:00

Ohhh yeah. My new bed gonna arrive in like 14 days :)) and my new bedsheets are awesome :D cos they're PINK. Light pink, i might add. My bed's gonna be super prettyyy eeeeeeeee!! :P and next week's the fifth week, which seem to give an inclinations to all the teachers that they are free to spam us with tests. Four tests for me next week. Five for those poor souls who take POA. Chinese, E math, physics, chem. Walao no 把握 mann... Anyway. Moving on to better stuff. Or at least cheerier stuff.

This is my poem about beads for lit...

Beads (Strung together)
A braided lock of tress
From the Rapunzel-doll.
Miniscules of identity
Arranged along its length.

Deceptively dimunitive,
These facets of personality
Are but kaleidoscopic
Diamonds in the rough.

A shrinking violet,
A meek wallflower.
Under façade of a petal,
It unfurls its mettle.

It perches on the perimeter
Prevail, the promise of a lifted lid.
Patiently bidding its time;
A chance to shine once more.

Don't truss me up,
nor string me along; because
Snip
Trust is broken, and
Dreams are torn asunder.
The beads scatter.
The haunting echo of freedom
Streaming fluidly along.

'Fare thee well, Dame Gothel.'

A stunning accessory,
A glorious creation alight
Born of light and faith,
They'll be there
With bells on.

i think its weird but maybe its just the in-built paranoia talking. Or else its due to my doing it on near flat battery mode. I mean it. Finished dinner at like 8.20pm last night, then went to slum around on my parents' bed and then somehow i fell asleep then my mum woke me up cos i previously told her i needed to finish up some hw then i ask her wake me up at nine and proceeded to submit to sandman. then i woke up at around 9.10pm then went around feeling like a zombie. Then i switched on my com and while waiting for it to load i went to my room and enjoyed the aircon for a while. Then i started on my poem. Start alr no feel tired anymore. Its amazing how my brain is fully functional even when it was trying to shut off mere moments ago. But once i got into the groove of creating a nice poem, or at least churn out a decent one, it woke up. BRILLIANT, i say. Even if my poem is weird. The last part "with bells on" was meant as a joke cos every time i play with beads i'd put on a bell. LOL but yeah. And for the record the last two lines were the ones i first came up with before the other lines. Hahaha. Awesome, right? The "snip" represents the witch, dame gothel, cutting off rapunzel's hair. Then the other line in italics is like a continuation lah. Idk how i got the retarded notion of pulling in rapunzel for my poem but as i said, its weird, so nvm. AND i wrote it in Wordpad doc, but somehow or other they went to transfer it to microsoft word. I dun like to write poems on word doc cos they always go and underline my words. Huh. See alr also feel irritated. But at least when transfer from wordpad they have the decency not to underline anything. Muahahaha. I am poem, hear me roar. But i dun rly have a "big umbrella" for my poem leh. It's like a mush of themes... -.-'' but maybe ms tnee will help me out. Hopefully theres still some iota of hope for this poem :)

OH and i have no idea why but apparently me and sheila cut the sjab squad yesterday. Cos we didnt know that Ms Ee was part of the squad too. And plus Ms Ee was talking to another person. Little did we know that the person she was talking to was reporting about the squad. Yeah lah awkward but rly, they took up the entire foyer so we blindly just walk where we THOUGHT the squad ended. No wonder i sensed some indignation radiating from eileen plus i caught some dirty looks when i walked past her. hahahaha how were we to know??? The border lines were not well-defined. Like the kuwait and iraq problem. Only that the sjab squad's border lines werent inherited from the british. And i highly doubt they have oil sources somewhere. Okay, veering off topic. Yeah, but you get my point. Plus our mistake wasnt so horrendous lah. Got one time (actually alot of times alr -.-) the scouts also did their duck-walk punishment around the guides' squad waddd. funny lah, but according to some hidden manual its supposed to be rude. Or smth. Apparently i didnt get the memo when i joined UG. Whatever lah. Haiz. I have since realised that when you dont give a damn, you'll feel happier. Or at least less stressed about unnecessary things that honestly dont deserve our losing sleep over. Oh yes, and i got 23/30 marks for my english compo!! :D happy happy. been a loooooooong time since i got such zai marks. First draft somemore haahahahahaha. Which means that i dont actually have to submit anymore drafts. But maybe i shall. We'll see how my workload works out. Many many tests to study for. And A math test i got like 17/30. Quite suckish but hey, at least i passed, yes? I was gearing up mentally for a fail after the many disastrous events last year. But yeah, I will do better next time lah. Things are looking up around here. Which is well, EXCELLENT, frankly. Because like, finally. Aint gonna stupidly squander away anymore chances. Nope... I wont. Dame gothel aint gonna have no chance to catch me out.

So yeah, i guess i'll have to end here le. Hahaha. i lump all the stuff together, i realise. no wonder i always have problems paragraphing in my posts. Bleh. HAHAHA and plus in our math ws the thai currency Bahts was spelt BATHS. That is an epic fail. "How many baths" omg have they no discernment???? And it wasnt just in one part tat its spelt wrongly its in the WHOLE question!!! Fail sia hahahahahahaha. I wonder how many 'baths' one can have.... Must be super rich lah huh? XD Hahaha notice the pun????? I siao liao. Okay anyways gonna end here lah hehehe need to go start work again le. So...

Cyas! :)

[andand gongxi facai! it's still CNY!~]

CNY Eve!! :)

2012-01-22T15:02:00.002+08:00

Hello! :) it's the eve of CNY today!! :D and the weather is perfect for sleeping. And the fact that i just bathed and am feeling all calm and clean and drowsy aint helping matters. Hahaha and afterwards im gonna go to my grandma's. Hehe :) CNY's nice... except that for some unknown reason the teachers all see fit to spam us with a gazillion homework this weekend. I mean, like yeah, seriously, we DO have to go visiting, y'know? And i just got reminded of my A math test. :/ i have no idea how i fared. Even after mugging for the test, esp proving identities, WHICH I TOTALLY SCREWED IN THE TEST. Which could be why i have been in such a bad mood recently. like, WALAO EH. I did not just pilfer (?) my time away for nothing. And all those late nights? I hope they arent wasted. A math is risky mannn. I cant even have a definite make-it-or-break-it feeling after a test like i do for other subjects sometimes. Gahh. Situpi. Hahaha. anyway. Been a bitch this week. but i couldnt help it. im sorta tired that so many ppl trample on me. Hello? i am not your stressball. I DO have feelings too. Even if you are so blinded to that humane side of me. Kao lah. Even my english standard dropping alr. Shyte this. But it's CNY. It's a new year. So i shouldnt keep complaining and airing my grievances. But still. You should NOT keep blowing hot and cold. And at the same time try to stop pissing me off. Because like i've said before, i am prone to extremes, and while i CANNOT bear a grudge beyond a few hours if you go back to normal after your bout of pissiness and after i have cooled down, please don't try me. Because if i blow up i'll hate myself and you for forcing me beyond my limits. And then the memory will keep recurring. Cos like i've recently discovered, i dun have a short-term memory; rather, i have a LONG-term memory. Which comes back to haunt me when my defences are down about stuff that i regret doing. Yeah, adopt a zen-like attitude towards things. You'll have a longer life span. And so will the ppl around you. We're all under duress now in sec four, you aint the only one, so please just give a bit of leeway. Everyone's entitled to a bout of bitchiness every once and again,esp during pms period, but hey, don't you overdo it. Let's all keep within our boundaries. And the new year will be great, no matter what others (the naysayers) say. Okay, i have alot of stuff on my heart, but this will have to do for now. My mental diary must be overflowing with the ups and downs of an emotional teenager, but yeah. It'll be nice to revisit the ages of adolescence and laugh over the anguish and all of the years. But the time has not come for us to go a-tripping down memory lane. Because, it's now the time for creating those memories. So let's just make some awesome memories. Cos they are here to stay...

At any rate, 新年快乐!!!!! It's the year of the DRAGON!! :D so 恭喜恭喜!!! :) may we 心想事成，万事如意，and have an AWESOME year ahead!! :))

<3
恭喜发财！

步步惊心 song

2012-01-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

Ahh finally a nice channel 8 seven oclock show :)) this show is very awesome! :D and ruoxi is very cute hahahaha she does some rly epic stuff XD i'm impatient to watch the whole of it. Hahaha i think i shall go and get the dvd or smth, cos i confirm cannot everyday zhun shi watch it at seven de :) okay lah i know very self-spoiler, but i alr went on wiki (yes, it's back) and looked the ending up so i know she ends up with the fourth prince but the part thats most screwed is that the sister is with the eighth prince who ruoxi should be with but cant cos of fear or polygamy and the fact is that the sister hates the eighth prince cos he indirectly caused the death of her lover. But the show is overall a refreshing change from the monotonous shows that usually are screened. But i shouldnt diss my own country's biggest tv company de shows. Haha. Anyways. Gtg. dam tired. but nvm. BB! :)

Zodiac pictures! :)

2012-01-16T18:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, so i know i'm not a virgo, but hey, this lady sure is preeetty :) i think you can't actually see it clearly but yeah, just know that it's stunning. The background, her clothes, everything matches to give her a type of mystic aura around her self. My jaw totally dropped when i found this :)

Yes, and this is an awesome, kick-ass video. It's so fluid and all... Haha in the first place the song is already nice, but seeing the video and experiencing everything is in another class altogether.

Look at how the video progresses along with the connotations(?) of the song. Look at Bella's father viewing his daughter's wedding invitation, at Bella walking down the aisle, and at how Christina Perri stands amidst the flickering candles in a darkened room looking out the window at the sunrise. And the petals falling around her. Then at the end, notice that Perri is facing the sun-streamed sky, ie. towards a brighter, better future with Edward. Then again look at how Perri's hair is caressed by the soft breeze. Plus the beginning is the same shot as the end when Perri looks out of the window dressed in her velvety black dress. At first, she is in a dark place just holding a candle in her hands. Maybe that candle is meant to represent edward who has lit up bella's life and that the latter has "died everyday waiting for [him]". "Time has brought your heart to me", "every breath, every hour has come to this", and "i have loved you for a thousand years". Time = v impt factor in bella-edward relationship thus the heavy emphasis of a thousand years. Other than the fact that edward is a vampire and has lived for a zillion years lah.

(PS. not that i'm a twihard. Just that i find this video intriguing, is all :D)

We should discuss this vid in lit class, i wanna see what other ppl think :) i tell you, this vid has given moi many a goosebump, aye. :) there is alot of symbols and stuff to tap on in this vid. So cool hahaha one day i shall sit down and have a real good shot at deciphering all the stuff in the vid. Right now i gotta face my trigo bravely :D which reminds me. What am i doing sitting here and talking the hind leg of a donkey when i have masses of hw behind me (LITERALLY)? Anyway. i will chiong later. Feelin so tired and droopy. But the video revitalised me! hahahaha :)

This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath, may prove a beauteous flower when next we meet -

2012-01-14T19:17:00.002+08:00

:)

hello! today at the cca open house'12 was fun but tiring :) had polished my boots last night and discovered that i had been going about it the wrong way since getting the boots two years ago when my dad came over and taught me the correct way :D bahahaha. Feeling abit down now. Probably the after-effects of a looooong and exhausting week. Haiz. Oh well, CNY's coming! But now like also cannot find nice clothes alreadyyyy :( so many things' happened that i feel like i can't really catch up. Which, y'know, kinda sucks. It's left me quite breathless. Plus, my palms are sweating for no reason. And for the record, i realise that i fall into things too quickly, too deeply. I know it's never too late to extricate myself from something, but yeah, am i simple-minded or what? Am i simply too trusting? Too gullible? Too... whatever.

To the future me: i am not moping around. (what a joke cos thats exactly what im doing -.-) but hey, everyone's entitled to a mope every now and then. My heart is just currently burdened with stuff. Stuff and bother, to be exact. Because these things happen. "Ay me, sad hours seem long". I tend to feel not quite myself when i am fatigued beyond my limits. But it's okay. This post seem to be filled with random stuff, so bear with me, bloggie. I am inclined to frowning. Or perhaps that is because i concentrate too much on making things perfect. I feel useless. Down and out. I am given to extremes sometimes. When i'm happy, the world just bursts into song. The flowers dance, the sun beams down on me and i feel like my entire being is buoyant with joy. But when im down, the prettiest flower would just make my heart ache. I just thought of the most awesome plot for my essay yesterday in class. There are few better than the feeling of the sudden flash of inspiration, esp when you've been simply cracking your head for something for what feels like ages. Sometimes i just feel like giving in. Throw in the towel. Stop trying altogether. But there's life for you. It isnt exactly a bowl of cherries, but at the end of the day, you'll reach the end of the rainbow and it will all be worth it. Nobody said the journey would be always smooth-sailing. It's just that, when you chance upon a current that sweeps you up and sets you tumbling, you just gotta climb aboard again.

Sometimes i really feel that the story of Romeo and Juliet is very sad. When you really give it some thought, it's depressing, really. Ppl who say that romeo is the perfect lover obviously havent read the book yet. Or else their judgement is just seriously skewed. Screw romeo. He's so fickle-minded. But i guess that it's just the haunt of adolescents past at work. Oh well. i really shouldnt be running romeo down like that. After all, he's got a whole horde of history behind him for a fictional character who has some fatal flaws that led to the epic lovers' demise and ultimately created the most famous tragedy of all time. (OF ALL TIME!) But lets not forget the other retards namely Juliet's nurse and friar lawrence who have some of the most skewed ideas i've encountered. I mean, come ON. Asking a FOURTEEN-year-old juliet to sleep with her family's most hated enemy's son romeo so as to avoid marrying paris even after her father has threatened to throw her out??? And when the couple is trapped with no where to go, friar lawrence convinces juliet to fake her own death and lie defenceless, knocked out, deflowered and vulnerable for HOURS on end alone in the tomb place thing???? And making the poor sap of a messenger think that theres all the time in the world to be wandering around verona looking for his friend instead of delivering on the double the all-important letter telling romeo that juliet is just faking her death and not to hurry there and declare his ever-lasting love and kill himself right before juliet awakens??? Which is just what he did. WTS, seriously. Obviously i am feeling not myself cos i am in essence running down the spirit of one of the oldest classics in the world. Oh, the quotes are good enough. Shakespeare is... i dunno what to say. Ahhh i feel like crying. So sad. Okay im done with this shyte. Im not gonna do this anymore. I cant help it. Hopefully tmr will turn out to be a better day. It better be...

At any rate, i've got a horde of homework. Which isnt anything out of the ordinary. I could get used to this. And and btw, seeing the graduates come back and take their O-level results was super touching. I feel happy for them. Hope i would feel super happy for myself next year too when i get my own results. Haha, i hope hope hope...

Okay, i started this post with a smiley but am ending it with a sombre mood. The smiley-ness fizzed out fast, apparently. In the first paragraph some more! :O first time so moody. Haha creepy. But yeah. Teen stuff, huh? Hmm. WHY??? I will have patience. I will. Just you see. Muahahaha. -breaks down- okay. being too drama now. Not like me. Oh, not at all. Whatever. /haiz...

~ Happy Eve of 2012!! :) ♥ Goodbye, 2011 ~

2011-12-31T21:58:00.010+08:00

Hello! :) it's the last day of 2011!!! Can't believe it, time REALLY does fly. All the same, i do hope that 2012 would be a great year, and that my family, friends and i would be happy and healthy! :) AND AND that i would do well for O's. Haha wish in advance :D PLS LET ME DO WELL!!! Yes.

Anw, just, OMG after two hours i will officially be into my sixteenth year, and that means one thing: SEC FOUR!!!!!!!! OMG. Surreal, aint it? And plus, i just got my new timetable for next year, and guess what???? My new classparent is... CHEN LI PING!!!! NOT the tv actress hahaha XD my chi teacher from this year. Or at least, ONE of them. The latest one. HAHAHAHA. Sounds as if changing chinese teachers is becoming a fad :D gosh im feeling so uber happy and excited about the coming year! :))))) This must be a good sign. Oh well, im feeling optimistic and thats what's important! Still, EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 2012's COMING IN LIKE LESS THAN TWO HOURS!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! Bahahaha im nuts, i know. To quote Mia, i am nuttier than a packet of M & M's. The nut-flavoured ones, obviously. Tho i really prefer the choco ones :D okay veering off topic.

Now, YESS my homework is almost done. Except for about 20 questions of A Math and the remainder of zuoye and, lets see... OH YES. THE ENTIRE PHYSICS PAPER. Omg. What a scary thought. Idk why, but im like, kinda scared of physics now. Maybe cos i was always like, teetering on the brink of failing. WAS. That was this year. Imagine in two hours' time, give or take a few minutes, i wouldnt be referring to 2011 as ''this year''. Instead, it would be "SO LAST YEAR". Not that i havent enjoyed this year. Just that... there were more downs than usual. So now, i shall wipe my slate clean and have myself a brand new fresh start. The freshest yet, haha. Go to cold storage ("The fresh food ppl! :D) lah! XP

So YES, 咱们已下定决心了：I WILL HAVE AN AWESOME YEAR OF 2012!!! :) i will MAKE it awesome. Thus this becomes my new year's resolution. They say promises are as good as the people who make them. I figure new year's resolutions work the same way, seeing that they are, in a way, promises that people make to themselves. "Everything's gonna be all right, now you're standing here right by my side, so we dance on, dance on. Everything's gonna be okay, the streets will lighten up our way, so we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on". Yes, everything's gonna be okay, so i WILL have a good year of 2012. Afterall, i will be the "Class of 2012" in CTSS, right? :) so in retrospect, my "Class of 2012" will be my best class yet. It WILL be. It better be. XD Ooooo so anticipated :D 2011, you have been well and i have had many fun moments this year, so thank you sooo much for being a part of my life. I will miss you, but the time has come to say farewell! Bon voyage, and take heart, we all <3 you deep down!! :') Sayonara, 2011!! xoxo (Gosh, i feel abit emo now, plus We Dance On is up again)

Right, now - 2012, I'M READY FOR YOU!!! :))

- XOXO <33

*~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!!!!!! ~*

Inuyasha! + musings

2011-12-26T15:55:00.003+08:00

Hello! :) recently finished watching inuyasha, sadded but still, there is more to come! :D cos there's still the final act (<33) and the remaining three movies that i've yet to watch. Haha idk what to say. My mind's fuzzy right now, idk why o.o yeah, and plus i've put up my blog's link on my twitter page, so the thought that some of my innermost feelings are gravitating in the internet hemisphere, well, it sorta feels awkward. But whatevs. I feel so darn stuffy in this haiti shirt thing from school that its affecting my mood. So pardon my moodiness in this post :) and plus the fact that im gonna have to go back to school in approximately one week isnt really helping things -.- also, i think of my physics homework i immediately sian alr. Haha, who would have thought that physics had been one of my fave subjects a few millennia ago, albeit for a short while before i found out that i will NEVER conquer my sciences. Unless i mug lah. but with SEVEN other subjects (8 others if you count the combined humans. as 2 separate subs) i discovered that you dun really have time to pussyfoot around unless you want to screw yourself up like i did. Hah. This year hasnt actually been the best, and i've done things that i regret and all, but take heart, things WILL be looking up in 2012. Because i feel that i've done a lot of growing up in this one helluva year, after a blissful 2010 :) so yes, if the saying 失败是成功之母 applies, i will have learnt some lessons the hard way, and it's high time for a fresh start. It feels weird and preachy and all saying this, but after 2011 i kinda feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Next year will be my sweet sixteen, no more a little girl, but (supposedly) a butterfly leaving the cocoon. And then will be the time to go to JC. Haha, i dun think i've mentioned this in the blog before, but i have looked through the courses offered in poly and guess what? None of them appear to be to my liking. So i guess that leaves only the JC route for me. But since i think i 开窍 alr, that shouldnt pose too much of a problem. Until i find myself faced head-on with the looming question of WHICH JC TO GO TO??? Arghh. The only more-atas-than-average jc around here is ACJC, which, HELLO? is seven points. Like as if i can get seven points lah. Can get single digit alr 偷笑 le. But if get single digit then minus 2 cca points also get seven what... AIYA. Lets just work hard and mug when the time is ripe. Then we'll see how things go. And hope for a miracle. Haha :)

Oh andand, yesterday was the day that (idk how to put this gently, but...) my house was deprived forever of the old bookshelf. The sentence seems weird. but nvm. Yeah, so now thats its out in the open, ya i... dk what to say. Again. Bakamono. Welll lets see what we can reminisce about. It was there that i started avid reading, it was where i first took my enid blyton book, The Fairy Kitten, and got myself introduced to the world of reading. *For bookworms only* haha. yeah, and i liked to sit on my bed and stare at all my volumes of books that i've accumulated through the years. It somehow feels damn comforting can. Cos the bookshelf had six levels, and the doors are made of glass so can just sit there comtemplating while staring at the spines of the books that i hold dear. Hahaha sounds quite cheesy. And then yesterday and today i had to pick out those that dun rly belong in the "favourites" category to be stored in the store room cos without a bookshelf, our massive numbers of books have no other place to be kept. Hate choosing. somehow it feels quite traitorous to pick some other others. But i guess it cant be helped. Oh, the (many) perils of not having a bookshelf! :o im so not used to it. haiz.

I think im becoming cynical sia. Like how at the beginning of the year i told Mr Ong kaiwen was darn cynical. I'm fast becoming a cynic myself, so i oughtnt point fingers at others. [Listening to There You'll Be - Faith Hill now, remains nice to listen to :) ] but all the same, the world seems to mould people into cynics, whether they are conscious of it or not. Oh my, im RLY becoming a dreary bytch. haha. Or maybe thats because i feel down now. Bah. Well at least i've finished one a math ws le, so theres two more left. Plus the aforementioned dreaded physics hw. I feel damn scared of physics now lah. But i've figured thats because i dun know the facts yet. Ahh damn my head is spinning. Gotta go bathe and clear my head first before i re-embark on the perilous journey that is physics and a math homewok. Okay, i shall do that now. So ttyl, bloggie, been nice offloading my troubles on you. Haha help me share my burden. So 可靠 :)

P.S i have discovered that i like it when it rains. It's so cooling. Cools the earth down: for the monsoon season - after a year of ups and downs. And myself too :) just in case i dun get to say this in a later post after this one - I sincerely hope that 2012 will be a better year for me. Haha 2012 is my pincushion of hopes! :)

L.J Smith aint writing The Hunters trilogy after 'Phantom'...

2011-12-18T20:09:00.003+08:00

OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! L.J SMITH AINT WRITING VAMPIRE DIARIES ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! And all because of a mere trifle with Alloy Entertainment... i mean, seriously?? its such an awesome series and they want a ghostwriter to continue the stories? like,HELLO?? Don't they see a massive, gaping flaw in this picture??? V.D wont be V.D without the original writer lah... :(((((( and plus i've just finished reading her latest V.D, The Hunters: Phantom, and it would be an understatement to say that its good. Okay, i sense something wrong with my vocab now. Haiz. i feel so darn unbalanced and out of sorts and taken aback with this atrocity (shyte, smth's rly wrong with moi. i cant think up that word that is a synonym to 'outrage' that starts with a 'f', i thought of 'fascimile' but wrong meaning apparently and just, arghhh im feeling real riled >:O) but honestly, just let lj smith continue writing lah! You can view what she stated in http://www.vampire-diaries.net/books/l-j-smith-vampire-diaries-rumors-author-confirms-theyre-true and plus this tidbit:

The Hunters: Moonsong

In stores March 13, 2012. L. J. Smith said she wanted this book to be about the group going to Dalcrest College. Damon would help Meredith to control her bloodlust, although that seems to have been resolved in the ghostwritten books. In an email, L. J. Smith wrote:"I wanted to write Moonsong, and give Bonnie an admirer who is just as sweet and even more naïve than she is—a pure white wolf with radiant blue eyes, who happens to be a werewolf with moonlight colored hair and the same blue eyes when he’s human. I wanted to show Damon’s surprising reaction to Xander the good werewolf (not at all happy about it—so much that he “accidentally” almost kills the poor innocent wolf).

I also wanted to show how Damon rescues Bonnie from a vicious wolf-pack attack, and then let her fly away with him. And I wanted to show how Bonnie, who knows a little medicine from her sister Mary, helps Damon deliver Caroline’s twin babies when she goes into labor deep in the woods. But that’s one scene that I would have had to fight tooth and nail for, because even the glow that Damon and Bonnie share at seeing new life come into the world wouldn’t be enough for them to call it decent. They would undoubtedly have tried to make me cut it. But I still want to write it, so badly.

I even had the last book in that trilogy plotted out, where Stefan’s worst nightmare comes true and he takes so much blood from Elena that she has to be taken to the hospital for a massive transfusion. He then decides to Influence Elena so that she will forget his existence, and he does so, to Damon and Bonnie and Meredith’s consternation. I wanted to show how this affected each one of the characters, and how Bonnie once again begins to write in her diary, since Elena’s diary is also forgotten, along with Stefan. I like to write things from Bonnie’s point of view, as I did in Dark Reunion. But none of these things will happen, because I won’t be around to write it."

Omg, now that is soo sad. Frankly speaking i get the feeling that shes quite pissed and undeniably upset about this, except that shes too nice to... you know, cause some uproar and disruption. (And i've finally discovered that elusive word i was agonizing over just now: FARCE. how can it be?! it's like one of my more commonly thought-of word. haiz. anyway, back to the point at hand) AND THOSE IDEAS FOR THE HUNTERS: MOONSONG AND THE POOR POOR ETERNITY WHICH HAS BEEN BLASTED OFF TO ETERNITY, PUN FORCEFULLY INTENDED, AND ITS SO FRKING SADISTIC OF THEM TO DISCONTINUE THE MIGHTY REIGN OF VAMPIRE DIARIES WHICH I LOOK FORWARD TO READING EVER SO EAGERLY AND ITS JUST ARGHHH I WANT TO STORM AND WHAT THE SHYTE MY VOCABULARY IS FAILING ME AT SUCH A CRUCIAL POINT WHEN I WANT TO HURL ABUSE AT THE IMBECILES WHO IS ESSENTIALLY ROBBING THE VAST WORLD OF VAMPIRE DIARIES READERS OF MANY PAGES OF PLEASURE. MANY BOOKS OF PLEASANT READING!!!!! EEEEEEEEEE its just damn maddening. At least the Night World series WILL be continued by lj smith, cant wait for Strange Fate to come out!! And PHEW PHEW MANY PHEWS that the world is not so screwed as to discontinue the secret circle series, and they CANNOT do anything about it now seeing that it has already been completed and published and all. muahahahaha! hehehe i sound crazed. :D i <3 the secret circle series! i will annihilate anybody who dares try to destroy good stories. -cue crafty look- yeah and well, i dunno whats up with the turmoil in my head thats causing fluctuations in vocabulary like the MRT thats broken down TWICE now, such that ppl wants the SMRT chief woman person in charge to resign and stuff, which hello? is so unfair. just because you're the head honcho in a company doesnt give anybody the right to point fingers and unjustly accuse her of not doing her job properly, ESPECIALLY after the price hike in fares, which has gotten alot of ppl riled. And plus that aaron tan person who posted a video on youtube complaining about another 14-year-old guy named ryan who allegedly stole his girlfriend nina (by the way, when aaron tan was cussing, a video which subbed his original video wrongly subbed one of the vulgarities which ends with -nina as ___-Nina, which basically means that the sub-ber thought that aaron tan was cussing at his own gal when he wasnt, which was hilarious. no offence to anybody or stuff, but yeah. AND that "priest" thing? Side-splitting, its so ridiculous. XD every time he says (or intended to say) "please" the sub-ber went and changed it to "priest" and it cracks me up every time. its weird how stuff seems funnier when it's spelt out in full as opposed to somebody simply voicing it out. or at least, it is for me. :)

okay, so thats pretty much it for my venting. and also, during friday when i went to jurong east regional library to meet dajie and raag for the lit poem thing, i discovered a whole host of inuyasha comics and VIDEOSSSSSS as well as, you wont believe this: ANNE OF GREEN GABLES VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i cant believe they have it after i hunted everywhere for it. shoulda searched in the library first haha. but i didnt borrow it cause, guess what? it was on loan -.-'' but i shall exercise patience for something like this. hehe cos its worth the wait what :) haiz. but i hope to watch it soon. watch THEM soon, cos they have ALL THREE of the films!!! @.@ absolute glee. haha okay i gotta go now, this has been quite an unusual post cos i've been ranting. haha zf just sent me a text and the first words are "i had an X-ray done today" and i freaked. but the next sentence relieved my worries. :) "the doctor found you in my heart" haha yeah so thats good. not like i've been thru worse stuff than an X-ray, but still. better to be safe and sound so that we can all work hard towards good grades (nay, EXCELLENT grades) for O's next year. still cant believe we're gonna be sec 4s tho. pretty awe-inspiring, but frightening in a way too. haha well, nvm. i WILL get past my obstacles. and score well. good grades are in the making! :) a sound and successful 2012, coming up!! :D

XOXO! :) <3

'Dearest' video

2011-12-04T15:20:00.004+08:00

Inuyasha ending 3 - Dearest by Ayumi Hamasaki
[I like the background! :D it's so... twinkly and sparkly and mystic and all :) and of course, not forgetting the main characters lah, hehe. So awesome! :D hahaha]

PS. tho i really like Every Heart better :) it's cuter and more cheerful and plus plus it's got the inuyasha feel ahahaha :D whenever i listen to it inuyasha auto comes to mind :)))

PPS. tmr's ali's bday! and i've got to wake up at FOUR IN THE MORNING. Which, hello, isnt even at the crack of dawn -.-'' <<< this expression reminds me of mashimaro :D haha it looks abit like the face lor! XP

See what i mean? XD but it's vv cute tho :)

A Milestone - the end of a reign of my being a free-thinker; bodes well.

2011-11-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

Hello! :) So yeah, tmr's gonna be a milestone in my life, ie. a very important one :) ahahaha and for the record I'm currently using my iTouch to write this post, and it's the very first time I'm doing it. Okay, so my mood is quite sombre and somewhat solemn right now, partially cos I'm worn out, tho idk why, after napping in the afternoon. Yeah. I find myself getting more easily tired after the whole spectacle of what went on last Sunday. Yup, and plus hor, I think I'm getting slower, if you get my drift. Argh. Irritating shyte. Keke there's quite a number of underlined words in this post, and that's not even counting those that were autocorrected into some semblance of proper english words. Yesh. So... I sincerely hope that things will improve after tmr, and no, autocorrect, I do NOT want 'tmr' to be corrected to TNT. Goshhhhy. OKAY. I think I'm really tired now. Haiz. I haven't even done my open-ended compre yet!! :O I get the feeling that I'm pretty much screwed, doncha? Bzzz bzzz...

The current song is "勇气" by fish leong. Hmm. Maybe symbolic? Possibly. Haha. The world is a complicated place, and that's an understatement. Okay, this blogger app is mucho useful, except that the typing part needs refinement, in order to suit those with the fat finger syndrome. ahaha ;) all right, I think I'll stop here for now. So... Nitey nites, world. May you become better as time passes. Sort of like fine wine. Haha anw, good night! And sweet dreams~

XOXO

♥ Every Heart - InuYasha!

2011-11-25T14:50:00.003+08:00

Every Heart - BoA

If there were many tears falling down,
Every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
Every heart can be satisfied.

I was frightened by the neverending night,
So I prayed to the distant stars.

In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky.

The two of us, smiling, meet here,
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
Every heart gains happiness when it flies.

Someday our souls will unite,
We will give peaceful approval.

In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

Memories of everything has settled,
This is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
We are always so brilliant,
So shine.

In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky.

In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

Lyrics from: http://www.inuyashaworld.com/song_lyrics/3/4th_Ending_Song/

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Hello! Yess so i know the video is quite blurrish, but nvm! Its still awesome! :) Heh heh yeah so recently (actually, quite some time back now o.o'') i got hooked on Inuyasha. And it was through this song! If im not wrong. This song is great! And so is Inuyasha! What makes the anime even nicer is that it came out ages ago, so alot of ppl has been loving it for many many years! Okay, something's wrong with my vocab nowadays. Ugh, i KNOW theres another word for "came out", a nicer,shorter word, but somehow i cant remember it! Gah. Shall try to recall... What first came to mind was "previewed" but thats wrong, the meaning aint the same, so... hmm... IM ALMOST THERE I ALMOST CAUGHT IT BUT DAM ITS ELUSIVEEEE. OSUWARI!! Hahahahahaha Kagome's fave word. (and inuyasha's most loathed) C'mon, what is it?!!! Bah. Baka! Okay i thought of another word, "broadcasted" but it aint that either! @.@ arghhhh!!! omg i accidentally press wrong button then went to another tab, didnt know how i did that o.o'' shall try later. AFTER i rmb the word.

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AYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i REMEMBERED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's "PREMIERED"!!!! LOL! so much for that one word! but phew, at least im still able to recall stuff. Its not the cheemest word around but hehe :) Heng i dun have PhD aka permernant head damage :D lols amateurish but still. Brings back childhood memories. :) Okay, so i've just realised that i spelt permanent wrongly. kakaka just checked it up on google :D heehee, oops. OH YEAH! and did i mention that i recently became the owner of an ITOUCH??? a white one, no less! yeps, i got it on saturday. which was the... nineteenth of november 2011. historic moment, must jot down. hahaaha. anyways, yay!! XD

Oh and and, this is gonna be the understatement of the year (which is gonna end soon) :

I'VE GOT MASSES AND MASSES OF HOMEWORK. PERIOD.

Yes, its out in the open. So yeah, this blog is sorta my portal for complaining, which is THE singaporean fave activity of all time ("of all time!") which is now diminishing in popularity (from what i see) cos ppl are too busy acting cool and/or gossiping to have much time left for complaining. Also, ppl are much more guarded than they were in the good ol' days, and now that everybody is liable to getting sued for whatever they've done, its not so much a free world than a "Disneyland with the death penalty". Okay, that was wholly unnecessary. But hey, im riled (still) after reading the article i came across while doing some article-searching for EL. (toldja i had tons of hw - that i'd come across something as out-of-left-field and kooky as this) anyway. i better go get started again on my hw, if not if i cant finish them by a month's time its GGWP for me. (Hah! learnt that from my bro. means "good game, well played" :D its so effective. and useful.)

So yeah! 'Ta for now! and... TTYL! :)

我的爱只可为你勇敢。。。

2011-11-15T15:53:00.003+08:00

Okayy, so now its tuesday afternoon, and its hours after the history supp class. And im slacking. hahaha. kay, so now i know i've resolved to not procrastinate so much anymore (goodness knows i cant actually afford to fritter my time away like the irresponsible teenager with a bout of teenage angst is prone to do, which i AM, at least sometimes) but idk why i am so tired nowadays. o.o'' yeah, i guess it might have something to do with what i witnessed on saturday. Right, now THAT is one horrific experience that traumatised me and messed with my sleeping pattern. AND gave me weird dreams the past few days. -shudder- and of which i have no intent to recount in here. Hey, this is a friendly blog, alrights? okay that came out weird. :D anyways, just know that i have had a RLY horrifying experience that day. full stop. aint gonna continue anymore. OH but before that, i gotta say (cue indignant voice) that due to my horrifying experience, i dreamt weird stuff that i cant rightly rmb anymore, but the long and short of it is, i actually BIT the side of my tongue while i was asleep. and it didn't not hurt. especially the morning when i woke up only to discover a sore -like-what-liddat pain at the edge of my tongue. ahhh. even now, 3 days later, it still feels grazed. haiz. okay, enough with the complaints. on to cheerier stuff or else someone's gonna call the pessimism corps on me. provided there is such a thing lah.

now... where was i? hmm. okay i think i can still afford to squander away some time before finally embarking on my sch holiday hw. oh yes, and btw the sec 4s have finished their O's!!! :D good for them. but the thing is, this just means that we're gonna be NEXT. uh-oh. hahaha. pls pls pls let me score well for O's!!! gah. one more year! and then its our turn le... wells! it is inevitable. much like how the rise of Nazism is deemed (by some) to be unavoidable. haha. which i agree with, y'know? the world was in a chaotic mess at that time. So, yeah. Heaven's will, y'know? 天意。and all of that. yeah. okay so now im feelin a lil funky. by which i mean out of sorts...

AND oh yes how could i have forgotten to mention it?! im reading Persuasion by Jane Austen now, in the middle le! think its going to be my second fave Austen, after Pride and Prejudice. SO FAR. until i get my hands on sense and sensibility and others lah. but i gotta finish reading my chinese book first b4 reading sense and sensibility. so that i can 慢慢 do the book thing. hahaha since its gonna be the last time i ever do it in sec sch. (siao! sekali they next year still tell us do it ah, i tell you confirm they will meet with a bunch of fed-up, unhappy adolescents with pent-up teenage angst. wakakaka. hehehe XP). yeah so i might as well do it good too, since its gonna be (hopefully) the last time. my book's called '你在天堂上遇见的五个人' aka 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven', translated into cheena-speak. Heh heh heh. The thing is, i discovered that my bro has the english version! i found it staring at my face from his bookshelf. tsktsk. oh wells, at least i can cross-refer the english one if i dun get anything. haha eg. i realised that the protagonist "爱迪" is actually EDDIE in english. and then after that things became clearer. haha, its a weird thing, but oh well. :) oh yes and a random fact: i like songs that can raise goosebumps on me. not the kind of shrieking, shrilly, ear-piercing songs that literally raise goosebumps, but songs that are like, for lack of better word, emo. NOT that im emo. okay lah, to be fair not all nice music are emo. actually now that i think of it, i dun even like emo music that much. the correct word in place of 'emo' would be 'soothing'. yeah! and serene. and/or calm. you get my drift. okay. i shall admit it. this may sound totally out of the blue, but yeah, i am in a slack-lustre mood. muahahaha. i am! so what of it? nth! heh heh heh. keke. okay i shall go online wikipedia and search some stuff. ~lalalala~ you know what? on second thoughts i might just do my own thing. and do everything. anything. whatever. whahaha. i AM in a weird mood now. dun mind me........

okay now i shall talk bout Jane Austen's works. since i have, in essence, nothing better to do until the mood for doing work strikes me. yes. so lets see... Pride and Prejudice! My favourite :) even the name sounds nice, see? alliteration! (WAHAHAHA it stands for PAP! just realised :P) yeah but the general form of the title is nice too. when you say it out it sounds... ahhhhhhhhhh~ you know? it hints at something more... idk how to say! can't you just see imaginary ribbons around it? its looks so darn swirly. the font. even if it is currently in standard blog post font. its just has got the olden grandeur look to it, doesnt it! kays i might be just spouting crap. i am an old hand at speaking nonsense. which rly comes in handy during oral exams, which is why i got near highest oral scores (in class) for both eng and chi! :D thats one of the few good things thats come out of this EOYs. but its all good. that my ability to spout crap gives me an edge. :D oh and being in lit helps too. in thinking up possible scenarios and stuff during oral. much like in a poem. then find meanings and stuff. its real interesting! :) OKAY. now i realise i have the hugest tendency to veer off the given topic. which sucks. cos i'd always be worried if i'd gone off the deep end. so to speak. haiz. but if i dont, i get high marks! hahaha you might've noticed that i am getting very exam-oriented now. but its better to start early lah. oh yes and HAHAHAHA idk if i've mentioned my book-buying experience in the prev post. okay lemme go check ahhahaa its SUCH a fantastic, if a little crazy, experience. oh right so i havent! Hahahaha its so retarded lah!

Okay so i was at Clementi Mall's popular bookstore buying my sec 4 books. I was hunting high and low for it and then i finally found the sec sch books at one corner, very deep into the store. There were piles and piles of books stacked up everywhere, such that i missed seeing a counter there. Or rather, i purposely avoided it. wahahaha whichever lah. And by the way there werent anybody there. tsk tsk. so in all fairness i cannot be blamed for what i did next. me, a person on a mission. i climbed into the stacks of books and began book hunting. it was super fun. and anyways i only need to buy a few books for school next year mah. so yeah. i dug through the piles of new crisp books and got what i needed. then oops, i couldnt find the SS textbk. so my mum came and got a store assisstant to help me find. THAT was when i was told that i wasnt supposed to step into the counter area. but the person was like abit laughing at me, not like pissed or anything. so thats gd :D but rly! it was really fun :) hahaha like you're in control of your destiny or something. or at least of your books. yeah so thats that. hahaha so awesome.

which brings me to my next point. I CANT DECIDE WHICH JC I CAN GO TO!!!!!!! because yes, FYI i AM going to a JC. no less. andand i gotta go to a NEAR jc. ahh. so fan nao. ACJC is much too hard to get into... but my tutor and my mum say i got chance leh. but not so easy.................... and my cousins had gone to CJC, but thats quite far too..... and i dun actually wanna get into JJC... like, no offence or anything, but. yeah. not rly my cup of tea. and NYJC is also too far. still got what ah? haiz. not alot to choose from, is there? well well well. ACJC is the most 理想 one but also too darn hard leh. SEVEN POINTS. unless i rly mug from now till O's i guess i dun stand much chance. but i still aim for it lah. Aim oni! if can get in i shall do something nice. hahahah. Jkjk, if i can get in ah....wah. hahaha. wells, we shall see! :) okies, so thats the end of this post now, TTYL! :)

♥ 11.11.11

2011-11-11T13:53:00.007+08:00

Hello! :) today's a special day, cos its 11.11.11!!!!! even the exclamation marks are (shift+1) also got the number 1! :D hahahaha YAY YAY i finally finshed the english project thing, which, seriously, came in at quite the wrong time, but whatever lah. at least i've done it and submitted it to our "Supreme Class Parent" 's pigeon-hole. look at that word! "pigeon-hole" looks damn cute lah. especially with the teensy dash in the middle. without the dash the word kinda loses its cuteness factor, cos cant you just imagine (i know i sound like Anne right now hahaha) a tiny lil piegy sitting in its "hole"? omg there could so much more than meets the eye in the prev sentence. for one thing, i almost spelt piegy as "piggy" which would have been a seriously warped concept. a piggy sitting in its "hole"? ahahaha another would be, of course, the last word, "hole". OKAY OKAY i know im becoming a real sicko nowadays, cant say i actually appreciate having my mind in the gutter but whatever lah, the sick effect willl wear off sooner or later. i hope. i cant envision myself having dirty thoughts clutter my mind in the (near?) future. well, the one good thing thats come of of this affair is that i understand and can detect what ppl are saying nowadays. and sometimes i even make up things that they could have meant. hahaha its an interesting hobby, certainly, but one that makes for extreme mortification in the event that you are found out to have less than pristine thoughts in your head.

oh yeah, and another thing. i just found my DISC personality style report thing yesterday when i was de-cluttering my stuff to make way for the *new* (and hopefully improved) new year. and then i read through it and omg, seriously, that thing is like spot-on lah. now i know why i keep boring people when im talking: its cos im too DETAIL-ORIENTED! >.< now. idk why ppl dun like details, i usually find the nitty gritty stuff fascinating. however, i mustmust rmb that humans are impatient creatures, especially about-to-be-sec-four humans who have to mug for the o lvls and dun have the time to sit around listening to you natter away. not that im a cyborg or any sort of non-human, just that i think i have quite an inane amount of patience for listening to people talk. and not talking myself, of course. what comes out of my mouth is sort of a diamond-in-the-rough form of speech. i prefer to amuse myself with my thoughts than bore people with too much details. budden also we gotta consider that thinking to oneself is so much more comfortable and you can feel so much more plus its quicker than if you talk to people. i prefer making speech bubbles in my head :) ohkay, now...

OH YES. and btw, didnt mention something previously. ehh.. ya on the subject of the english project thing. ytd i was so hyped up about doing the Amy Chua tiger mother thing that before i knew it i had written nearly 900 words in the pros-cons argument. now THAT is one example of how well i do when i talk/think to myself. then in the end i had written like 1100+ words, plus a neat little conclusion. seriously leh. i didnt even know i could write so much without knowing it o.o new experience haha. oh ya and plus the reflection for the same tiger mom article, also nine hundred words. now THAT one i didnt know i wrote 900 words (exactly - i saw the word count in the word document the bottom part there) until this morning when i woke up bleary-eyed to do the printing and compile everything tgt. then i saw it and was like, WHAAT? was i so uber-pissed that i wrote nearly 2000 words total for the one s2pid article?? like, wow! :D (now THIS is why i love writing personal recounts- its like reflections, so can write with like uber-fluidity, like you open a tap and water flows out :) cos its a continuous train of thoughts,yeah :) and ytd nite i stayed up till like 12.30pm to do everything, including the CCAs teach values article. BOTH reflection and the argument from scratch, starting from 10.30pm. wahahahaha. people, ya better be grateful if (IF) we get high marks :D

okiee watching inuyasha now, it IS the hols now, afterall. i figured i deserve a bit of a rest after chionging through the eng project ytd :D so now im on the seventieth episode! :) yayyay ~ Go me. hahaha :P

Ahhhhh i loooove inuyasha's doggy ears and shippo's tail! so fluffy ahhh... :D haha and plus inuyasha's uber cute when he was little! :0 lemme see if i can find a pic...

Tadaaa~ kawaii!

okay back to watching more :D

oh but wait! i musnt forget kirara! okay i shall add another pic... XP

Anne Of Green Gables Megavideo Film

2011-11-04T18:07:00.003+08:00

http://www.megavideo.com/?v=J91M6J09

Anne Of Green Gables film by Megavideo

-- OH. EM. GEE. im so darn shyte grateful to megavideo for uploading this film online i've been searching and searching and searching for this for absolutely AGES!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and now FINALLY i find it!!!!!!! oh, 'tis a 'appy day!!!!!!!!!! TGIF AND EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I FOUND IT!!!!!!! gahhhhh this film was produced in 1985, a loooooooong time ago, so for a time it seemed that no one had ever heard of it or want to sell it in SG or smth but, just, EEEEEEEEEEEEEE x3x5x11 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH EVERYBODY MUSTMUSTMUST WATCH IT!!!!!!!!! even tho there is a slight (quite alot) of discrepancy between this film and the actual book, i highly recommend the books cos they're much much nicer than what the film depicted the story to be, but still! to be able to watch the film online is a happy thing, and i am quite proud of myself for finding it, even tho it was by chance! indeed, it is ''simply providential!'' :DD EEEEEEEEEEE i shall go back to watching more, ttyl! :)

btw as i was watching this initially i was like so damn happy and then i watch after a while le then realised that this, this is one of my favourite stories being told, through visual representations, then i felt ridiculously touched. well i guess im just such a great big fan of AOGG and i went through so much frustration before finally being able to watch it. well yeah. thats just how it is. AOGG's story is more than a century old now, still as much celebrated all over the world as it always had been, and always will be, and even the duchess of cambridge likes it, and all. i just cant believe how nobody actually liked it when it first came out, but one thing i've come to discover is that some of the celebrated authors were rejected when they first submitted their stories for publication, such as JK Rowling and Jane Austen (btw, i LOOOOOOVE pride and prejudice! am getting the DVD, so there! :D can't wait to watch it too!) and of cos, author of AOGG, Lucy Maud Montgomery, then the world woke up to their genius and loved them forevermore. okay, thats quite enough of my prattling and worship for now, am getting back to watching my AOGG films! now on AOGG - The Sequel.

WTH WTH WHY AINT IT WORKING??? dammmmmm i must go find another version -.-'' oh well, at least i've finished watching one full one, so i am positive i'll soon find another version of the sequel. i hope?

and after a long time of searching, i have yet to find one suitable one. dammit ppl, just upload it and let me watch it! >:( haiiiiizz just hafta keep seaching, yeah?

DUDS, ALL DUDS. kns sia. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz whywhywhy cant they just let me see it??? i bet the sequel is alot more interesting than the first one, which mainly serves to establish the Anne connection, so ARGH LET ME WATCH IT!!!!!!!! :((((((((((((((( megavideo, why do you do this??? put up the first one and get ppl interested then leave them hanging. anticlimatic leh... :( you CAN'T just leave me hanging like that. NOOOOOOOOOOO you can't! its terrible bad of ye... basket leh i tell you! other countries got sell the film why here dun have!!!!!! argharghargh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy??? i'm aware that i keep spamming in here but whatever just nid to offload these pent-up emotions. so yeah. ttyl for now, gotta go have dinner le...

SEE? THERE ARE SO MANY "..." IN THIS POST BECAUSE THERE ARE NO LEGIT AOGG SEQUEL VIDS FOR ME TO WATCH. AND IM AWARE THAT I MAY SOUND PETULANT AND WHATEVER BUT IDC I JUST WANNA WATCH IT. ohwells, one thing good to look forward to is Pride and Prejudice de film. THAT must be sold even in sg, im sure of that. just have to get it soon to soothe mah frazzled nerves. LOL like Elizabeth (Bennet)'s mum, who always complains bout her supposed nerves.

2011-10-24T17:55:00.004+08:00

Okay, so i was looking through the ol' autograph book. the sec sch one, not pri sch. and as i was flipping through and laughing uproariously over some of the entries, i realised one thing: we're all grown up now. i mean, not like im so out of touch with reality that i havent realised this before now, but its just that this fact has never smacked me in the face like that. like, flipping through, smiling here, chuckles over some retarded thing, feeling mortified over others (like my own entry, im so paiseh about it now ahahaha) and then, wham - i am seriously baffled at how much we've all changed from sec 1 till now. and next year, we're gonna be sec 4s... this evoked the O.O reaction. like, OMG OMG OMG ZOMG WE ARE GOING TO BE SEC 4s!!!!!!!!! i dunno whether to laugh or cry. for one thing, we are *sixteen* lalala can watch NC16 movies alr but not like it makes much of a difference lah. its prudent to be prudish *preens* hahahaha ha-di-ha. back to the topic. and yes, just LOOK at the writing style! our sec 1 selves are sooooo... sec 1-ish. y'know? adolescents just out of primary school, some (such as yours truly) having dealt the blow of a suckish PSLE score, innocent, bright-eyed n bushy tailed little folks, the girls same height as the guys, still playing outside the classroom after recess bell rings and waiting for the classrm key, etc etc. (whats the opposite of 'worldly'? almost put 'unworldly' but that sounds not right :P HAHAHA 'otherworldly' thats even more wrong! hahaha 'inexperienced' bah) i shall start bugging ppl to write in the book again. makes me laugh so much kekeke. kind of sad, really, seeing how once we were so young and fresh-faced, and now we're such jaded clementeens, complaining about everything. to think that we were once so fascinated with things, now we r just constantly caring about grades and stuff. so before i become a stony-faced nerd keeping my nose to the grindstone next year all the way till uni, i gotta live a bit. heh. i never thought it would mean failing exactly four exams of different subjects and dropping in lvl position from 6 to 66 all in one year. but hey, i treat this year as a year of learning and all, so that i can conserve my energy and sprint all throughout next year without fatigue or whatsoever obstacles. hopefully. thats my excuse, at any rate. but i really do believe that next year is looking good. its a promising year, to be sure. it cant get any worse than this year. its a pity too, for eleven is like, my fave number (ie. 2011) and all that, but whenever i think of next year 2012, i feel happy. just looking at the numerals make it seem sort of illuminated or something, whereas 2011 looks kinda worn out and miserable. 2012 bodes a year of goodness. like in 'Ruminated', there is a bend in the road, and i believe and yearn for it to be one that brings good to my life. okay, yes, so - about the poem. is it sucky? :P idk, it seems abit got no theme leh. cos at first i was just playing around with dryads and fairies and all, then it suddenly became a refuge for me to channel all my unhappiness and the turmoil waging war in me into. idk when and how the transition took place, but from (i think?) stanza 3 the tone becomes more bitter and everything lah. and i found it quite hard to insert/hide some meaning into it. either that or ppl are supposed to go looking for meaning themselves. or something lah. i have realised that its quite hard to put rhymes into it too, rhymes of any form, be it end, eye, assonance, consonance, etc etc. easiest is alliteration. but even if got alliteration also like got nothing to do with anything leh... whatever. tis only my earlier poems. i shall practise more and try to get the hang of poetry. hopefully it'll be helpful :D

okayyy gtgs now ttyl! :)

~ Ruminated ~

2011-10-22T17:32:00.005+08:00

Ruminated

Raindrops on the window panes
Unveils the deploration of serendipity.
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter;
The haunting hymn of an angel's weep.

The dryads' spring takes form
Pooled are the tears of the heart.
The reflection of a blitheful world
Bemasks the silence of hollow depths.

Gossamer whispers:
It is the language of belief
So easily broken; the spine
of the Book of Remembrance.

Irrevocable damage inscribed in ink
The past gives a harrowing account
Of the time when a spirit breaks
Irreparably, never again the same.

The rain clears up. The silver lining

of the clouds shine through the mist.
The knowledge of the Book is gleaned,
Protected in the embrace of Tomorrow.

There is a bend in the road
There is a turn for the better.
Life teaches lessons of hope per se
Look forward, faith - gives strength to courage

In the grand scheme of things
In the court of higher order,
Tomorrow is as yet unblemished, where this
-- shan't be a swansong.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR!!!!!!

2011-10-14T20:14:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG mahh dear bloggie, I'VE MISSED YOU!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR hooray!!! XDXDXD wahahahha its time for procrastinating!! :D fancy! the exam period's just zoooom-ed past man, to think i was just preparing for chem a while ago and now WE. ARE. FREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! i feel like going crazy, but just the thought of getting back our papers subdues me; its such a sobering thing to think about, cossssss the exams were hard. like chem. and ss. and history. and a math. ESPECIALLY A MATH AND CHEM. boohoo i don't feel so sure of scoring now. i rather get the feeling that, after a disastrous MYE, i constantly feel myself being uncertain of things. seriously. its quite depressing, actually. i used to feel so uber confident of scoring and now im getting myself down, keep thinking that i screwed everything up. i don't want to say it, but maybe, just maybe, its a kind of retribution. or something. In Anne of Green Gables (Anne's House of Dreams), mrs rachel lynde says that Providence doesn't like anybody to be too happy. i thought that was just plain pessimism, but im not so sure. becos, see, last year was my time to shine, and i rode up so high, the fall back to ground zero was especially painful. its really hard to accept the cold hard reality when you've spent most of the previous years in my wonderful land of all things perfect where you only worry about vying for the top place, not whether or not you'd fail. ppl have sensed that im competitive, but its not so much competitiveness as desperation. unlike some ppl who can flunk and get over it soon, i cant. or should i say, i couldn't. i have since learnt the fine art of letting things go and letting the higher powers settle them. i can't deal anymore. if i keep making myself care so much and so anxiously about everything im just going to go plain bonkers. so i've decided to allow myself abit of leeway, so that i dont screw myself up along with my grades. the thing thats most dependable is my brain, and not just because im a gemini. see, im not cut out for physical work, and i avoid being in the centre of attention (contrary to ordinary gemini traits) so im no good in mass media, and others besides. the only job i can see myself holding is one that is brain-reliant, be it writing, journalism, office work, etc, so my mind's too precious for me to screw around with. i thank my lucky stars that my languages are not too bad, and my (E. NOT A) math is alright too, so at least i've got some options in future. thats not so bad, right? aiya, thing is, i have given up obsessing over every single little thing, because its simply too exhausting. i have given it up through sheer will-power, because im so used to controlling (behind the scenes) everything that goes on in my life with a tight rein so that nothing goes horribly wrong with me at the fore. oh yeah, mind over matter all right. but i've found myself getting complacent (i hate that particular trait of mine) after too much success that i just took it for granted and everything such that things began slipping out of hand before i'd even realised i wasnt doing so swell. and yep, i've been thinking, had i been born aesthetically correct and faultless(not perfect - even i don't aim that high), if i don't have a defective hand, i would have become a total, thorough bitch. im grateful that im not, though, that i will always have something that links me to mortal, earthly boundaries and not feel superior (so often, at any rate). I can see what ppl don't, because I have experienced what ppl havent. thats why i believe that experiences are important, which is why i like books, cos there are stories. they contribute to my mountain of crap that i randomly spout when i see fit to, so that i don't forget them. im very afraid of forgetting things that aren't supposed to be forgotten, ever - like life lessons and insights that i've gained so far in these fifteen years of mine. im afraid of forgetting English. and that may sound funny in a way, but learning to be good in English is and always will be one of my most treasured memories and experience. its made up such a big part of my life that i'd feel hollow and uncertain without it. i have realised that i am so weak i cant bear the thought of anything bad happening, so i've sort of unconsciously created an unpenetrable barrier that blocks me off from the big,bad world. it's numbed me, but it has also helped me seal off things that would likely have had me hyperventilating and unable to deal, so im kind of sad that the barrier exists that i cant actually feel too happy, and yet also not too sad. im pathetic, really, when you think about it. thats why im actually the teeniest bit envious of Anne, who seem to be able to feel so strongly about everything, experience unspeakable joy, but also grief. im amazed that she hasnt shattered completely, given her nature to feel everything twofold. but she has a nearly perfect world, so i suppose it's alright for some. She lives in a novel; i live in the real harsh world. but i probably shouldnt be so unfair. i have had my fair share of good times, most certainly and unarguably. i have maintained top three postitions in class since primary three till last year, so i cant help feeling that i've become so obsessed in the chase for success that i only can feel truly happy, from the top of my head to the tips of my toes, when i've achieved what i have strived so hard, so long, so single-mindedly for. i think im becoming an alien... thats why i mentioned that i dont want to screw around with myself and my brain anymore. its time to take a break, after six long years of fighting for the same thing over and over again, only its competing with different people. i once thought, in sec one, that since i've come to a brand new school, i dont have to strive so hard to maintain my place in class anymore. i dont know if i felt relief at the thought then. but it was hard, especially when i got third in class without actually trying my very hardest, so the natural instincts kicked in immediately. kiasuim is my forte, you might say. but i've improved now. im beginning to appreciate the process nowadays, but thing is, time passes by so quickly that i hardly have the time to juggle my appreciation for the finer things in life as well as my grades, which, try as i might, i cant give up on. as i've said, i am most dependant on my brain, so i've GOT to have some sort of proof that my brain is still functioning and improving, and the way that is the easiest and to which i am most accustomed is scoring for exams and tests. next year is o levels. sometimes i feel wistful and find myself kinda regretting having given up the hectic life of chionging so hard for good grades just to preserve my sanity, because i miss having good grades. it sounds super retarded though. some may argue that if i were to start chionging again, the grades would come back to me. but idk about that. i stressed myself out last year, so i thought i'd take a break from chionging so hard this year, and to go back to my cycle again this sem 2. heh. to those people out there who is thinking of ''taking a break'' anytime soon, think again. this has been my experience, and im here in real form to break the news (not gently.) to you folks that it mightn't be so worth it. im having real trouble here trying to break into my previous, tried-and-tested-true pattern of scoring for exams. i dunno. somehow, once i've lost the motivation and the drive, its gone. poof, just like that. im telling you, it doesnt hang around waiting for you to get your act together. it justs seeks out the one most deserving of its effort and attention. so once you've caught hold of it, never let go. i dunno if i actually, deep down, i regret this loss so keenly. its sombre to watch people whom you've surpassed so easily in the past now getting ahead of you, its made me get a kinda bitter humour about it. especially since i would have enjoyed the competition the china scholars pose. i would have gotten a kick out of it, having some fresh competition who everybody hold in such awe, instead of competing with the same old ppl every time that it sometimes gets stale. im not complaining (thats such a huge joke, i complain every opportunity i get wahahaha - "so irresistable, though i try to abstain"- mia (she certainly wasnt talking about complaining though, she was talking about tacos, if i rmb correctly, which diaoz, makes such a big difference in effect)) but its just, bleh. c'est la vie, innit? thats what you get out of life. some things you get, others you don't. some of them you'd had the chance to taste the sweet tang of it, but once its gone, only the sour aftertaste remains. and its not nice. i have learnt one of the most important lessons in life: don't be afraid to give chances. second chances, third chances, if necessary. good things come to those who have fallen but are unafraid of giving it another shot in the hope that things would turn out better than it had previously. just give things a chance at improving. it might create an epoch in your life, might give your life new meaning - the possibilities are endless. this post sounds like im preaching, but hey, at least this is a case of my having practised what i preach beforehand, and not after. okay, 'nuff said. this is one of my rawest posts, cos wahahaha the cyberwellness thing HAS taught me a thing or two, but this is MY blog, and no one is likely to want to hack it (not like that s2pid hacker who hacked into my pathetic account of maple which i STILL blatantly and blissfully call my "main"; another deviation from my point: maple has made me open my eyes at some point too. beats me how life can let you learn so many lessons so randomly, but its cool :P life is the greatest teacher we'd ever have, its true. its lifelong, its effective and enforces it, drills it, cultivates it into us without having to use unprecedented ruses)

okay anyways, this is too long (even though theres no such thing as ''too long'' in a blog; its MINE, afterall. i call the shots around here :D) OKAY. fine. let me get back to my point and then end this post. EXAMS' OVER!! IM HAPPY!! THOUGH IM WORRIED ABOUT MY GRADES STILL, IDC COS EXAMS' OVERRRRR!!!! oh yeah, and i borrowed Pride & Prejudice from e library today, never knew it was a romance, always thought mistakenly that it was just another dusty old classic (heehee im afraid this part is true) but im glad its not, cos i can once again add another classic to my collection of stories i've read! :D so im essentially happy, though i can safely say that im not the most elated person in the world right this moment. there's too much going on, grades to worry about, just the daily stuff and bother, etc. ohh, i was woebegone, but now much of my woe-IS-gone, so yep, im comfortably pally with life now, and can just hope for the best, all in all! :D

Good night! Have had a nice, if brutal admission to myself of my circumstances, time writing down these stuff down! have LOADS more to tell you, dear bloggie, but i've gotta go now, so see you in a few! :)

XOXO

PS. gosh, just looked thru the post. some might think i've never learnt a proper lesson of paragraphing, but whatevs. heh heh heh kekeke

2011-10-12T18:56:00.001+08:00

2011-10-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

Anne of Green Gables

2011-10-03T17:57:00.002+08:00

Oh mahh goodness i just wanna say that, I ABSOLUTELY ADOREEEE ANNE OF GREEN GABLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh that felt gooooooooooood. i HAD to put it in writing, im quite bursting with excitement. More next time, after EOYs!

Yay! :)

I LOVE WEEK 10!!! XD

2011-08-21T20:31:00.002+08:00

YAYYYY WEEK TEN'S GONNA BE OSSUM!!! :DDD hahahahaha thanks to the presidential election + hari raya + teachers' day, we're gonna have almost TWO weeks of holidays this sept!!! XD and thats rly cool because goodness knows i need the revision time BECAUSE, EOYs are next up after the hols! so yeah. thats two weeks of mugging, coming right up the week after next! :) tho i dun rly mind. cos i'd rather coop up at home and chiong than go to sch and have harried days. cos i think if stay at home got double the production leh. somewhat. :D and i cant rly type fast cos my index finger's bandaged with plaster cos of what happened during CNY this year (ie. played monkey with cousins with a BASKETBALL, of all things to use, and so it whacked my poor lil finger and until now also still got trace so i finally did something about it. i believe in the AU NATUREL way of healing, y'see, or at least for minor abraisions and stuff. so yeah. im kinda procrastinating right now... since i (THINK?) i have finished all my sch hw and all thats left to do is tuition hw. so i am having a break. WAS having a break, but it kinda stretched. cos its so hot today, my "break" naturally expanded and the molecules gained kinetic energy and...blah. never learn chem/phy/geog izzit! i still can rmb the cracks on the rocks due to smth like...eh...the inside never expand as fast as the outside surface. thus formed cracks. or vice versa. now you know why i screwed up sec 2 geog. :O even tho the rocks thing was taught in sec 1 :D heh heh heh... meh.

Gah im still struggling with physics. tho the rest of my subjects have FINALLY taken off with a bang which is a GOOD GOOD sign! :) i think im kinda off my rocker now as im rambling on and on and on and on and on and... you get the idea. im tired now. and my eyelids are just the teeniest bit heavy. BUT! i shall continue with the super long overdue tuition hw. i just hope that no sch hw will suddenly materialise to make me have a late sunday night. but just the thot of the impending two weeks hols are enough to pipe me up. (HAHAHA just when i typed "pipe me up" i thought of snake charmers XP they DO play the pipe to "up" the snakes right?) even tho i realise that its technically wrong to say "pipe me up" when its actually supposed to be PERK me up. see, toldja i was tired. i occasionally [how about always? :) ] tend to spout nonsense when je suis fatigue (<< idk how to make the little slant on top of the last letter)

ANYWAYS! i shall be going but i shall (hopefully, hahaha) update this blog when i can! Zoomzoom! <<<( HAHAHAHA this is epic, i have never envisioned myself saying this, sounds quite juvenile actually, but whatevs :D its okay to let loose your inner juvenileness once in a while: i have just googled the word 'juvenile' to get the noun for it after realising that i have no clue what it is but in the end i got "JUVENILENESS". like, okayyy...? i was hoping it was some cheem word. learn a new thing everyday, yknow? but i guess this applies to most everything under the sun, just that im picky! :)

Cyas! :) i realise that i have dragged my closing line into one paragraph. shows my in-born ability to spout crap and my mood for procrastinating. oops, hahaha

Au revoir, monsieurs un madamoiselles! this part is not from google translate, i just tried to remember if the spelling is correct. and the usage, of cos. anyways, bye! :)

PS. AIYA! spell wrong. is 'madEmoiselles' and not 'madAmoiselles'. just a little slip-up. its okay! :) BYE NOW. FOR REAL.

Fifteenth!! :)

2011-06-11T08:18:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG IM OFFICIALLY FIFTEEN!!!!!! EEEEE!!! Hahahaha its barely half an hour into my bday and alr im loving being fifteen!! Hahahaha omgomg before i switched on the com i was totally like, should i check fb,should not lah, wait until at night then check bah, then i was like, but i wanna play pet society!! Haha so i went on, saw that i had FOUR notifications, then was quite disappointed lah, cos yeah, so then i wanted to check who had spent much effort to wish me so early, so i went to check my profile, and got a nicenice SURPRISE!! Hahahahaha turns out alot more than just four ppl had wished me, which, yknow, YAY YAY YAY I LOVE THE WORLD!!!! Hahahahahahahaha mucho gratifiedo :))) i wonder what the notifications are, tho. curious o.o but THAT i can wait until nighttime, HAHAHAHA muahahahaha kekeke kakaka hahahaha im like smiling until...dunno what lah! :D but now i hereby announce to one and all, 11June2011 is and shall be a GOLDEN DAY!!!! Already i feel like the world is muchmuch better :) everybody should have a facebk acc, it does wonders to ppl hahahaha :) ooooo i cant help it, even tho i developed a fever at midnight, and suffered thru most of the night, im not rly complaining cos after two panadols at different times in the night (early morning? o.o) i am feeling much better, and just now even managed to snag like two hours of sleep (i need all the slp i can get, cos today is going to be awesome! :) and plus i know we're going to be walking alot today...) just, yay yay! Whattt my pet society havent load finish yet ah! orh maybe is cos im so excitedly typing here ahaha get back soon ah...

Yes loaded hahaha!

oh yeah and btw the ppl who posted at like midnite or smth, wow they very zai, can dun sleep! whereas i NEED the sleep (oops typo-ed need as nedd ahahaha in caps somemore :D) ahh im still a tad feverish but nvm! im listening to Hui Dao Guo Qu - ''想回到过去，试着让故事继续，至少不在让你离我而去。'' :) << i like this part! its so... umm metaphorical! :) hahaha lalala~ ya and plus it's about a BOOK, which, yknow, is totally nice and relatable. yeah i tweeted that line before, but its so nice that i have to write it here too :P

FISHHHHHH AHHHH i stupidly sold my well thingy from the town forest thing oh nooooo why why i thot i had like 2/7 parts when i dug today just now but now i have ZERO!!! omg ahhhh nvmnvm i shall dig continuously and someday i will get it again. ahhhh, cringing cringing... whywhy did i go and smart-aleckly press sell both!!!!! :(((

okay i shall not play pet society anymore, i shall go web-walking. if theres such a thing o.o oh ya and shereen should change her name to shereen dao, haha cos i sent her 4 texts and she havent reply yet! she, the poohnapper. bah. i thot she go sl camp sia, but zf say she didnt... hmm maybe she went overseas... idk also leh. ahhh when she finally replies i shall... steal my pooh back. :) she this poohnapper dunno how nice i am okay, how many ppl do you know invites (PLANNED to invite) ppl who steals their pooh out ah? hmph. anyways, sadded tat yuanyuan got ndp training today, if not another poohnapper also come le. hahaha :) i shall go and change in a while... ooh yesh and check my hp! :D okay onli samanthan has texted... nvm! plenty of time! anyways later they spam i have to delete alot of msgs :) hahahaha eating orange now, maybe can soothe (?) the fever :)

okay after ye qu i shall go and get ready to go out! :)

so, cyas! being fifteen is tres cool :P
bb~ more next time

Last Moments of Being a Fourteen-Year-Old

2011-06-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

Wow. Just, simply, wow. Tmr marks my fifteenth year. Already. Hahahaha, i mean, its great that tmr at 7.53am, i would be celebrating a decade and a half's worth of life. Which, yknow, is nice :) today is the last day of fourteen-ness, hence the title of this post - Last Moments of Being a Fourteen-Year-Old. Yeps. oh yeah, and apparently geminis really do have the magic of staying youthful, since when i went to order my bday cake just now at ATC, the lady at the counter asked me thought i was just fourteen, which, technically, i am lah. But the thing is, she KNEW that tmr is my bday,and if she thot i was fourteen,(i told her i was fifteen) means she thought that now,i am just a thirteen-year-old going on fourteen. like, whattt??? hahahaha i mean, good that i look so youthful *preens*, but theres a difference between looking youthful and looking positively childish. Hahaha jkjk lah, i dun look THAT young! :D Anyways, my cake's gonna be really,really pretty! its called pink & sweet, and the name is pretty much self-explanatory, seeing how most of the cake would be in pink! now that i come to think of it, i dun think i have had a pink cake before, for all it's my fave colour o.o anyways, gonna post pics of it! Fifteen is so gonna be totally awesome, by the way it's going :) yeah, im feeling pretty tired now, drowsy... im gonna wake up at 7.30am tmr, so as to catch the mark of the clock as it turns to 7.53am, the passing of age from fourteen to fifteen. Yes, and now i've only got limited time to type this post cos mi bro wanna use the laptop, but whatever,its alright de :P yeps, tmr we (ben,zf,fel,jess n me!) are going to the 8 Days car boot sale!!!!!!! TOTALLY AWESOME!!! hope we can score some nicenice things! :) and design chocolates, eat cotton candy, meet JESSECA LIU!!! hope i can get her autograph tho, i never met her b4 :D she seems pretty nice, and she has e same bday as mi mum! okay so im going le, toldja i had limited time here. So bye! and HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! (in advance!)

:D

2011-05-31T13:56:00.002+08:00

I feel like i really wanna be fifteen... like NOW. i mean, yeah, just a few days more is nothing, but now i feel like my frame of mind is that of a fifteen-year-old. I dunno how to explain it, but i just feel like wanting to break out of my pre-fifteen self's shell. I feel... idk, kinda restricted, somehow. Arhhhh (i dun wanna put 'arghh' cos it would seem like im very frustrated, which,yknow, im not... im just abit pensive now, to be truthful), i also dunno lahh. like just a few mins ago i was dabbling in the fine arts of blog template-changing, which i THOUGHT i was a dab hand at, but apparently is not. I shall blame it on my rusty skills. c'mon lah, i rly very long nvr go and play with the templates le. it used to be so fun :) ohyeah, so now i know i nid to (and ya, NEED to, idk why but i need to) update y'all on my results... which is an understandably hard thing for me to do, cos im so damn ashamed, but yeah, treat it as an experience lah, I WILL LEARN FROM THIS LESSON. anyways, i promised mrs sng that i would get top 7 positions in class at e end of the year; this happened i dunno how, but here's how things went at the PSI:

Mrs Sng (MS): ...what happened to you? (flips to EOY result slip) Just last year you topped your class and now liddat! ( i got 26th, btw. a far cry from 1st,i know, but these things happen) ...End of year i want to see you at the top 5%, okay?

Me: (stupidly) harr cannot top 5 lah(i thot she was toking about class positions!!! @.@), so many clever ppl in the class, plus the china scholars. Top 7 lah, can?

MS: (laughs) (agrees)

o.O btw a random fact: i think 'okay' is more balanced than just simply 'ok'. i dunno how i derived this, but maybe its due to the fact tat theres a 'Y' in 'okay' and its at the end of the word, and plus got 'K' also, then the rest of the letters are all small small de, you know, like 'l','k','d','b' letters which the top must jut out de, to make it seem nicer and neater when placed next to smaller letters like 'a','e','o','u','r', etc, like i learnt in pri sch from mrs tang... handwriting problems, i rmb too well... anyways, lets not get too nostalgic. muahahaha anyway my now de handwriting also not like i specifically emphasize on the size (pun not intended :P) o.o emphaSIZE; why not ALPHA-size? haha now listening to there you'll be AGAIN its like everytime i come posting i also listen this song de ahaha

anyways gtg now byebye!~ more next time bah ahaha cyas! :D

Quotes [confidence,life]

2011-05-15T21:30:00.007+08:00

Chin up, you rock :)

Don't let anybody convince you otherwise.

XOXO

Post-GE 2011! :)

2011-05-10T09:14:00.007+08:00

* Pursuant to Section 49, Sub-Section 7E, Paragraph A of the Parliamentary Elections Act, I declare that I shall work harder in Sem 2. (and improve by LEAPS AND BOUNDS) :P *

Muahahahaha nice right? :) FROOT LOOPS!! did it while watching the elections show
Yay support PAP, my kindergarten :D
i tried changing fonts, so yeps :P this is arial, btw. not like it will make any iota of a difference in the published post, seeing that in the template the font is set as... idk i forget le o.o'' :P

Yeah, so the GE took place a few days ago, over the weekend. it made alot of ppl happy, also made alot of ppl sad. esp (i think) George Yeo, who lost in the fight for Aljunied. Quite sad lah, but yeah, cant help it, the results are confirmed. OHYA, andand, the first time im going to be able to vote would be... ten years down the road, i.e. 2 elections later. RAWR. anyways, its not like i very despo to vote whatt, its just seems... fun? okay lah, maybe not FUN-fun, but in that first-time-fun kinda way :)

Yeah, so now im typing my physics notes. PLS let me score well for Physics tmr!!! >< as well as my e and a maths, lit and all other subjects!! :) omg im kinda... terrified to see my marks when they eventually come back. usually i would be like sooo excited cos i knew i'd scored well, but this time leh? hard to say, cos now is sec 3 standard. one good thing is that the standard is standardised across the level, so yeah, no biasness, no unfairly lenient teachers. not that im complaining. much. just that yeah, sometimes i just miss good marks. pls lah, anybody would, too. its natural to feel sad when one year you're getting all A1's (except geog, but thats another matter -.-) and the next you're getting C's. I tellya, its frustrating. and make me very 颓丧 and 气馁. <<< See! i got learn my 词语 de, okay!! :D darn, this arial font is making me sound so formal. I CANT HELP IT lah, that arial is such a neat and clear font, that i see alr i also feel like im typing a compo. my language, you would have noticed, aint all that appropriate for a compo, tho. notice how i constantly deviate from the topic at hand? the title of this post is, lemme see, ''Post-GE 2011! :)'' but now im toking bout exams and such. hehe :) whatever, bahabahahaha HAHAHA i tried saying << in my head and it came out weird cos i typed BA HA - BA HA HA HA which kinda sounds like... a sheep? Baaa- baaa! :D i doubt sheeps ever laughed like baaa-hahaha-baaa :P neways, listened to t-swift's fearless cd yesterday again after quite a long time of not listening to it. OH YA. and and and, the other day i saw a [V] Special programme on tv about t-swifty, and OMG, there were chinese subtitles, and seriously, her song titles sound AWESOME and fabby in chinese!!! @.@ 真想不到 lor. like example, Fearless is called [无惧的爱], Speak Now is [爱的告白], Love Story is [爱的故事], Fifteen is [十五岁], << which, ya, OBVIOUSLY. these are only the few that i can rmb, tho rly they didnt play alot of songs lah. i LOVE Fearless, [无惧的爱], it sounds SOO brave and courageous and all i can say is, i never did feel very much for the word ''fearless'' before, but OMG, in chinese, it's one heck of a title. :D should be like that bah, cos the subtitles were in traditional chi, and i only know abit of it. but frm what i could decipher, it should be [无惧的爱]. goshyy. sounds so medieval, like some knight in shining armour's gonna come and AHHH its damn nice is all i can say :) if only tswifty sang in chinese... nonono it would sound sooo weird, can you imagine? no, what ppl should do is, translate all her lyrics into chinese!! :) now THAT would be truly something. i have always thought that song lyrics are better in chinese, cos you can make it sound all cheem and nice, and just one word could express what you want le, but conversely you could also lengthen it and make it a few words.

... so ya im going off le! lunchtime! quite hungry, cos ate breakfast at 8+ am. ooooh now is Doug Montgomery's The Last Time I Felt Like This. the song is nice, so soothing and calming... haha okay le! gotta go!! goodbye! next time i shall come back and post about my hopefully close-to-stellar MYE results! :) so for now, ''thanks and praise, for our days, 'neath the sun, 'neath the stars, 'neath the skies, as we go, this we know, god is nigh~'' :) Guides' Taps! tho it is now daytime, and not night/evening which this is meant for, its okay! its the thought that counts! goodbye! good day!! :)

XOXO

Ps. actually hor, the font DOES make a difference. just FYI :) i just checked haha
Gd day! [again!] :)

damnyouautocorrect.com

2011-05-09T12:08:00.002+08:00

http://damnyouautocorrect.com/

-> the funniest, most epic webbie EVER XD
i always go into hysterical laughter whenever i visit this webbie omg its the best cheer-me-up when you need it OMG i everytime also laugh until i cry sia hahahahaha :D autocorrect rocks in this form!!! knew of it from 8days mag and omg im seriously glad i went to it when i did if not, i would have wasted quite a lot of ''bwahahahaha''s and ''muahahahaha''s in this lifetime hahahaha. GO TO IT AND LAUGH TILL YOU'RE CLUTCHING UR SIDES AND FALLING OFF YOUR CHAIR (and everybody comes and look at what you're laughing so hysterically at and then they laugh too!) Spread the word!! :)

MYE's~

2011-04-23T16:20:00.002+08:00

Heyyo! MYEs are around the corner again! Haha i may seem cheerful now in this post but im actually quite wrecked and despo and some. :( <<< see? i very long nvr put this emoticon le... boohoo i dun feel quite at ease over the exams... so now im going to do my notes cos im feeling guilty bout wasting my time here so i know this is a superrrrrr shortttt post but still, studies come first. So... good-de-bye for now, my bloggie. We will chat after exams :)/:x << im torn between the two :/ haiz i dunno whats happening... just, you know, wish me luck, yeah? o_o idk what to doooo...~

Shyte-this-seems-such-a-pessimistic-post-devoid-of-cheer-so- ,
HAHAHAHAHA :D :P :) :3 :] ^^ ;D XD XP, etc etc (you get the gist)
sounds abit fake tho.
anyways,
Me! :)
~

110th post!!!! :)

2011-04-05T18:48:00.002+08:00

Ohhh goshyyy time really flies, doesnt it? One good example: Tmr in guides, we're going to have the promotion ceremony. Siao sia, so fast. Speech Day is next friday, and the Century-thingy for guides is this saturday. HOW MUCH TIME HAVE I GOT LEFT TO STUDY FOR MYE's???? WTH. Yeah. thats how it goes in sec 3, apparently. Tho, seriously, WALAOZZZZZ time is running short these days... zzz anyways, i just like, FINALLY, after quite sometime searching on the laptop AND the desktop, i found the beauty and the beast soundtrack on mixpod.com just now. omg i love beauty and the beast now that i just recently(was it even recently?? time passes so fast i cant be sure of my own timing anymore -.-'') watched on Channel 312 - (whats that called again ah?? - ...OH YEAH.) Disney Channel (or smth :D) over last last weekend or smth lahh anyways i've always been a fan of B & B since young even tho i didnt exactly know their story and had never seen the movie before, all i knew was that there was a beast, a beauty called belle, and a magical rose of sorts. oh yeah. and the dancing teapots and Cogsworth and all :) and i thot it was dam nice. oh yeah and of cos got the happy ending lah. i think belle very pretty :) hahaha anyways now that i've watched the movie ( a tad later that everybody else, but nvm, better late than nvr rights??? :P) I LOVE IT even MORE!!! :DDDDD ta daaaa!!! oh yeah btw tis gonna sound random but the Drama Club is gonna have their SYF tmr (SO FAST, like i said earlier, time rly flies around here :/ ) so yeah best of luck yeps! :D Oh yeah, and back to the first part. OMGGGG tmr we have promotion ceremony before speech day parade rehearsal (heh i can go hall and sit down and do my bit first since i am *GASP* a prize-winner!!!!! OLEH!! finally getting something out of CTSS sia. BUT. they havent given me my nicenice blasted invite card yet. like !!!!! cos i rly want it after seeing hannah's last year i was practically lusting over it and who knew, im getting it this year!!! :DD provided they are even going to give it lah, what with all the budget crap and everything) oops got off track there for a while haha anyways OMGOSHHHHH dyou think i'll get promoted????? cos like see, theres only supposed to be max 3 CL/ACL's, and now currently got FOUR PL's, and at least one of them are going to be not promoted cos if you're not CL or ACL then ur highest rank is PL le. Me, im only a lowly PS. maybe that'll change for the better tmr. all i hope is they dun kick me out of my rank altogether plspls ya then if IF i rly become PL then jieling go where? even if she go other patrol then that patrol de PL (maybe promoted from PS) go where sia? complicated. some ppl think maybe there'll be a new patrol but idk also sia. worrying, this is. i hope jieling would stay and we become PL together :D low possibility, of course, i dun think thats ever happened before haha but theres a thought aint it? and diaoozz tmr the sec ones r not even going to be enrolled lah. wtheck rights??? whats happened to TRADITION, hello?? i rmb meself being sec 1, so darn excited at enrolment ceremony and standing until feet ache like siao cos it was enrolment CUM promotion ceremony) but feeling like it was worth it cos (yipee!) i was finally a true Guide!! :D now leh??? idk what will happen this is all messed up lah. but nvm. im sure it will sort itself out de. Ahhhh and today we had A Math common test 2!!!! haiiiizzz i hope i dun fail. this is a sentence i very rarely if ever said in 往年 (previous years). blehh... everything requires TIME, and now i know what they mean by ''time is of essence'' and all but SERIOUSLY there is no mood for studying and revising for a math after a disastrous common test 1 and plus being so tired every day PLUS my sore throat-turned-fever + flu. i was sniffing and wiping my nose ytd during tuition the whole time while i did logarithms. i know the word logarithms sound damn cool and sophistique and all and i would be the first to assure you, it IS very cool, but only if you get it and yet know how to apply and solve the log qns. which, you know, i fall kinda short of. haiizz i alr know i got some qns wrong liao. e test is upon 30 marks, and only six qns. but typical of them, there r like parts to any one qns. (Track 08 : colours of the wind - vanessa williams now: im listening to the Disney collections disc thing now started from Track 04 - Beauty and the Beast - Celine Dion and Peabo Bryson which is like the first song on this blog right now i just changed it :P) Oh yeah, and hor, walao ehhhh C1 and A1 class the teacher mark the chinese test until like so lenient lah!!! you know the 课文理解 part, the last qns i put same ans as dajie melody and her ans her teacher only go minus 1.5 marks. my one leh?? minus 3 marks sia!!! like, i understand that my teacher is HOD of mother tongue but hello???? this is abit the unfair ah?? then somemore again hor, dajie's open-ended comprehension part got 26/26 marks. Full marks. i ask you, WHAT IS THIS???? whoever heard of such a ridiculous thing??? full marks for comprehension???? that was supposed to be impossible. WAS is the key word. even tho i saw clearly on dajie's script at the compre part there where you're supposed to explain the meaning of some cheem words, CLEARLY there was a part without a tick with a red underline. Which was supposed to mean minus one or minus two become kosong marks for that part. Lijie's lenient marking = alot of ppl in C1 getting 80+ marks. MY class leh? highest mark = 79. i got like 75, which is like, not bad alr, got A1, HOD marking. WHERES THE JUSTICE, i ask you?!!! i tell you ah, if i go and copy out another test script exact replica of my own paper and hand it to lijie and tell her mark hor, i confirm also 80+ marks de lah. i got one qns in compre write too much, then excess deny (like eng compre o.o) okay lah minus 2 marks okay done with even tho my excess deny only ever get minus one mark only (or smth lah idk also mi memory not so good hor) then here and there minus one mark, minus half mark, minus until i got 21/26 for compre part. and i consider that not bad liao. if i go and check through all the scripts of the C1 ppl, i confirm plus chop will find something that was supposed to minus marks but didnt. in fact, i bet i'd find lots. Listen, im not against C1 or anything, or for that matter A1 or even B1, but hello? wth much? okay maybe im not feeling well now what with the flu and being feverish and everything but still, my mind is perfectly fine and i say that this is not fair to us. i have a right good mind to report to the marker of my class de scripts (ie. HOD - MT :TBH) but due to the fact that i feel this is good practice for us (my class) to get used to O levels' strict strict strict marking scheme as well as e fact that i dun like to be meddlesome and all (hehe unless sometimes the urge is too strong and propels me forward to proclaim smth lolx) that i dun want to report the severe injustice caused to us. this will certainly lower my level position this 2 years. Confirm de. but whatever. so long as it pays back doubly during o levels results and all.(in other words, let me score WELL!!!) :D yeah and i cant feel the motivation to get level top in any subject, not even english or physics (maybe the latter or heck, even the former, ie. both) cos for one, my eng scores have been off to such a sucky start this year, and physics an awesome start but physics is complicated and abit difficult to score well esp with mr kamal the awesome marker of scripts but nvm i shall still try, like beforementioned in this post, better late than never, right? wells, lemme just scroll up and see my post and check how long it is bah going to eat dinner soon anyways (OH YES later got new ep of Bleach and i think it features toushiro haha)... aaand yeps it IS abit long but nvm its to make up for those times that i havent been posting. oh yeah, a little nugget of self-doubt, but... do you think those ppl who comment in my chatbox REAL? cos, i mean like, they almost come from like about the same website and all? i mean not to doubt them cos i think they're all sweet to come and visit mah faithful lil blog and all but i think im too paranoid or smth maybe i should get a visitor counter for this blog but i dun want to leh cos if its really little count i'd be so saddd okay enough with the italics, im not anne of green gables undergoing the child-to-teenager phase and use lotsa italics so yeps bye for now!! :D Abit abrupt lah, but dun blame me kays, bloggie! :)

SG'reans - 2nd coolest ppl in the world (CNNGo)

2011-03-13T13:06:00.003+08:00

Okay, so now i just read the article for the top 10 coolest nationalities in the world, in which SG'reans are ranked second. Like, alrights, we're quite cool according to the list, but the comments made by the other ppl are just soooo... discouraging. like, wtheck? i have looked through the comments until page 28 and so far, all the comments made bout SG is negative, mostly laughing at our ranking. WTH seriously. Cmon lah, we're not THAT bad are we? its just so.... ARGH. it just spoils the mood sia. so happy when i found out we were 2nd then now all of them are laughing at us. This is BS, mannn. dammit. WHAT IS THIS. we are certainly not VERY cool right now, according to the standards, but just you wait, Singapore is gonna be the best country ever. Like, hello? No natural disasters? No worry of having avanlanches or whatever during the rainy/snowy seasons? celebrating all races' festivals? hardworking geeky ppl who can laugh at themselves? we may be kiasu, and now i, the epitome of kiasu-ism, hereby declare that being kiasu is one BIG motivator. I am PROUD to be kiasu. shows that i am not one to be beaten without retaliating and trying to save the situation or whatever. im kinda disoriented now after reading all the s2pid comments and failing to load pet society so yeah argh argh arghhhh. actually, im kinda confused too. like, whatever seriously, but STILL. this is so ridiculous! i cant figure the ppl out sia. just cancelled the tab. feels awesome. im not gonna dwell on those negative comments. i stick by the fact that singapore is fabulous now and forever, regardless of what other ppl do or say. thats all. its a great place, its my home, and ALWAYS will be good for me. its depressing tho. to know that so many ppl out there dun think that highly of sg. i bet that many singaporeans are proud of sg, except that some haters would get us down, and thats... bad. i cant figure this out right now, cos im kinda, yknow, pissed, but its alright because, WTHELL its job week apparently and a random girl scout just came to our door and asked if theres any job we could give her. WHATTTT? okay so nvm we made a contribution and thats that. my bro and maid called me and told me that my ''friend'' had come, and made me so shocked sia. we are from UG, but a random cadet does not make her my fren. gotta tuition now, gtg bye for now psps :P

The Quadratic Formula Song :D

2011-03-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

Omg i love this song esp with all the cute lil kids singing :) i just started learning the formula today and then ms tan showed us this vid and aft that keep got ppl sing the song so i think by now the whole class shld know the equation alr :D this is suuuuuch a cute vid!!!! :D esp the part where they say ''plus or minus squaree rooooot'' that is just so cute cos they didnt emphasise on the T ending of ROOT. they make it sound like ROOD and its just so niceeeee!!!~ :D keke i think im going abit mental, so yeah! :) but being mental at my age is fairly normal cos of all the stress + homework + tests + everything!! maybe i shld make a song on that... haha in my dreams!! imma notta musically incline-nedded. :D i know i toking weird, but its okay! :) the kiddies sound american... THEIR ACCENT AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE ESP WHEN SINGING SONGS IS JUST..... AHHHHHH FRIGGIN' ADORRRABLE!!!!! XDD oh yeah and btw i got four A1's, one B3, and... guess what?... 3 C's. Unbelievable, but seeing how i screwed up my A math, chinese and Eng CA results its to be expected... haiz at least got four A1's dunno how im gonna live it down if i ever get more C's than A's... but hey, i still have my chances. its up to me to take them, soooo yep i guess im just gonna hafta buck up and pull up my socks :) hmm '':)'' seems abit too merry n jolly after making such a serious comment. but alamak whatever im gonna need optimism and cheer to tide me thru these months until after i graduate... from university, not only from sec sch and jc. its a well good thing you're with me, dear ol' bloggie. seems like im gonna hafta offload some of my 烦恼 and 心事 on you, so yeah, good for you! :) someday im gonna come back and read thru all my posts like i did some time back cos its rly interesting to read whats happened in your life after you dun rightly rmb them :') and anw i can tok abt all my feelings and all here, and NO TEACHER'S GONNA COME AND MARK IT heh heh cos if they did im screwed cos all my posts are written in Singlish. Cmon lah, im proud of my nation's uniqueness cannot ah? kk hahaha anw if i typed in proper English then it would seem too formal. Whatever! i can practise my personal recount skills here anw (ie. feelings, emotions, etc) so yep! :) okay i have typed more than i intended to so ya gonna end here first anw less than two weeks from now = ♥ HOLIDAYS!!!! ♥ :D and next wed we're gonna have our sch walk-/jog-a-thon supposingly to raise fund for da sch. o.o i have no idea how they're gonna raise fund from us running (except for the green donation card) so ya lah im gonna focus on my studies now (gosh, just had a thought that sometime next year in my blog, im probably gonna be posting a sentence along the lines of ''O levels are around the corner!~'' and lemme tellya it was astonishing how ASTONISHING it was cos it seemed so surreal o.o normally it would be ''Exams are round the corner!~'' n then now change so drastically :/ aiya nvm i'd be FULLY prepared for it, this i promise! :) okay le lah better log off now and go and have dinner YAY later got new ep of bleach and last week the arrancar revolution thingy just finished so im kinda interested to know whats coming up next [and what on earth happened to the MOVIE????? from last yr until now sia!!! just like our proficiency badges -.- so long still havent get yet..] and yay...[i forgot yay for what cos i typed yay and lots of things came to mind; good that i have many things to be ''yay'' about, the losing track of what i was gonna type, not so much :D] OKAY FINE IM GOING LIAO IM ADDICTED TO POSTING EVERYTIME I COME HERE YOU KNOW!!! seriously!!! i spam post hahahahaha no lah okay gtg now[rly le] so yay bye nice bloggie!! you're GREAT!!!!

PS. [continued from last sentence] and AWESOME!!! and WONDERFUL!!! [...etc u get the idea:)]

Bye for now!!

PPS. I just rmb TONS of things to report down here, but whatever if i got time next time and IF i rmb then i will post. see, life is so sweet. and full. and nice. kekeke anybody feelin sad just come my blog can liao sia liddat :P so OPTIMISTIC. sometimes. most of the time. BLAH. baka ive rly got to go eat mah dinner now so CYA!!!!!!! (this time for real)

PPPS. JUST PULLIN YA LEG!!! im going le! :) hahahaha

This week...

2011-02-20T12:45:00.003+08:00

Haiizzzz this week's been sooooooo tiring... cant feel the energy anymore tho test week was last week... but this whole week has been FULL of homework... hard sia, sec three scope. esp a math, tho i can understand and do the questions but its just so COMPLICATED. :( and sitting next to a brainiac can do that to you. the dejected feeling, i mean. recently i feel that im getting dumber, tho that might be due to pms. or smth. slept for dunno how long ytd after i came back home from the WTD celebrations [thats world thinking day, btw. our Guides anniversary:)] im just glad that its finally overrr. RELIEVED TTM/. cos this week's been a whirlwind of homework and activities throughout. see, monday got TDD [total defence day] rehearsal tho we'd had dunno how many zillion rehearsals alr,then went home tired and late and everything and cos all my weekend hw was due on monday, then sat aft sooo many tests tat week dam tired so slack for the day, so sunday got double period tuition, ate lunch liao then everybody wanted to go watch movie [its a gr8 gr8 world] cos mum birthday, so okay lah i know the feeling of it being your bdae and stuck with no celebration so let everybody be happy okay go out tho got piles of hw[if you know me well you know i take a long time to do hw cos i very zi xi and dun wan make mistakes de], come home about 9pm then start chionging hw until like midnite or 1am then still haven finish then was like, aiya damnnnn forget it im going to slp if not tmr cannot pay attention in class, not worth it, then aiya long story gonna make it short for ya benefit and next day still valentine's day so its like, i wanna make nice things to give frens, but i hardly have the time to do my hw whr am i gonna find time to do my prezzies, so ya i folded some paper cranes on the bus to sch and lucky the bus few ppl onli so yarr gd for me lor but only managed to fold like three, so i am VERY SORRY to the frens that i didnt give any prezzies to, even tho lina gave me a letter in e form of a PINK heart:) but i didnt give her anything [im such a toot] cos the 3 cranes were meant for fel ben n zf cos ya, frens from the very beginning lah, they of all ppl deserve the cranes, i put them in their class seats[secretly,of cos, im a secret agent lol jk] during recess so aft tat they come back class will see it and feel dam happy n surprised and all and ohya lastlast fri was fel bdae and i didnt give her anything except a handwritten letter[ok, im officially a bytch] tho i reallyreally wanted to give her smth cept that the prev week was CNY so ya nid go visiting and all then was sch week, and somemore was TEST WEEK, okay so ya gotta go tuition now again so shall edit this post next time i come so ya bye for now :)

TAYLOR SWIFT IS IN SG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-06T10:17:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG I THINK TAYLOR SWIFT IS ALMOST IN SG LE OR ALREADY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXCITED SIAAAAA OMG!!!!!! IT'S TOTALLY SURREAL I'VE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT HER COMING SINCE I BECAME HER FAN AND NOW I THINK SHE'S HERE TO DO SOME SIGHTSEEING OMG THANKYOU SINGAPORE FOR BEING HER MUM'S HOMETOWN AND BEEN SO SMALLLLL THAT I FEEL I CAN FEEL HER IN SG OMG OMG OMG I TOTALLY STALKED @grantmickelson ON TWITTER AND EVERYTIME HE MENTIONS HOW EXCITED HE IS TO BE COMING TO SINGAPORE I GET MORE AND MORE EXCITED O.M.G.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I WENT TO THE TSWIFT FORUMS TOO AND OMG I CANT SIT STILL KAKAKAKAKA OMG WHY THEY DUN WAN STAY LONGER SIAAAAAA OMG OMG OMG I SERIOUSLY HOPE THEY LOVE OR AT LEAST REALLY LIKE SINGAPORE IT'LL BE TOTALLY COOL IF THEY DID AND SAD IF THEY DONT BUT IM GONNA THINK POSITIVE AND BELIEVE THAT THE TSWIFT BAND'S GONNA LIKE SG AND ROCK OUR SOCKS OFF AT THE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG TOTALLY!!!!!! sorry that for most of this post its in caps but SERIOUSLY, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PLSPLSPLS LET HER LOVE SG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LET THE WHOLE BAND, EVERYBODY LOVE SG COS I LOVE SG TOOO I HOPE HER MUM ENJOYS COMING BACK TO SG TOOO OMG GONNA STOP HER NOW OR ELSE SEKALI I GO INTO HYTERICS THINKING BOUT IT OMG!!!!!!!!!! CYAS BYE FER NOW WILL BE BACK WITH LOTS OF INFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Whew! :D

2011-02-01T17:59:00.002+08:00

Hellos, long time no chat! :) ahaha now's the fifth week of sch alr, so PLENTY of things have happened! :D lols anyway, yeah we had the camp at msia, our camp metamorphorsis!!!!! :D it rocked okay haha esp the second night when we practically went clubbing, we were so high hahaha the DJ person keep playing those high songs, so we like,ya we went mad:) but its all good fun so yep! :D no seriously tho, this camp was real awesome, and somemore even tho i facil cos got the coaches from adam khoo technology thing (they were nice!:P) so we facils didnt need to do anything ahahaha and i wore my SL tee!!! with xuanling weelin ben and others in class :D haha first time wearing it for sch-based :)) and hor, i think the reason i enjoyed this camp so much is cos of the boot-camp-like SL/SF camps. SERIOUSLY. so ya, im quite grateful lah, if not i dunno if i'd have survived an overseas camp :D YES and mi mum just came home so = 8 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! been waiting long, huh. WOWWOWOWWOW andand next thursday im gonna go to T-Swift's concert!!!!!!! :D:D:D so fast sia!!!! like from last time holiday until now next week o.o :) but hey, its good, innit? ahahaha kays anw, wait i go take the mag first :D brb~

EEEEEYEERRRRRR WHAT IS THIS!!!!! last week cos double issue so this week no 8days!!!!! :((( darrrnnnnn. hmph. whatever. next week's better be good, better yet do one on taylor swift after her concert!:D oh yeah btw, i got 46/50 for my fuzhu duben test, v gd le considering i didnt read the whole book :D yay!! hahaha and oh ya my 1st ss test, got hold of ch's SS TYS and studied it, so abit like guilty cos not everybody in class has it, and the test (one qns only -.- haha) de qns came from thr, and TYS got answer bklet de mah, so ya, i memorised it, and so im feelin abit unfair here, but whatever its only ONE test right???? shld be okay de bahhh... >.<>:-) LOLOLOL nice expression, that< ahahah :P yeah so alot lah, but nvm i shall go and drink my watermelon juice now, so later got space for my paopaocha aahahahah not i buy de ch bot it its oreo crush!!! (aiya mine is always standard flavour de lah ahahaaha) yay and later got bleach, sekali filler ep again then wah seh sia haha. yeps thats bout it next time probably[i have banned myself from using ''prolly'' cos it sounds...dots,yeah,and ungrammatical and doesnt sound very right :/] got more to report hahaha oh yessss and tmr is half day, practically no-day ahahahahaaha can go at like 9.30am sia!!!!! why previous years when i want go back pcps dun have, pianpian tis yr not going back then have sia -.- but nvm i think im going to jp with jessica also so ya lah liddat lor ahahaha :D k bah shld stop here le :D soo...

Cyas! :D and
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! (bunny hophop :P)
YAY hahahahahahaha :)

Eve of first day of school'11

2011-01-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hey ahahaha tmr is the first day of school!! Hahaha it's on tuesday instead of today monday because new year 2011 was on a saturday, so yup! hahaha very good mah! :) hahaha now i just finished my two yue du baogao and so im going to do my jianbaos! left two le hahaha and i think im gonna have tuition later at bout 7 so yeah. :) omgomgomg tmr new class alot of new classmates sia v scared ahaaha oh yeah and lots of new teachers too! :D hope they'll be nice :) and that i do well in their classes :) so yay im going to be fifteen this year, go listen to talor swift song [YAY YAY im going to her concert in feb 9!!!!!! :D] yeps so hahahaha yippee!!! I hope that this year would be a nice and great year!! :D hahaha

Reminisces

2010-12-30T16:49:00.002+08:00

I remember, when i was younger, i got my first chain mail in my hp, and got so spooked that i didnt dare sleep that night, but stayed up until i was tired enough to fall asleep easily. And i watched Chucky on the tv by chance, and for weeks afterwards i didnt dare to step into the bedroom alone, and when i did i would clutch my lil bolster tight and tread slowly and carefully in, afraid that Chucky would suddenly jump out from under the bed or somewhere. Hahahaha i havent gotten any chain mails in months, and the last horror show i watched was Bestseller, which was in Korean, so it wasnt at all that scary cos i just hid my eyes from the screen and anyways i cant understand Korean so i was clueless as to what scary thing was happening up on the big screen. But of cos, that didnt prevent me from hearing the screams and sound effects :) but, tomorrow marks the end of 2010. In less than 2 days' time, i'm gonna be in my sec 3 year, the year of being fifteen. So, im older - and wiser - now [hopefully], thus, i must act accordingly. idk whats with me now being so darn serious but whatever, i think im just tired or smth im listening to Quietude music nice songs ahahahaha. thot of the front bits when i was bathing so now im clean and fresh and...feel like sleeping! ahahaha but! i still got some hw left, 2.35 [LOL] jianbao and bout half of each book review, and theres like GOSH 3 more days left to school reopen excluding today so ya tats why im chionging :) butthen thr r ppl who havent started on hw yet so phew im quite safe cos i know i'll finish hw no matter what hahaha im kiasi lol wanted to type kiasu but the former one is more accurate lah hahahaha in like twenty minutes im gonna have tuition and WOW sec three syllabus aint easy okay! :P it's all quite complicated lah, and now i finally realise that those questions that im always needing some time to think over in the past is actually chemistry qns and then when i get my answer im still not certain that it is complete/fully correct -.-'' but physics, it's quite nice for a change in that there are certain formulas BUT! its is very tricky >.< watashi has found myself falling prey to it's masked trickiness more than once now. but im still in the early stages of learning PURE sciences so thou shalt improve as thou gets more and more practice and expose thyself to different kinds of qns :) and im working on my foundation lah, which is hopefully gonna be stable and strong :) okay i think i shall end on this note [wahh like piano liddat hor? o.o] and go and do some random things on the com before tutor cometh and i shall have to study!! :D sooo, cyas, mon petit bloggie!! :) be nice alrights!! XP

PS. oh yes btw i started watching Konnichiwa Anne, an anime of Anne of Green Gables, but i dun rly like the upload type i cant watch alot of it at once -.-'' but it's basically nice and quite interesting but i think Anne in Jap is abit weird hahahaha i think i love the original stories best so thanks to L.M. Montgomery for writing them i love them alot!!!! :) I love Anne and Gilbert they are soooooo nice!!!! :DDDDD okay so i shall stop here le next time watch somemore liao then come back bah or earlier or smth!! :D Au revoir, bloggie! :)

Hahaha

2010-12-12T15:41:00.004+08:00

Hey there just wanted to say, OMG i always feel so contented after reading Confessions of a Shopaholic hahahaha it's like one of my favourite books so far it's no wonder it's a bestseller. and of course becos of the movie also lah :) but still, everybody should read it lorh hahahaha. sophie kinsella's style is so like, fluent lah. and also darn funny some parts. seriously, when i first read confessions of a shopaholic then got funny part come liao then unexpected mah so i'll laugh out loud like mad person liddat hahahaha. :D but now i aga aga also know whats abt to come alr, but when i read the funnies i'd still like snicker to myself. then deep down im zoomed to funnyland :) ahaaha today the weather is ☼ HOT ☼, but yeah, windy much. i think maybe i too long nvr post alr thats why abit like duanduan xuxu like that :D oh yeah, and recently like last week sunday ali's bade got star search'10 grand finals, and Jeffrey Xu won!! i mean, not to be bad or whatever, i didnt notice him much during the show, ahaha but im glad he won cos like,you know im sure he put in alot of effort and all and he seems like,yknow, quite nice lah but whatever lahh hahahaha listening to SNSD Oh now and just now listened to taylor swift speak now album marathon until i think i nid a break from her songs for a bit ahaha :) Oh just ended so im listening to Gee now :) i think oh,gee and run devil run all not bad de songs :D OH GEE, RUN,DEVIL,RUNNN!!!! XP ahahahaha OH YEAH and i hit a new high score in tetris in the dictionary and mark mi words its a VERY HIGH score!!! 64.7k or smth lehh!!!!! and i thot i was good when i hit 20k :P nonetheless its a HUGE leap for both the score AND the levels !!!!! HAHAHAHHAA i got SOOOO many new levels until i stuck at one with the circle in the middle de hahahaha nevertheless just lemme say that IM GOOODDDDD!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD HAHAHA no lah ^^ still im happy! :D idk what to say liao. ☺NOW im listening to gee de japanese version :) oh yeah this is my latest FB note and because i cant actually think what to do here im gonna ctrl-c/v it here. [actually i've got TONS to report but i lazy type now i copy n paste first ah hang on :)]

30 randoms :)
by SiJia Ang on Friday, December 10, 2010 at 11:40am.

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. Just quit the internal whining and do it. (To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 30 random things, tag 30 people [in the right-hand corner of the app.] then click publish. If you do not have a Notes tab on your Profile page, you can create one by clicking on the +tab. It will let you choose Notes and will create a tab for you. It takes one-tenth of a second.)

1. I'm a Gemini

2. And a Rat

3. I like my birth date [11June96]

4. My full English name only has 8 letters :D chi hanyu pinyin has 10 :)

5. I'm taking chem,phy,lit and history next year! :)

6. I'm fourteen going on fifteen [in bout six months' time lols]

7. I can't sleep with the light on, except when im REALLY tired :B

8. I started school at 3 yrs old :D

9. Spent six wonderful years of my life in PCPS, best pri sch ever :P

10. I have awesome, funky friends :D

11. This is my fave number :)

12. I like multi-lingual ppl :DD

13. I want to go to Paris, Japan and NY when I grow up :)

14. I know some French, but only in writing. I absolutely cannot pronounce French words properly except merci and stuff.

15. Vice versa for Japanese -.-

16. I'm a free-thinker

17. I think I speak better Chinese than English, but in writing my Eng is better :D

18. I'm fascinated by how caucasians speak English [got SOOO many different accents! :D]

19. I like precious moments stuff, esp their figurines [SO PRETTY!!]

20. ... i just discovered the numbering icon at the top of this thing =.= but nvm i shall continue with the manual numbering

21. oh yeah, I love reading. alot. i practically read everyday ahaha :)

22. I have yet to finish my holiday homework haha

23. if the hols hw were like worksheets and stuff they'd be done in a jiffy

24. I like reminiscing [woah i finally spelt it correctly!! :DDD]

25. I have thot about becoming a translator,lawyer,journalist,author,teacher, aaand... some others i forget alr haha :)

26. i'm a fan of Taylor Swift :) am going to her concert in feb next year! :DDD

27. AHHHHH i forgot about my Baking Life!!!! now my choco delights are burnt -.-''

28. im very kiasu :D typical singaporean, as ben would say :PP

29. I have my fair share of embarrassing incidents, then when i rmb them at a random time i feel like jumping around and/or running away cos its sooo mortifying that i nid to release all the paiseh energy i'd get -.-''''''

30. Yay the big three-oh!! LOL kidding lah whooops im done here!! :DD oh yeah, and I LIKE PINK :D and rainbows. and brightness. and all things nice. :)

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NOTE ESPECIALLY POINT 7. NOW YOU KNOW. THIS MEANS YOU. YES YOU THE ONE SITTING BEHIND ME ON THE LAPTOP NOW. ZZZZZZZZ sia. like,walao eh!!!!! i WANT to sleep!!! i have got tuition at nine the next morning [this morn] and have to wake up at 8.15am [tho i actually woke up at 8.30am] and so dun deprive me of my sleeeeepppppp!!!!! oh yeah just finished listening to beyonce-halo. nice song,that. :) oh yeah, i try go translate some finnish from confessions of a shopaholic when Becky put in that she could speak Finnish in her CV for her job application to become a futures manager or smth. hang on ahhh.... oh yeah and the letter from Jan Virtanen at e last third page ahaahaha deng yi xia ah... ahh dang i thot it was google.translate.com but it gave me some sorta management thingy ah! nvm im on the right page now :) listening to run devil run[snsd] now :)

Hyva Rebecca Bloomwood
saanen jalleen kerran onnitella teita hienosta suorituksestanne - talla kertaa morning coffee ohjelmassa. Arvostelukykynne ja nakemyksenne tekivat minuun syvan vaikutuksen ja uskon, etta teista olisi suurta hyotya taalla Helsingin Pankissa. Olette todennakoisesti saanut lukemattomia tyotarjouksia - teidan lahjoillanne voisi hyvin saada minka tahansa toimen Financial Timesista. Pyydan teita kuitenkin viela kerran harkitsemaan vaatimatonta yhtiotamme. Parhaiten teille ehka sopisi viestintavirkailijan paikka, joka meilla on talla hetkella avoinna. Toimen edellinen haltija erotettiin hiljattain hanen luettuaan toissa Playboyta.
parhain terveisin
ystavallisesti
Jan Virtanen

Finnish to English translation:

- Good Rebecca Bloomwood
let me again congratulate you on your great performance - this time for morning coffee program. Discernment and vision concluded a deep impression on me, and I think that you should be very useful here in Helsinki at the Bank. You've probably already received numerous offers of employment - you lahjoillanne could very well get any action in the Financial Times. I ask you again, however modest, to consider our company. The best fit for you maybe viestinta official site, which we currently have open. Separated from the previous holder of the measure recently reading his Playboy currencies.
sincerely yours
kindly
Jan Smith
[Note: I don't own any part of this letter, it's adapted from Confessions of a Shopaholic.]

All i can say is, WOAH Finnish sure is one complicated language!!!! HOW on earth do you pronounce all those words??!!!! and there are all those little dots on top but my com doesnt have them but it can mostly still be translated but as can be seen come random words are still in Finnish form :) now here is another translation from when Jan first meets becky :)

Neiti Bloomwood. On oikein hauska tavata. Pitaako paikkansa etta teilla on jonkinlainen yhteys Suomeen?

- Miss Bloomwood. It is really nice to meet you. Is it true that you have some connection to Finland?

[Note: Again, I don't own any part of this letter. Adapted from Confessions of a Shopaholic.]

haha its really weird!!!! when i type the sentences halfway it was like ''it is funny'' or smth, all i can say is lucky got google translator ^^ okay and ive just tried translating Hello,how are you to French and listened to the person speaking and it is rly hard to speak french[i.e. see point 14 in my FB post on top :)] but jap[point 15] is easier to speak cos its like chinese except with lots more syllables and korean is harder to speak ahahaha i think chinese is the best le :) im glad im chinese but for the writing part chinese words got ALOT of bi hua - strokes - but since i alr spent like more than ten years of my fourteen years writing chi words im alr used to it. korean words are easier to write cos got some is got ninety degree angles and some circles and squares and all and jap got alot of curves in the words. but it looks somewhat beautiful too, like water :) but not EXACTLY water, it looks kinda... flowy :) and it sounds dam zai when ppl speak rapid Jap,like urahara in bleach in ep 300 :D yay two more days to new ep!!! :DDD and theres gonna be a new bleach movie soon, i think!! ^^ AWESOME!!! :) sooo gonna watch it :P

Example:
- Chinese: 你好
- Japanese: こんにちは
- Korean: 안녕하세요
[all says Hello :) notice chi only has TWO word, ni and hao :D]

Yeah so, WHEW this is a LONG LONG post indeed!!! im inclined to ramble in my blog posts but this is unusually long, must be because i put in the FB note :) didnt know i would be so random until i come to comment on the writing of diff languages' words :D WHAT i just realised i've been posting for an hour straight!!! @.@'' okay this is rly long a post. think gonna end soon le bah. oh yeah btw i still havent finish chinese hmwk yet. still got one zhouji, which im gonna write bout christmas, two jian bao's, and two book reviews! one EXCELLENT thing bout the book reviews is that we only nid to do TWO segments, and i think one of them is like, confirm is like, what you think of the book. ive alr read one book, and its Geronimo Stilton, translated into Chinese by Malaysians!! :D our next-door neighbour, country-wise! :) nice of them :) and the words they use also is like cheem cheem de lor, which is GOOD because i wanna improve mah chi :) theres alot of hao ci hao ju things and chengyu's everywhere, and it's so interesting!! :D jianbao-wise, ARGHHH why cant we take articles from douhao?!!! it will be like, SOOO much easier and i'd have it done in a day!!! >:( why must they be liddat de!!!! instead, we must get the articles from lianhe zaobao!!!!! i dont read lianhezaobao, but i have it at home we subscribe that hahahaha yes i realise im using extensive Singlish grammar but hey, im Singaporean, im just proud of my country's ''official language''!!! XD is that wrong??? plus, alot of short forms and incorrect language lah, but who cares this aint an essay ahahaha yessss and i nid to go and do my physics and E math summaries on the com and then print it out and stick it at the side of the closet so whenever i walk into the room i can see it :DD k nows.... hang on ah :) brb go take my physics and math TB :D
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actually its not so much summary as IMPT POINTS, see. 'neways, open up microsoft word :) see ,im serious bout sec three/four and o levels le, im certainly NOT gonna screw it up like i did with PSLE -.-'' here's to hoping that i'd get a single-digit number for o levels like, at max 9 points, be it before or after subtracting two CCA points :) both ways i'd be happy like rainbows and angels hahahaha :) anw on to the physics thing :)

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omg found this rly nice star in wingdings 2 in da character map but idk why cannot show up here :(

ok i go bathe first bah ttyl, nice bloggie ;)
[PS shyte it rly IS very long :o]

100th post!! :D

2010-11-26T12:07:00.002+08:00

whooo this is my 100th post!!!! wheeee hahahaha its been almost 3 years since i learnt about blogging so hahaha yeahhhh!!!! :DDD ahhhhhhhhhh im so trembly cos i was playing cake mania until the february of casino level and the cupids and businessmen and vacationers are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO impatient!!!!! think i superwoman ah??? can work so fast izzit!!!!! HMPH. anyways, why was i playing cake mania in the first place? cos ytd the connection was down for awhile cos was cleaning the rm and accidentally loosened the cords but i didnt know what, ya so whatever lah not in the mood to tell story. its like, WHAT THE HECK DE LAH. saw smth on fb ytd, yeah and its like alr cfm le lo, everybody like know and supportive le... but NVM. heh imma not so easily shot down de. all the same, its abit sad lah,yknow. but its okay! fate does things that may seem... dots,yknow? at the time. but sooner or later we'll find out why fate did it, when we are even happier than we could've been if fate had led us up another path. hohoho im turning philosophical!!!! :D i should be a philosopher when i grow up hahaha jkjk. anyways, ya liddat lor. but idc. rly lah. blah. kekeke oh yeahhh i got the taylor swift concert tix!!! yay! hope hope hope that my studies would NOT be affected just cos of a tiny lil concert. in feb 9. on a school day with sch the next day. but hey! chinese new year is on 3rd and 4th feb next year, so ya hahaha. anw alot of ppl also going the concert, so alot of nicenice seats taken, but mei ban fa, zao zhi dao zao yi dianr qu book na ge tix lor. but lols. whatever lahhhhhhhhh boooooomz haha. im soli tat my hundredth post aint at all that happy,and all, but ya lah. cant be helped. haha i love my blog hahahaha :DDD trying to get settled~ still trembly from cake mania seriously they are sooooo GROUCHY those customers. honestly!!!!!! bakamono ah,them. izzit liddat spell? idk haha i like bleach i think there's gonna be a movie,dunno in january or smth all i know is i confirm must see it!!! :D haha i think i know why i still trembly le, i abit hungry le ah. haha soooo i shall go order mac for lunch cos thrs nobody at home cept me and my maid. so yeah! i go call first :D

[...to be continued, actually forgot to publish post so hahaha nvm next time post somemore bah! :D]

So, see ya for now! :) happy holidays too!! (whats left of them anws :P)

HAHAHA joke sia!!! XD

2010-11-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

There are three kids named Nobody, Somebody and Crazy. One day, an accident happened and Crazy was running like hell until Crazy reached the police station. Crazy: Somebody killed nobody!!!!! Police: are you crazy?!?!?!?! Crazy: YESSS!!!!!!!!!

Omg saw this in FB likes. when i first saw it i laughed like CRAZY and then i kept re-reading it until i was like crying with laughter. even now as i read it again im laughing liao HAHAHA its too epic for words sia SERIOUSLY man!!! hahaha maybe im just hung up over the streaming results tmr!!!! coming out at i think 10am bah on asknlearn -shiver shiver- its quite scary actually i rly rly rly hope i have some of my besties in my class next year and in sec 4!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! plsplspls hahahaha :)

oh yeah haha and yesterday we had our supposedly Day 0 of SF camp. we learnt that we were going to do dragonboating and hiking on friday and saturday and i cant rly say that im all that excited haha yeah im not rly the sporty and active type but yeah! i'll survive! its a 2-day camp, almost one and a half days, considering that we're going to report at 2.30pm on friday. and i was quite seriously tired after yesterday's activities cos yeah, the day before i just came my tatthing so yep i mean like yah it drained my energy and at night i couldnt sleep at first just kept tossing n turning cos my knees were aching like SIAO!!!!! every movement intensified the pain sia!!!!! so yeah, liddat lor, budden after awhile i fell asleep cos yeah, as mentioned earlier, i was tired out like crap and needed my rest so yep! i fell asleep! hooray hahahaha feelin tired now too omg ten hours and 10 mins to the streaming results!!!!! i hope they tell us our classes too lah huh, hahaha hope for the best yep!!! :)

PS. btw my choice had been triple science in mid-year, budden i felt that trip sci would b too stressful cos yeah heard so many ppl say tat SS+bio+history can CMI de haha smth along those lines lah yeah? so eventually i opted for lit,chem, physics and history. not a bad combo,huh? :) at least there'll be one FUN subject to look forward to learn when im feeling weighed down, as will inevotably happen,not only to me but to everybody too. hahaha so yep,like before,hope for the best!!!! :) jiayou everybody and me! :)

love,
me :)
(haha i like the song- love,me- by collin raye, so yep!)

Hallowe'en!

2010-10-31T14:39:00.002+08:00

Yay it's hallowe'en aka samhain(?) aka all hallows' eve today!! :) Happy hallowe'en!!!

Swansong~

2010-10-21T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hii hahahaha i got goodgoodgoodgoodgood news!!! which is that i got first in class again!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahahahahaha so now i have accumulated four times first and yeahhh!!!!!!! hahaha but im almost sure that this is going to be the last time im getting first le... so just now in class during english mrs chan walked in and surprise,surprise she told us that she had our marksheet and positions and everything so ya we needed to go and check and sign and OMG i went first cos i register number one mah yeah so i went, and mrs chan like quite happy and told me that i got top!! and SIXTH in level OMG!!!!!!!!!! ALLELUIA HAHAHAHA i improved by SIX level positions in one go?????? omg thats like, so AWESOME!!!! im sure that might have smth to do with my art and d & t (WOW?) and everything, so yes of course im SUPER-GLAD to have at least one more top position to have a nice end to it all haha its quite sad in a way. just now in class i was thinking that it was finally over, and started feeling ever so sad. because you know, its gonna be hard breaking the habit of getting top 3 positions every year since primary 3 but yes, it was going to happen sooner or later and its very sad and all but cannot be helped lah. so yup, thankyou to all that have helped me achieve my current position especially my teachers and everybody a bigbig THANKYOU because you all helped me realise my dream hahaha and now im not ashamed to say that i was seriously scared that i wouldnt get top this time round, and i had some weirdweird dreams and all but hey, im happy that i eventually did! hahaha paiseh shiquan you didnt get top for three times, im sorry but i want to get top too haha im not THAT generous a person, but yeah im glad you came a close second and everything, and jessica too, getting third twice this year, good job and CONGRATS to ben who got fourth haha improved le huh so yeah its a ''hi, my new laptop'' for her since she told me just today that if she got top five positions she would get a laptop yeah and she got highest in overall maths in class yepyep well done and a big congratulations to all who have improved, and jiayou!!! :) its gonna get even tougher in the future, and tho we may not be in the same class im sure we're all glad that we're a part of everybody in class' lives so yep, thats v good huh? hahaha and im quite happy with my SA2 results, although no matter how many times i go to missliew to ask for marks always remain the same dots but can tell its justified lah my this time de comprehension not so good dunno why leh but nvm lah! oh yeah and tmr we're going to get the FINAL marks because apparently our Lit marks are gonna go through Moderation (?)/ Alteration whatever yes and our creative writing class i hopehopehope will get more marks! hahaha but this means that everybody's level position will change and i hope that i will still get top pretty please hahahaha :) but jessica told me just now that ALL the lit teachers will alter the marks accordingly so yep, must got faith lah hahaha they cant possibly alter THAT much, can they? another thing, everybody's percentage was REALLY close so yupyup but compared to last semester its improved (for me haha) because the gap between first and second was if im not wrong 0.1 and now its 0.2 so ya haha its now really a big gap but its an improvement lah yeah? so now im going off le type alot already so maybe tmr come back and update somemore or smth so yup, byes for now! ☺ ♪ ♫~

- Swansong, really...

life quotes! :)

2010-10-19T13:15:00.004+08:00

END OF EOYS '10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-16T12:23:00.002+08:00

AHHHH FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!! YESSSHHHHH bwahahaha yesyesyes now is the time for fun and enjoyment!!!! hahaha yesterday went with jessica to jp and watched Bestseller. DAMN SCARY lah both of us keep covering our eyes and everything so when we came out and wanted to discuss it we couldnt even think of lots of things ahahaha i guess im just a scaredy cat at heart hahahaha. it wouldnt be a surprise ahaha. ooooh yes and yesterday i also went to chongning's class after our math p2 and gave her the letter and the prez in the middle of her class!!!!! and her teacher was like, mei your birthday today ah? ahaahahaha or smth liddat lah. needless to say i lingered for like more than 20min outside her class fretting n agonizing and generally being psychotic before i got the guts and chiong in and gave it to her ahaha. twas rly crazy and i got a bit high aft that. kakaka then afterwards we went to find denyse cos i had to give her the letter and prezzie too and also get back my autograph bk from her so we went to the ISH (the ish??? sounds weird sia aaha) and found her and everything lahh. ahahhahah and now its soooo hot and humid and everything tat im not rly in the mood for doing ANYTHING so yeah, im just going to end off here because of the weather lolx actually not rly im just in the mood for lazing around and everything so yep ahahaha ive got the right to do that yknow MY EXAMS ARE OVER so i can do ANYTHING i want now and omg plsplspls let me get EXCELLENT results ahahaha best is i get first and everything lah ya hahahaha ohhhhh and YESYESYES i became an SF which means that next year im not going to msia for camp metamorphosis thing so YES bwahahahaha ahahahahahaa yesyes yes no monkeys no creepy crawlies no nth except the sec1/2 camp!!!! HAHAHAHA yayyayayay ahahaha dun want write le so see ya!!!! :))))

EOYs!~

2010-10-07T21:18:00.004+08:00

Hello!~ longlong time no post le! busy lahh. ahhhh EOYs are here le! english and chinese already gao ding le so yup, here i come history and math!!! @.@ ^^ ahaha the prev 2 papers quite hard, harder than MYEs. but its to be expected de lah. streaming mahh. :) anw, arghh history got alot need to memorise and everything. blehh... alamak i look dam forward to after exams sia. but until then, its HARD WORK! blahblahblah. zzz. ... ... ... nth to say. correction: alot to say, but not now say all. maybe after exams? ahaha today, someone told me that she didnt think i'll get top again this time when i asked her. but hey, theres still chance right? i did it once, did it twice, and im going to do it again. watch me :) but rly, i rlyrlyrly hope that i'll top the class again lah. or like, top level english or smth, but idk... its HARD. really,really hard. its so pressurizing, dam stressful. but nvm. its the last time le. go all out n i wont regret. prob is, i've been tired. like really tired. exhausted. very. i'll be glad when all this is over, preferably that i get top again, that is. it'll be worth all the hard work then. who knows how many times i've been staying up til 12 midnite to do hw alr this year, as compared to last year. argh. it'll be a bit... disappointing much?if i dun get first. y'know? i mean, i cried in class when i thot i got 21/30 for the latest math test. lucky tat day during TPI just changed seats for the exams so i was seating in the corner when it happened. so like, yeah, good lah. goodness knows i nid a little wind down sometimes. all of us do. haiz. im worried, tho. btw, that test i actually got 29.5/30, so ya. 8 MARKS leh!!! like omg. seriously! i was so frking disappointed when i got the test back i thot like i did so darn frking badly when i got so much ba wo on it,what was going to happen to me during exam if liddat? but LUCKILY is teacher calculate wrong, so ya, good la. all the same, i got the paper back, got a HUGE shock, went abit numb, then go calculate. and got a little relieved when i saw that i had, infact, gotten 29.5. then i hurry go tell mskoh, then she like huh rly i short changed u 8 whole marks??? smth liddat lah. then i was like yeah yeah yeah, then she tell me go sit down first after she go thru paper then go change marks, so i did, i sat down, then started crying. abit lah. cos its like, you were sooo disappointed, then suddenly you so relieved then its like, major change of emotions. so yep, i cried for a little budden mskon came and was like omgomg u want to go toilet if not everybody will stare at you and so i did and jasmine followed me so yeah i met gladys in the toilet and she asked me what zhiyuan was doing so i told her, and then like that lor cos tat day, ya THAT happened. the fight lor. haiiiiiiiz. boomz. lols random. it looks weird down there the boomz. lolx. anw, TGIF!!!! tmr lah. haiz. i need a vacation. after the exams then.i dunno... very-quite stressed now. EOYs coming back le... dammit 9:40 le i gtg go revise hty and everything le!!
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ahahaha oh yeah, seniors leaving next week fri. just when we finish our papers. damn sad. but haiz, they cant stay in sec sch forever. gotta let go someday. but haiz. its fast. too fast. im going to miss them. ok this quite emo post so yeah. maybe next post would be after exams le. aka seniors graduation. BOOHOO. bahhhhhhka. ahaha. anw, bye for now. hope to bring good news next few times i post, regarding exam results. hahahaha wish me luck, yeah? until then... see ya, bloggie.

videos' buffalaxes

2010-09-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

haha this is not i own de ok

HAHAHAHA my bro found a buffalax of snsd oh then we found somemore epic ones laugh until stomachache n sweat ah LOL hahaha so funny!! and some sounds quite in sync lor so epic sia hahahaha there are a few others dam funny also!! hahaha XD

Heys! :)

2010-08-30T19:55:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh so much has happened since my last post!!!!! haha lazy to post lah andand VERY busy!!! looks like streaming year is REALLY important haha =D anw, OMG OMG OMG TMR GOING BACK TO PCPS AHHHHHHHH!!! hahahahaha CANT WAIT going to spam take photos lah BUT WHHYYYYY nobody from arnd my place going with me!!!!! lonely sia. BUT! TMR. GOING. TO. SEE. CHERRIE AND CHIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER SOOOOOOOOO LONG!!!!!!!! OMG! haha at least i grew taller (i think?) andandand just.... AHHHH!!!! baka lah i cant play hopscotch le my feet too big liao!! T_T to think my leg was ever tiny enuf to fit inside the little boxes so easily, hahaha XP going to drink mixed, of cos, and ahhhh so many things to do again!!! i heard that the reading corner as we knew it would be upgraded... with air-con! omg so good! haha but anw the library so close only want aircon jus pop inside the library and ahhhh.... and kena hahaha probably not idk bwahahahaha anw gotta go still, CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! count-down begins now! :16 hours to go!!! haha a very uber vague countdown but whateva!! cyas for now OMG HELLO PCPS IN APPROX. 16 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! =D

Leadership Training Camp!~ =)

2010-06-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

Hellos! Long time no post le! and i mean a LONG long time ;) nvm posting now! =D kk first of all, HOORAY I GOT FIRST AGAIN!!! But it was VERY close. second position shiquan got like one mark(total) less than me, 0.2% less and lvl position im 2 positions ahead. so whoever got 13th in level is 0.1% (HALF MARK!!!!) less than me only seh. PHEWwww. so intense sia, e sompetition now. Cold sweat all around hahaha. its definitely more intense than last yr sec 1, which was like, expected de lah. But nvm! I'll try hard to win the battle, AND the war. So to speak haha i cherish world peace okay! =)

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... randomly releasing some of my nervy feeling. cos... TMR GOT DA LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP!!! And shld know by now that im always like that the day before the actual camp, seeing how i always do this kind of thing in deh blog :) Bahh. Anw, good news is, today i bot a 14 yrs old figurine from precious moments!! I MEAN, the figurine is not 14 lah obvious!!! but its for ppl who are FOURTEEN, what i'll be in... 2 days' time!! WHEEEE!!! And hopefully that day got campfire!!!! then can get high!!! HAHAHAHA. Crazy liao hahaha. YES, i'll be spending my fourteenth bdae in camp!! for the first time!!! and somemore da world cup opening thingy also on my bdae, so sadly i wont be arnd a TV to watch it. watever. not like im a real football fan or anything. so yeah, whatevs. HAHAHA. So basically, im going to camp as a thirteen yr old, and coming back as a fourteen yr old!!! Haahahahaha!!! So zai right!!!! Hope da camp is gonna be fun, and i have a GREAT fourteenth!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE. Still, IM FRKING NERVOUS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. <<< a result of nerves XD i always get that shaky shaky feeling before a camp, and during the camp when its night and we're supposed to be slping but i always waste so much energy frking out that eventually i would fall aslp too hahaha :) either that or i rly tired that i go to slp automatically hahahaha. rly hope tat it'll be fun! hahaha what i think is, the most fun thing to do for camp is... packing ur stuff. RLY!!! and going home lah! LOLS. i like packing things sometimes, abit diaoz but... hahaha! one of the seven habits is: begin with the end in mind. So, im gonna follow that and go to the camp while envisioning going back home. HAHAHAHA. jkjk, but true in a way, y'know? HAHA this post is full of ''hahaha''s LOLX. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH scared but nvm, after camp come and post abt the happenings!! and abt what a great[hopefully] fourteenth bdae i had!!! hahahaha byebye! [btw benetta and jasmine coming to camp too, so it wont be so lonely. but actually shannen also supposed to come i think, but her teach nvr tell her, so, grrr... it would have been nice to have someone there whom i always celebrate birthdays with lor. hmmm zao zhi dao i go look her teach up and ask. or at least MY teach, so it wont be so weird, like huh,who are you??? so yeah, so sad, but it cant be helped. it completely slipped my mind lah!! if not i would totally have gone to check ge qing chu. wells, thats that i suppose. cant be helped. still, ZZZZZZZZ]

Wish me a happy camp and a happy birthday!!~ Hahahahaha cyas when i get back!! I will miss everything and everybody!!! Bye for now!!!~ =)

2010-04-03T17:01:00.002+08:00

OMG i havent posted in AGES!!!! wells nvm lahh posting nowwwww~ hehe anw,like,WHOA school is WAYYYY busier than last year was. like,seriously. got SOOO many tests and soooo much hmwk. actually,not rly lah,its just more than last yr. but aiya last yr sec one only lah so... yeah. and this week had been SUPERRR busy cos tuesday got the maths trail,wed got guides practice [going to tok abt tat later on] thurs got nth. wed got eng and chi test somemore. haha so okayokay lah. but have to study de leh! haha =)

OH YA and you know hor wed that time actually i couldve worn my guides full u budden, uhhh.... i was sorta MISINFORMED by my teacher,so yeah me and farhana thot no nid go for speech day rehearsal so we didnt bring uniform,who knew some seniors couldnt make it so nid us,da reserves to stand in for awhile,but WE DIDNT BRING OUR UNIFORM so cannot lor. bleh. aiya but e cher didnt know some ppl not going to be there wad,so ya lah,be fair lah no blame. AIYOYO haha in my blog my english like... hahaha. yeps. oh andand on wed benetta got fever so we went to sickbay and i basically skipped the whole of maths class. lols epic seh. nvr done that b4 lolx. and there was a bed in the sickbay!! pcps no bed de lor haha. but pcps de sickbay more relaxing and got bigger space!! and got what ah, some old uniforms. omg rmb last time i spilled a drink [forget what liao] then have to go borrow a skirt. wah then so fun like treasure hunt liddat find can fit me de skirt lolx. somemore pcps uniform all white lor haha so quite obvious. and still got the prefects phototaking that time in p3,we didnt know nid to wear uniform then we wear pe,then also have to go borrow shirt. haha then...uhh we got borrow tie anot ah? forget le maybe have. alamak i miss pcps... like alot... and i hear from my cuz that pcps de reading corner gonna be air conditioned soon!!! haha pcps always got this kinda improvements de. blahh... nvr boring. but i didnt know that until aft i graduated and went to sec sch... pcps=best sch in da world. and whats this that i saw in the newspapers the other day that mr chin go to be taonan's principal????????? true or false?? haha mr chin entered pcps same time as my batch and left same time as my batch. nice... hahaha

and i miss pcps uniform... white white de and the tie!! i once brought my uniform for show and tell last year for english oral,and then i let my frens see they all say very nice lor. haha. omg jus realised in alot of posts i tok abt pcps. seems like this is the only place i can say whatever i like unlimited words and dun have to worry abt boring others. and did anybody pull any good jokes on april fools day this year? haha i didnt wasted but nvm lah. first lesson geo mr see go tell us we got pop quiz on some chapter then tell us seperate tables and all [i heard from shannen that he did this with her class too] make until very real haha then in the end ''congratulations 2c1 you have been pranked'' or something along those lines. like,between DIAOZ and haha lol? beats having nothing,i guess.

ANDANDAND i found out that pcps is one of the top 20 pri schs in singapore!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOO hahahaha im honoured haha. nicenice. pcps deserves it dam pro lah. kekeke hahaha. wells im loving my life right now. becos... wells. pcps and ctss are both nice, tho in a very different way of cos. for one thing,one is in the west one is in the east. and pcps teaches alot on values and discipline and all, ''essentially a chinese school'' very traditional and all, prim and proper but veryveryvery fun. ctss lehh... i matured enough to cherish the time i have here, unlike in pcps when i, in all obliviousness, did not. but if i were to go back to pcps to study, i would take psle again and cherish every moment. but... that cannot happen. not now,not ever. even if there was a peichun jc or pei chun sec, it wont be the same. if go back, i want my frens, my teachers, same principal,same classes,only a different and matured me. i sound emo omg. but thats purely how i feel lah. i jus feel like having it out. honestly speaking, if pcps was jus beside ctss,that would be just awesome. then i everyday can pop back and visit my juniors. haiz. ppl from cps [clementi pri sch] jus dunno how good they have it,school-wise. if go back,then me cherrie and chiew can go and tease ''ms emaung'' aka ms jane again! muahahaha and i forgot that she got wear ring on her ring finger tho she says shes not married!!! hahaha good times. im tellin you,when ms jane gets married i definitely want to be there. but sadly i dun think that will happen. sighs... other teachers also can lah, but yeah,you know,p6 teavher lah.

AND OMG. im so totally gonna miss my seniors lah ok????? i seriously cannot imagine school without running into them at sometime.so... i think im gonna have to pretend that everybody in sec 4 this year took a holiday from school for the rest of the time next year. and that some time they are going to come back, so i just have to be really really patient and if im good they will come back and visit me and we will have fun again. just like in pri sch. everybody i know in pri sch xcept shannen take a vacation for 4 years from each other, until jc then maybe some of us will have a reunion and it will be like no time have past and we are 12 yrs olds again,playing hopscotch near the parade square. this is not gonna happen,but yeah,as what samuel said to me, i am self-delusional. how pathetic of me. but frankly, i dun care. my brain leh, i want think what is my choice not urs so kindly get out. yeah. im self-delusional all right. =/ i dunno... one year plus from when i left pcps, and i still miss pcps. and a few months later, the same thing gonna happen,only this time, ''only'' my seniors are leaving. and i think its worse for them than me, but yeah i jus find it fun that sometimes when we walking to some place in sch for some lessons not held in classrooms then we suddenly see seniors walking too and we say hi and like smile and theres our day made. seniors who took care of us last year when we were just so GREEN and new to the school and made us feel welcome. and who taught us the very important art/value of being hyper, something [whoa! something!] i didnt learn in pcps. so yeah. gonna miss them lah. and one day i will come back when i m an adult and read this post and everything will come rushing back, only it wont hurt as much becos the worst has already past.sweet,sweet memories. make some more and you wont regret it...

RECIPE FOR CREATING MEMORIES
Ingredients:
- your memory
- a camera
- feelings [good and bad]
- a diary/blog to store some words
- facebook [haha]
- things that happened
- and everything else that you shld need
*NOTE: every has different preferences so you can add more things into your mixture
Steps:
- you shld know. this is the easiest. just make use of all ur ingredients abovementioned.
Ta-da!:
- a nicenicenice excellent and awesome mixture whipped up for urs truly!!! Enjoy!! =)

siao liao lah me haha. OH SHYTE i gotta go and do my hmwk le the geo one nid to go and email to the teacher by midnite today so i gotta chiong!! cyas for now tho im going to be on9 just awhile more before i rly go and do my hmwk lol just a while only so byebye!!~ and sry if you feel emo after you read this post. or think that im siao. whatever!~

byebye!!~ =)
ASJ1161996[goodness i havent used this name in a longlong time!!]

nothing specific

2010-02-27T19:39:00.002+08:00

heys~ well well wellllll... this few weeks bz like what liddat ah. first got CNY then got world thinking day performance[i actually spelt thinking as thingking. wads that supposed to be? a king of things? what kinda things? lolx] then got ALOT ALOT of tests and tingxie and whatnots such that i grew VERY tired but got back my sleep this few days recently,which is like,EXCELLENT. cos i rly needed my sleep and rest. BUT. my CA tests de results hor, hm... not that good. i mean compared to the whole class. for gdness's sake i got first last yr and now i *ahem* slide in class grades le. but whatever i will get my marks back. without ALOT of stress. which i seriously experienced this past few weeks.and i got quite moody and badtempered and all. so anybody who reads this who got snapped by me,sorry sorreee =(

and ARGHHH shld hav studied more but whatever i know i did what i could in my period of TIREDNESS. and STRESS i shld say. whoa i think i havent been so stressed since PSLE. but nvm. i WILL improve. heh heh heh somehow as i type this i think of mojojojo. as in powerpuff girls. tho mojo jojo's laughter i MUAHAHAHAHA or something right? dunno too long no watch PPG le. still rmb the saturdays when i used to turn on e TV at sometime in the morning and happily watch the PPG tv shows as i eat my breakfast. great times. when i was young lah obviously. then after that no more PPG then so sad lor.

hahaha i miss peichun =( totally random yeah,but i rly do. i miss the VIBRANCY of pcps. and how we always...[im abit stuck here how do i put it??] use chinese in school. i tell you something that proves that im blur like a sotong: i didnt even realise that pcps student population were all chinese. siao right? and i didnt even wonder how the non-chinese pupils understood when the principal tok in chinese,which is like 95% of the time... or more than that,rly. haiz... and i still rmb the heritage room. got the big bell there de haha i still rmb. we got go before my class in...p3? or something?p2? idk. got go jiu dui liao.

hahaha and i miss learning all those cheng yu thru the principal's toking! omg so funny cos mrchin tok got alot of hard chinese words then i learn le then use in compo then feel very pro hahahaha :) so nice to learn mother tongue this way. but... haiz now come to sec sch le no more such things.and sometimes i think of brilliant things in chinese but non-chinese ppl dun understand. not racist lah ok. im anti-racists hehehe. maybe. maybe im not even posting this post jus save it. but so little ppl come and visit so i dun think its harmful.

AND WHY WHY WHY I DIDNT GO BACK FOR CNY????? becos shann [aka shannyye in facebook lol] de fren got party or something. not that im blaming her. i blame the fren. haha jus kidding. whatever happens i WILL go back on teachers day. i will walk there if i have to. haha not so bad lah got public transport de lols.

k end here first.
♥ Cyas~ =D

Lalala no title~ =D

2010-02-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

Heyhey!! idk how come i so energetic in this post cos im BEAT. Rly beat. Like tired. Whatever. Ya anw, wad the dots i this week SUPER busy seh. Lets see, monday i stay back for some foot drill training for one hr+ liddat cos we nid to live up to our GOLD PNA AWARD!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! Last year we only got like bronze and this yr we got GOLD!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! GRATS TO ALL CTGG!!!! WOOO!!!
[heh heh heh GOLD!!!]

Ya and then today we go nanyang girls' high to train somemore for the world thinking day performance. [guides 100th anniversary!!! congrats!!! =D] This is in ADDITION to the practices held on last friday and saturday. Friday we did something different lah like some kinda first aid thing but at least we didnt rly like PRACTISE- practise,y'know? But for now the WTD performance we rly nid to buck up cos we're with rivervalley and of cos nanyang. [jus now i go whr did all the pcps alumni run to? i dun think i saw even a single person. from my batch lah. but it was abt 4pm when we went and 6+ when we left so ya, reasonable lah].

Then tmr... lets see,we have speech day selection and something else i forget liao. Erm... OH YA. The charity drive thingy. Hahaha proves that i DO NOT have stm. XD k then on thursday we celebrate TDD must wear full u for the whole day [whoa! cant wait to see how its like] then friday of cos celebrate CNY!!!

On top of that, still nid prepare for CNY. Oh and today i had my first sec 2 geog test! wahlao i thot last qns was toking abt high-tech farming lah who knew it was [supposedly?] aeroponics? EH? WAIT.HOLD ON. AEROPONICS IS PART OF HIGH- TECH. So... idk. hahaha abrupt. We shall see =D

OH and still got! Tmr also have health check!!Ahh... They better measure my height correctly this time. I am NOT 151cm!!!! i am like taller than that lah you see me think 151 meh? wth lor. i didnt shrink from last yr till now, hello? in fact i GREW okay! BLeh. Tmr i see my height... muahahahaha....

aiya i rly tired seh. jus now maybe'' 90 degrees!!!'' too many times le. But counted as exercise lah everybody sweat. Ohh and i didnt know it was hentak-kaki i hear zf and fel say i always thot they saying KENtak kaki. Lols. hehe at least now i know some of the commands liao. Only for ke-belakang pusing i turn 180 degrees i almost always stumble abit. LIKE TODAY AT NYG LAH. We go there le practise abit first then got one time i turn too fast then almost fall down leh. RLY. Good thing i didnt kena scolded but i think some of the RV girls saw. abit embarrassing lah but i think if got somemore practice next time when i ''pro'' le i will look back and think: i got so lousy at footdrills before meh???? hahaha =)

No lah. But whatever idk how tmr guides schedule is going to proceed i last yr nvr join speech day squad i only acted as a tempo cheerleader tho i got a flu that time so couldnt scream so i just clapped. sigh. but i wouldnt have cheered even if i didnt have flu. kekeke XD

k lah gtg liao. i see if i will post before CNY/ valentine's day anot. i think i will bah. =D we shall see then. Goodbye and have a good nite's rest all!!!

[ps. this post de english not v gd lah i know, but whatevs this not a english test. at least my tenses and others correct mah! this, is an art called: SINGLISH. th art of broken english hehehehe XD]

Camp Ultreya!!! =D

2010-01-22T17:44:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey just back from CAMP ULTREYA!!! aka camp nova to seniors. they changed the name cos i think nova is new or something. ultreya means onward. yeahh so back to the post. WOOOHOOO I DID THE HIGH ELEMENTS!!!!~ DA BROKEN BRIDGE!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! And i got proof somemore. my wrist got a lil red patch. not gonna put the pic here tho. will scare away potential blog hoppers hahaha. no la jkjk.

omg and jus now after we go back school me and shann go to e mcdonalds. wahh i tell u ah i drink e iced lemon tea that time i felt so shiok seh! rly!!! i was like, aaaaaaahhhhhh sooo sooo sooo naaiiicee. for the past few days all i drank was plain water, excluding the chrysanthemum i had during e first lunch in sch. then after that everything is water liao. siao eh water parade that time i thot the SFs rly will go check and make me drink all my water seh [one WHOLE bottle-ful] then i s2pid s2pid rly go drink until like want to puke le. then the next day have again but is half full liao then i also go drink a bit like abt btwn one-fifth and one-sixth of my bottle liddat. then during campfire i go toilet that time go drink a tiny lil bit of water from the water cooler then i go out of the toilet, go to e stairs there and puke. a lil tiny bit only. cos i dinner only ate like 2-3 mouthfuls. the rest i ask eileen help me eat. cos rly feel like puking lucky lucky i didnt eat alot if not BLEH de not so little is alot. anybody reading this, dun feel so disgusted cos YOU DIDNT GO THRU WHAT I DID!!!!! i siao one leh water parade drink so much. now i learn liao next time i will drink like one sip then hide the water lvl with my hands [tqtq to the person who invented this method]. im SO not going to puke at another camp liao. dam uncomfortable can, like... uncomfy lah. yeah whatever i wan tok abt the high elements liao.

WHOAAA I RLY DID IT SEH!!! i actually thot i couldnt for a sec de leh. i go climb up the pole thingy that time then i stand at the wooden platfrom thing then i see, like whoa how am i ever gonna get thru that??????? then like everybody down there encouraging me so i like, aiya just get it over and done with. anyway i would have done it de lah even if nobody support me. if i didnt i cant even respect myself lah didnt even try. when i know i could lah. with some support,tat is. ya but at least I MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! @@@@@@ seriously leh i stand on top there i sweat like siao so scary lah i tell u.then its like so dam shaky lah step on a plank then the whole thing shake liao. dam scary. rly.

Lalalalala~ camp is overrrr!!!! backc home!!!! Yiipeeee!!! =D yay yay yay so gd =)

k lah stop here first bah. wait, why do i keep saying that in alot of my posts?? gonna go and check later.

k le bb!!~ =)

New School Year 2010

2010-01-05T17:15:00.000+08:00

whew! 2 days of school passed le! and soon [like 2+ weeks] we r going to have camp! this yr we all is sec 2,so is camp nova =D k liao this is like my shortest post,but i v tired liao. so bye for now! =D

pre - 2010!!!

2009-12-31T13:07:00.002+08:00

About 11 hours more to 2010!!! Its da last day of 2009... cherish it!! =D i writing in my zhou ji just now, now take a lil break. my title is: -er ling yi ling nian- [year 2010 in english] omg... end of 2009, start of 2010. another decade almost passed from 2000... whoa. rly. whoa...

oh ya, and i am re-reading the secret circle again. yesterday jus read finish then i go do my hmwk then at nite i go pick up ''the initiation'' and start reading. lolx.

kk gtg this quite a short post, but still...

EARLY HAPPY 2010!!!! =)

the secret circle

2009-12-30T17:28:00.002+08:00

Hii there!!!! Wheeeee just finished reading ''the secret circle'' by L.J. Smith. Its rly good, the ending is nice. Happy ending! =) Cassie and adam are connected by a sorta ''silver chord'' that means that they r soul mates and all,and diana give way to them!!! Sounds weird leh. Nvm jus get the general idea can liao. No no no, READ THE BOOKS!!! Its rly great. Really. SERIOUSLY.

And go to http://www.ljanesmith.net/Bonnie%20and%20Damon%20After%20Hours.pdf . And READ!!! Its not from secret circle its from vampire diaries. I know its kinda difficult to read on the com, but just make it zoom out then better le. I read liao i keep laughing like siao when i got to the part where bonnie keep adding '' oooooooh'' to the beginning of her sentences then damon thought it was a ''regional dialect thing'' and he go and learn and say ''OOH!!'' to bonnie. I keep laughing after that lols. damon and bonnie funny sia. Wahahahakakakaka.

But i think secret circle is better than vamp diaries. Possibly cos there are no vampires or werewolves or whatever lah. But got some evil lah. But also got happy ending!! And dunno leh, maybe its cos its like, kinda mysterious and mystical [whoa, 2 ''myst's =P]. But overall i read liao feel happy liddat lor. Alot of singlish in this post lolx. And i think its rly nice,the silver chord part. Dunno how to describe. Ehh... let's see. Its a... sweet gesture. But i dun even think its considered a gesture lor. But the sweet part is true, tho. I felt sweet after reading the whole thing. I mean, not sweet lah, but like, contented. YEAH. Thats it. I felt CONTENTED. Whahahaha.

But thats only how i felt lehh... As for the silver chord part leh, i think its something like... blissful sorta thing to me. I DUNNO cos i think it seems like some kinda PROOF that they are soul mates, a match made in heaven, whatever, that their love rly is true and all but... still, its a book. A good book, but a book nonetheless. A story. And tho its quite a... cant rly say that its beautiful, but cant say its nice leh. More than nice, less than beautiful.
AHH. I know. THIS!!! :
nice< x < beautiful
[for those who haven learn this yet] aka: x is bigger than ''nice'' but less than ''beautiful''. omg i can start a math class liao. Tho it gotta be like kindergarten standard or something lah ;D hahaha. Anyway, back to describing the story. Book. Story. Whatever both. Either. [NEITHER!!! HAHAHA no lah, either/both. if neither what can i describe? my blog? actually book and story same thing lah the meaning is the same. sorta.] ANYway. ehh... oh right! the description. Hmm... lemme think about it... -ATATD- know what that stands for? Away Thinking About The Description. ATATD. pronounced ahh-tat-td. Acronym. Stands for: [look above. not literally. blog-gally. wad the diao. sounds abit like GLObally. anw,''blog-gally''. Aiya, jus look at the sentence 11 full-stops before this sentence,counting the ones in the brackets. and the ones in the so-called dictionary sector.

Ok by the end of this post i will give a description of the book. by hook or by crook or by accidentally-on purpose-forgetting or really forgetting abt it. but this my blog leh why would i want to accidentally-on-purpose-forget about my DESCRIPTION??? Anyway maybe i would one day suddenly rmb abt it and feel guilty. But for what idk cos i wasnt even planning to however-accidentally-on-purpose-forget about it in the first place. jus put it there for fun. lols for fun and im here arguing about it. whatever. kays. to more important things. [not that this isnt important lah. jus that there are things an iota more important than this. or maybe a lot more than an iota. maybe... 1000 iotas!!! what the dots... anyway...]:

TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF 2009!!!!!!! 31st DECEMBER 2009!!! WHOA i typed 2009 as 20009 accidentally jus now. 3 zeroes instead of 2. lolliPOPs. twenty-thousand-and-nine. two hundred and first century worh!!!! 20 millenniums!! or issit millennia? jus checked dictionary.com and i think both also can bah. i think? anyway, back to the topic. Whoa the day after tmr is the first day of 2010 alrdy!! and OMG. after today there will only be 4 more days to sch reopen!!!! WAHH so fast leh! i thot still got like 5 days or something!!! oh ya,that is,including today. Everybody finished their holiday homework already? i still got left 1 and a half bookmark, 2 jian baos and one zhou ji. the zhou ji i tmr going to write. cos last day of 2009 mah. sooo gonna count down to midnight tmr seh. one year only one time if miss liao still mus wait another [aga-aga, ''about'', not agaragar the jelly lolx] 365 and one quarter days.

omg. cant believe i am going to be a sec 2 student in a little more than 4 days' time. in guides i will become one of the ''sec 2's'', instead of ''sec 1's''. wao... wells, gotta accept it. and anyway,maybe sec 2 is going to be more interesting. who knows? and i hear that there are like,more projects or something? got the HIP... [which we worked on during this holiday. which is better lah,to meet up during the holidays cos more convenient than during a school day.] and this year de sec 2s got something like... el lit thingy? something liddat idk. maybe when i got some projects then i post about them. Oh. And next year got streaming also. must work hard. get into good class then score good for o levels. anyway im only in sec 2. but still, work in sec 1, continue working hard in sec 2, then go to sec 3 work even harder, sec 4 work the hardest but also for the shortest period of time. among the 4 levels lah,that is. at least i enjoyed sec one. and YEAHH i got first, which of cos im gonna try to maintain next year. but mus work hard lah. sec one is jus after PSLE. sec 2 after sec 1,obviously. cant wait to see the batch of sec 1s next year. ohh yeah, and the world thinking day too,then can wear my guide uniform ;) hahaha =)

whew and OH YA. the description. SEE wahaha i rmb!! and better come up with it now. lets see again... : the book is nice, the characters are quite endearing,esp cassie. and adam. and diana sounds RLY nice and good and pure. [faye had called her the princess of purity or something liddat right?] theres a mystical but sweet side to the plot, and with cassie being so sweet but abit lost somehow,theres adam ''herne'' conant who is basically her knight in shining armour, and also her soul mate. They are linked by this silver chord, which is like: [whoa it comes up again! and im gonna give it a description] it seems like something out of a fairytale but its also something you are so fascinated by and would want it to somehow be true and that you can be cassie and you would find your adam and love each other for many centuries. YEAH woohooo ya lah i know its not SUPER DUPER good but its still quite good lah huh? dunno lah.

gtg now. post somemore next time. btw i got my edusave scholarship!!! still got cert somemore. and yeah,thats abt it for this post. other than the ''YEAHH'' about my description abt the book and the something-out-of-a-fairytale silver chord. and the description right, its for ppl who have read the book and felt contented after reading it. [like me,for instance] if not like that see abit funny funny liddat leh. so go and read the book. wahahahaha.if wan i can lend. provided that you are in CTSS or someone i know lah. and can return it without any damage. LOLs. anyway gtg

byebye~ ♥
[aft tmr its 2010!!!! =D]

~ =D ~

2009-12-06T21:17:00.004+08:00

Hey im back to posting!! Lolx. Anyway, YAY YAY YAY YES YES YES I GOT AN EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP!!!!~ YIPPEEEEE!!!!!! FINALLY GET IT LE!!!! LAST TIME I ONLY GET BEFORE THE EDUSAVE MERIT BURSARY!!! THAT ONE IS TOP 25% NOW THIS IS TOP 10% YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY~!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOPEEEEE!!!!! Okay anyways im very happy!!! =D ya and today i finished watching ''The Myth'' or else known as ''神话''. Quite ok lah, only the ending not that nice cos the girl from the Qin dynasty thot jack was the general she loved from the Qin dynasty. Only jack aka meng li from Qin dynasty actually died while fighting and then she keep waiting,waiting,wating until one day jack go into the cave and found her. The cave is actually the monuselum or something lah from the Qin dynasty. Then shld be happy ending right? Budden the girl found out that jack is NOT meng li tho jack keeps having dreams from his past life in the Qin dynasty when he was living lah. As meng li,that is. Not as jack. Diaoz in the end the girl left[FLY sia cos in the cave have weightlessness de] fly away. Or shld be float away cos of weightlessness. I put the music video i found on youtube here bahh its the very end then its so sad. Cos she wait for so long le finally find meng li as jack in the modern times not Qin dynasty then find out he not meng li then sad sad de go away again. But she drank a life everlasting potion then so thats why she can from Qin dynasty wait until like the 21st century. So ya... haiz sad sia. I think i prefer happy endings... i think i will put the vid here bahh. the embed code. hmm oh and just now i went to shannen house too. just came back. lols had fun tmr we going to do HIP project. Lalala and today i completed some of my maths hols hmwk so left ait only!!! woot woot. hahahaha =) ahhh quite sleepy le... maybe i shld go to bed soon... afterwards bahh =) hahaahaahahahahaha random sia. haiz. the movie is sad... the ending, if not the movie would be still quite nice de lor. but nvm lah not all movies got happy endings and i dunno why i keep typing ending as endgin. Ell-oh-ell. that is L-O-L. Lolx...... k lah i go put the vid le then do somemore things haha next time post again. and i spelt the first 3 letters of again as aha. lols.

~byebye
=D
ASJ1161996 [lols i long time no use this name ler diaoz] ;) =)

[EDIT]
ok dun have embed taken away lols so here's the linkiie =) :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_uqOlQx9C8
[P.S i dun own this video this doesnt belong to me]

Hey =D

2009-11-21T23:15:00.003+08:00

Hallos!! Long time no post le. Actually before my guides fun camp got one post de,but in the middle of the post my com shut down. Ya so after that was the camp liao... So would be abit weird if i posted about something pre-camp when the camp was already over. I mean, you wouldnt know if you didnt look at the date and all, but... ya. Would still be abit weird. So now is POST-CAMP!! And somemore the camp was like last week. Ohkay so maybe it hasnt been so long then. Lols. In Conclusion [i know very fast lah skip-skip-skip XD] : THE CAMP WAS REEEEAAAALLLLY FUNNNNN =D like as in seriously fun. And it WAS a fun camp, so the objective was... to have fun. So in a way our camp goal was achieved. Hahaha =) And omg the ''campfire'' that took place in a CLASSROOM [level 2 3A3] and actually it was some [dunno how to call it] wax-in-a-small-metal-container-that-was-about-2-to-3cm-in-diameter. And it was arranged in a heart on the floor in the middle. And then we had FUN!!!!!! We sing alot of camp cheers and songs and danced!!! Some of us did anyways. I only did the cannibal king one i didnt do any of the songs from the laptop... Those were too... energetic le. LOL. Really de lor hahaha XP and it was at night. Oh ya and we did outdoor cooking and my patrol de fire keep going out. I think maybe cos the weather was quite cold. But in the end we got eat lah the fire finally stayed put =) And somemore hor,the SF/SL's [?] also had their camp and one time we go and interrupt them!! HAHAHAHA. Cos we were like in the classroom having our ''campfire'', and then we go out to the bridge there [the one linking the school hall to the classroom block above the quadrangle] and the SF/SL's were also having their [real] campfire and they were singing some songs or something and then we go and scream!!!! And i think the whole campfire stopped and everybody was like looking up at us and we keep laughing and go run away. Sorta. We go into the end of the bridge and stand there for awhile and i keep laughing cos so funny =D =) =P then we back go to the front of 3A3's classroom and do our guide cheer [our own ctss one] then go back inside. And somemore hor,the next day[abt 4pm] when we going to dismiss liao our heart shape still there. Cos the wax drip onto the floor mahh and then form a heart shape on the floor!!!!! Actually its quite nice de lor budden must scrub away. Is our seniors scrub de lor. Not us... But nvm lah... next time bah if got chance =D Whew i think stop here first next time continue its quite late le.

Oh ya and i saw some last-day photos on facebk from pcps graduates this year de. And i see liao hor,i think of last year when we were like that. Haiz... I know the feeling... Last day... And then will have to move on to another school le. ok nvm next time continue.

Byebyes~ =D

Last Day of School/ 1C1'09

2009-10-31T10:18:00.003+08:00

omg i cant believe yesterday was da last day of school... ='( SO SAD LAH OK 1C1'09 will be 2C1'10 and omg look at that. 2C1 sounds quite old... wahhhhhh[as in,boohoo, not wow] at least older than 1C1 and..... not everybody will be in 2C1'10. becos... some [A FEW A FEW] ppl wanna transfer outta the school... ='( so ya see, 1C1 ≠ 2C1. whoa cool this the first time im using the character map de characters since ms yvonne taught us in CM. [go to start menu thingy,then all programs,then accessories,then system tools, then find character map and search for a character that you want,select,copy and paste it where you wanna it to be(theres a copy button)]. But whatever. im gonna post on my class blog first next time come and post again.

Oh and btw,i forgot something. And this is the first time that i forgot. Seriously.
Happy holidays...~ [i added the squiggly bit at the end to show some... fun spirit. becos theres nothing to be happy about when 1C1 is going to lose some members] :'(

whatever. this a happier version:

*~ HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! @_@ ~* looks abit fake when your not in the mood and you type something thats so cheery =( goodbye to those who are leaving the class/school and we'll miss you always and we will be 1C1'09,the class that always will shine. hey that rhymes.

WOW!!

2009-10-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

Whew. Today has been super exciting. The morning, at least. Cos... I FOUND OUT THAT I GOT FIRST IN CLASS!!!! FOR BOTH OVERALL AND 2ND COMBINED!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Lols. YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY THANK FOR MY RESULTS!!!! Its been so long. Since pri 4, actually. That i got first. second for 2nd com is shi quan. second for overall is jin ting. third for 2nd com is jasmine. 3rd for overall is shi quan. 4th for 2nd com is jin ting. Whooopeeee congrats everybody!!!! WELL DONE!!!!!!

K this is what happened. In quadrangle in morning assembly, DM announced that everybody first period supposed to stay in class and go verify the score sheet. Everybody in my class grumble cos first period is PE, and next week is the last week, and all.

Go back class and start with me [seeing that im register number 1] and i took about 2-3 min and ppl start complain and so, i quick sign and hand it over to yi loong, juz behind me. which is good cos i at the same time also can see my own score somemore XD and i didnt even realise that a position sheet was right at the back!! cos i see first two paper only mah. i thot the rest is some other things.

The paper gets passed on with grumbles galore.

Eventually, it got passed on from clarissa to eugene. and it was sorta a free period, so i went and chatted with my frens. and then suddenly clarissa come over and tell me that i got first. i was like,huh? how you know de. then she say behind got then i chiong to eugene table and snatch the paper up and YEAH there it was, in black n white, the number, 1. feels like im writing a compo or something y'know, but nvm.

I think: wow cool this is so great [somewhere along there] im first!!! unBELIEVABLE this is super!!

after a few moments...

I chat to my frens. then suddenly...
Miss liew: Gong xi ni,ni na dao le di yi ming. /also: congratulations,you have gotten first.

IT WAS SO SUDDEN that i felt shocked. and she shook my hand somemore. seriously its quite surreal. It was just this morning can you believe it???

whew anyway now its quite late and i nid wake up earlier tmr so byes for now. and im NOT lying about this, its ALL true. dun believe ask my frens who,FYI, were beside me when these happened so you can get a full eye-witness account from any of them, and no, this is not an exam. the end.

byebye~
and grats to myself,jinting,shiquan,jasmine,benetta,zf,fel and all who improved. CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! felicitations [i think?] whatever bye now =D

2009-10-20T12:36:00.002+08:00

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.
01. Benetta
02. Zheng Fen
03. Felicia
04. Shannen
05. Rachelle
06. Ming Guang
07. Yun Yi
08. Jasmine
09. Jin Ting
10. Sheila
11. Hui Ting
12. Clarissa
13. Cheryl
14. Chiew Wei Ling
15. Lynn
16. Ming Shan
17. Agnes Ang
18. Chong Ning
19. Boon Cheng
20. Chan Wei Lin
21. Olene Chick

★ How did you meet 7 ? (yun yi) Erm. How?? Not where ah. anw, cos we are cousins??
★ What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (lynn) I would nvr have such a good fren
★ What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?(chan weilin and benetta) ehh... idk leh. give my blessings LOL but they are straight lah...
★ Have you ever seen 17 cry? (agnes) erm yes i think... a little lah
★ Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (shannen and ming shan) ERM. Not really. Seeing that they r both girls XD
★ Do you want to be 13's friend forever? (cheryl) OF COS. We are BFF's okay!!
★ Do you think 11 is attractive? (hui ting) yups somemore shes nice =)
★ What’s 5’s favorite color? (rachelle) erm. black? silver?
★ When was the last time you talked to 9? (jin ting) does sms count as talk? if yes then yesterday. If no then thursday. or something
★ What language does 8 speak? (jasmine) erm english/chinese? She likes korean language. So maybe that too. =D
★ Who is 13 going out with? (cheryl) erm. nobody?
★ What grade is 16 in? (ming shan) sec 1,same as me~
★ Would you ever date 17? (agnes) erm hello? imma girl,and so is she. so not rly. not that i dun like her. AS A FREN.
★ Where does 18 live? (chong ning) erm i have no idea.
★ What is the best thing about 4? (shannen) shes fun? not boring? can gossip together =D and i know her since i was born or something. actually no,cos im older than her. so since she was born. or something lah.
★ What would you like to tell 10 right now? (sheila) erm. Haii there,toto. =D
★ What is the best thing about 20? (chan weilin) erm. shes fun =)
★ Have you ever kissed 2? (zheng fen) hello?? both of us girls. so no
★ What’s the best memory you have of 5? (rachelle) ehh... idk sia. we got too many good memories liao. XD
★ When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? (shannen) tmr...
★ How is 7 different from 6? (ming guang and yun yi) one is boy,one is girl. one was born in the year of the dog,the other the yr of the rat [same as me] one is 3 yrs old,one is 13 yrs old. big difference huh? 10 big yrs lols
★ Is 2 pretty? (zheng fen) sure. and shes hyper too. ALOT.
★ What was your first impression of 15? (lynn) ehh...i meet her the 1st time was abt pri 3. 4 yrs ago. so maybe... cute and funny and friendly!!~
★ How did you meet 3? (felicia) school. ctss. 1C1'09
★ Is 15 your best friend? (lynn) ya sort of. not the bestest but one of the bests
★ Do you hate 12? (clarissa) no duh i hate her for what sia. shes quite ok.
★ Have you seen 18 in the last month? (chong ning) yeahh i think. either in guides or someplace else
★ When was the last time you saw 16? (ming shan) erm. during the teachers day celebration day. in PCPS. the reading corner lols or somewhr
★ Have you been to 5's house? (rachelle) of cos i went just the day b4 yesterday lols.
★ When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (sheila) shld be tomorrow.
★ Are you close to 1? (benetta) of cos lah shes one of my bests leh
★ Have you been to the movies with 4? (shannen) of cos. but i go her hse play more =D
★ Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (jasmine) erm no i dun think so.
★ Would you give 19 a hug? (boon cheng) sure. if she wants me to. we are sister guides =)
★ When have you lied to 3? (felicia) not rly
★ Is 11 good at socializing? (hui ting) maybe?
★ Do you know a secret about 8? (jasmine) dunno. maybe. what type of secret? the top-secret kind or the normal kind. or whatever
★ Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. (clarissa and chong ning) nada.zip.zilch. no relationship. except human relationship.and schoolmates. one is in band one is in guides.idk they nvr even see each other b4. or maybe they have,but dunno each other... OH wait i know. both of them know me!! =)
★ What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? (jin ting) shes trusty n my sister guide. and we r quite good frens =)
★ What’s the worst thing about 6? (ming guang) no idea. maybe now cos hes only 3 so dunno alot of words and when i speak deep english to him i dun think he understands me sometimes. lols next time he older abit then see again bah
★ Have you ever had a crush on 12? (clarissa) erm no? we r both straight gals
★ How long have you known 2? (zheng fen) since first day of sch which is like... lets see...10 months and 20 days. minus new yr's day 1 jan 09.
★ Have you ever been in a fight with 13? (cheryl) dun think so. maybe primary 1/2 got but forget liao. hey ever heard of ''dun dwell on sad memories''? or something liddat
★ Does 11 have a bf/gf? (hui ting) i dun think so
★ Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (benetta) i punch her for what sia. anyway even if i punch i think is i pain. or more likely i will miss. lols but i wont punch her.
★ Has 21 met your mother? (olene) maybe sometime when my mum go fetch me from sch or something
★ How did you meet 11? (hui ting) school?
★ Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (felicia) dun think so. or maybe have. idk.
★ Do you live close to 7? (yun yi) not rly.
★ What is 8’s favorite food? (jasmine) idk worhs. olives!!! [her nickname is olive for some reason that i dunno]
★ What kind of car does 1 have? (benetta) a non-existent one
★ Have you traveled anywhere with 9? (jin ting) yeahh. from clementi to bukit batok. LOL
★ If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? (chiewweiling)how i know sia. alot of diff things? go ask her worh dun ask me i cant read minds. so my final ans: THINGS!!!!

WOOOHOOO i finally finished this quiz. quite funny lah some. and quite long. but still ok lah. i quite like to do quizzes. but whatever. i go makan liao. buhbyes!! maybe afterwards i come on9 do another quiz. ben tagged me~ but maybe i will finish my guides hmwk first then come back. byebye!!!~

PS. btw i finished my exams!!!! WOOHOOO FUN TIME!!! XD =) =D =P

Post-revision-week

2009-10-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

Wow its saturday today. The saturday after the revision week. And i still have like about less than one week and then its SLACKING TIME!!! But now still must concentrate on the remaining exams to ying fu. Then after the very draining year of sec 1, we are finally gonna slack like siao!! At least we got holiday upgrade, 2 months instead of one and a half months!! We would deserve it de lor. Work hard for about one year liao its about time to rest. And slack. But first,EXAMS!!! I think later im going to do my mind map for the el lit de ''family'' and ''broken image'' as ms tnee suggested. Anyway i think it will be real useful. For my exams. Not that its an open-book exam lah, but i still can revise better with it. Seriously. Wahh i cant believe it. Next year we are gonna go up to sec 2!!! No more being the ''babies'' of the school le. Become a little more senior liao. Something like a level promotion =) and need to work harder. But whatever im now still in sec 1 must CHERISH the time i still have left as one of the ''little kids''. Really.

Think of primary 6: getting older,huh?

Then think of sec 1: fresh out of primary school. cut sec 1s a little slack;let them adapt to new environment aka sec school anyway they are the little ones of the school.

Sec 2: whoa a new level huh? No more baby le,must start acting grown up. anyway sec 2s are in the ''growing up stage'' but still, no more sec1.next year is sec3,senior already. must start to teach ''three hundred and one ways to handle stress''[lols]

sec 3: WAHH sooooo much hmwk in preparation for next year's 'o' levels. some more is senior le,15 years old liao. next year is gonna be stressful so sec 3 must start training them to handle stress before they collapse.

Sec 4: THE year.[of sec school] Sweet sixteen. 'o'levels. NC16 movies [hahaha jkjk] last year of sec school. [for express stream students] prom night [whatever i also nvr go before what do i know about it??] ageing liao lah. must be more matured. [lols its natural de lahh] no white hairs yet[?] but...yeah.

Tis just my theory. Something like that lah. This just some parts. I think there are more. But now im only sec 1 so when i grow older i shall SEE. and SEE somemore. and continue SEEING. Till i SEE until dun wan SEE liao. Whenever it is.

OH YA AND ONE PIECE OF GOOD NEWS: I GOT A DISTINCTION FOR MY NEW SOUTH WALES ENGLISH COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHH!!!!! MY FIRST DISTINCTION!!! And somemore my first time taking NSW english. in pri sch i only took maths before. now in sec sch i dun take maths, but science and english. sci havent give back yet. dunno why cos we took english after science. but anyways, IM SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOO must go celebrate after exams. OHH ans shannen continued taking maths olympiad [i dun take it now] and she got an HONOURABLE MENTION in the competition!!!! and im very bad cos i didnt even know she had been going to maths olympiad until she got the honourable mention!!! i know lah... very bad lor. but nvm. COS NOW BOTH OF US WON SOMETHING!!!!!! WHEEEE then can celebrate together.

k lah i want to go study le lah. bb for now next time aka after exams come post again.

SA2 coming up !!!!

2009-09-30T18:37:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHH FINALLY TMR IS THE DAY!!!! THE START OF THE VERY IMPORTANT SA2!!!!!! WHOOOOHOOOO!!!!!! Ok im hyper liao. As in, this post. Lalalalala!!~ Dunno why im so excited. But also SCARED!!! Ohkay lah,not so much scared as NERVOUS!!! And somemore we cannot bring pencil cases into exam hall [aka our classrooms...] and must bring ziplock bag/plastic bag/nth to hold our stationary!!! Just like an external exam! At least we only had our PSLE last year lah,so the solemn solemn rules and regulations thing we got it down PAT. Or close to anyways XD oh ya andand, after tmr's english papers 1& 2 and friday's chinese papers 1 & 2, we're gonna rest [errrm revise] for an entire week before the SA2s continue!! I also dunno why there's a break in-between leh. Maybe they scared we hyperventilate too much then need one whole week to get us back in working [exam-ing] form. LOL. No lah. Dun think so. Cos i dun even think anybody will get so high on exams until they like, ''WHEEEE IM HIGH!!! @.@'' or something. anyway. TMR'S EXAM!!!! AGAIN!!!! oh and btw,i know i longlong time no post liao. So abit weird to post just before exam. And i shld be studying. But now i v tired lahh. later at nite going to bring out my file and STUDYYYYY!!! Cos its da SA2s and must ''ba wo ji hui'' to like,ehh... pull up our overall marks. Yeps thats it! Maybe. Fine im toking some nonsense. But thats OKAY. PERFECTLY FINE. Let loose before stress come. Actually hor,shldnt be feeling stressed now leh. That is,the day before exam. Still,its an exam. No pain,no gain. No stress, no...best? Dots. Blah blah blah. I said that i was toking nonsense. Whatever. wadeva. waaaaaaahhht-aiirrrr-verrrrr. whatever. rrrrrr. doinks. DOINKS!! kekekeke.kakakaka.kokokoko. wakakaka. wekekekeke. wokokokoko. WHAO. nice. wikikikikiki [pedia!!!] lalala~ singapore is nice. clean and green. garden city. beautiful scenery. little red dot. mini lil island. separated from m'sia. dot-on-da-world-map. lol random. but nobody can deny the facts... yeahh... ohh its 7pm liaos. i wanna go le. and afterwards go and revise english. PEACEFULLY and CALMLY. No use getting stressed or anything right? The exam is just tomorrow!! IF you've got it,means you've got it. I hope i've got it.

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okay lah. maybe the it= good command of something [eg.english language,etc] . or sth. Idk. Anyways,byebye and see you next time and have a nice and pleasant and wonderful and amazing and marvellous and exciting day. [night??] And rmb to revise n study for SA2s!! bb for now next time will post. probably after exams. Hahahaha =) see ya!!

Happy Birthday To Jasmine And Chong Ning~

2009-08-16T10:05:00.002+08:00

Hellos!!!! can see that finally blogger is fine again!!! good good... then now can post my pics on the class blog liaos... hmm oh ya. the reason for posting: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE AND CHONG NING!!!!! One is my goodgood friend and classmate and SJAB and good person... the other is my PL and also a good friend and a good person... yeahh so you see,this calls for a celebration!!!!! WAIT. HOLD UUUPPP. i just realised that i havent texted them yet!!!! texting in progress... yeahh texted!~!! wakakaka accidentally pressed the ~ but nvms it suits here. ehhh sounds not so correct. nvm. WHEEEEE cos today is two frens' birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kekekekeke wait i go my class blog post the pics first... hmms maybe next time post again bahhs goodbyes for now!!!! [dun worry i not so bad go and neglect my blog de: unless i rly have no choice like no time for ages or something liddat =) if not i occasionally will come and post things~ cos ITS MY BLOG. of cos]

WHEEEE HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

2009-08-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

Woohooo now singapore's 44 yrs old!!! Wheeeee woots hahaha lolx... hmmmmmss... oh ya just went to benetta's blog see her cbox. spammed by some PPL again. also dunno why only she got it lor... whats so nice about spamming weird msgs ah? cant see the attraction. but whatever. today's singapore's birthday!!!! heeheehee. lols. why i keep repeating? diaoz. wells ''diaoz'' is a new one so far in this post. heh heh heh. so is ''heh heh heh''. wakakakakaka dunno what to post. later must must must do my homework then tmr go ben hse that time can enjoy dunnid worry... except for one worksheet tmr zheng fen helping me photocopy... cos i couldnt find it... i know la i shldnt have lost it lor zzz...i also dunno why i suddenly lose it de lor lols... eeks... SEE im using ... again... LALALA AGAIN!!!! kay cannot use liaos. ALMOST just now. whew. must try to control. this the post of concentration. hehehehe. HAHAHAHA now i use only one instead of 3 dots. not gonna write it out hees. -.- singapore is nice. that was random. hohohahahehehehlahlkdhienanjkdnjkhnsujkhnwkdh dunno what i typing lor dots. HEY yes i can replace the '3 dots' with just ''dots'' wheee yes can kays im writing random things so... muahahaha the 3 dots is still okay in this case so byebye~!!! and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!! <333 ♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

2009-08-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEE ITS NATIONAL DAY AGAAAAIIINN!!!!! WHOOOOO WHEEEE WHAAAAAA WHOP!!! yippeeeeee wooopeeeee yaaaapeee... awwww and still got some homework for the ''long weekend''... like we dun have enough things to do liaoz... hmm tmr is singapore n my cuz's bdae...monday i going out with mahh frens...yesterday i went to ben hse to do the IPW thingy and today... can be said to be homework day... sianzz.... and still got the teachers' day thing!!!! wah diao lah i think nobody can do it in time de lorr... Zzzz... not so much notice then must do liaos... next week lehh... and yesterday yesterday just say... bzzz bzzzz...bzzz bzzz...zzz... i complaining liaoz... but nvms i so long no complain le... heeheehee... feel emo now...a little... and very sian... dunno lah abit warm now... LOLS i realise i so long nvr say lols liao!!!!!! eeeksss.... oh YA i must call cheryl [cherrie berry!!!] ytd she so good go sms me i must repay the goodgood... teehees... lalalala feel sad now.. not in the mood for laughing yesterday laugh alot today dun feel like laughing feel like emoing... maybe i will... see lah i in this post so many ''...'' proves that im rly emoing... already am... i want to go back to pei chun lehh... back to the good old days... i sound like what liddat... diao... but i like clementi town also... maybe mix it? its poss...ible... i want to drag cherrie come to my sch leh... chicky also... chiew of cos...with cherrie+chiew+chick+agnes+BOBO OH YA I SAW BOBO LAST TIME I WENT TO HEALTH ZONE!!! and she said i look different... diaoz i got change so much mehh???... i mus ask cherrie when we meet on teachers day... go see emaung... aiya rude but still... good olddie dayyies... sound like a toddler... OH SHYTE i mus go do hw ler but i dun feel like it leh... ehh i just rmb my previous post nvr finish so i go check n finish now... zai jian for next time... [emo again] Haiz...bb all idk what i doing now

th CTGG AMAZING RACE!!!~

2009-08-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

Wooooohooo kay so im back!!!! To post. So... Oh yeahh yesterday was sooooo cool and exciting!!! Im a Guide right,and yesterday we had our own AMAZING RACE!!!! Literally around Singapore!!!! my grp's first station was at Clarke Quay,whr we first waved and shout hello to some tourists on board the boat thing,then we had to do some foot drills. In front of strangers and tourists!!!! Then our last task: To take a pic with a random tourist strolling around Clarke Quay!!! At least it was a group photo lah. And you could sooo tell that the tourist we approached was SOOOOO surprised lah!!! We asked: '' Can we take a photo with you?'' then he was like, '' Who, me????''

wait heck i nid to go liaos next time continue

Class blog

2009-07-09T19:17:00.002+08:00

Arghh i still cant find a nice enough skin for my class blog. At least im not the only person worrying and doing the blog. PHEWWS. And how come my blog de music ahh,first song no play? Why ah? W-H-Y?? Zzzzz who got by chance go to blogskins.com and JUST HAPPENED to see a nice,''class-y'' blogskin PLEASE tell me. By MSN or sms or WHATEVER. Just lemme know kays? Thx. Btw MUST be black background and is colourful. And not too girly/boyish. K.Thx. Thats all. Wahh today just celebrated Racial Harmony Day. I know its not today the actual day rite??? idk for sure. but last time in pcps i think we celebrate like a bit later than todya 9 july. anything lah. more next time i gtg cyas!~ [the exclamation mark i accidentally press but its ok so im not taking it out XD]

Guides' Carnival [27 June'09]

2009-06-28T10:48:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS DA BOMB!!!!! I SAW CHIEW!!!~ AND BOON CHENG!!!! AND SOME MORE PCPS PEOPLE!!!! LAST YEAR PRIMARY 6 DE!!! AND SOME DUNNO ME AND I DUNNO THEM TOO BUT I GO TALK TO ONE PERSON I THINK WAS IN 6E LAST YR DE AND I THINK SHE KNOW ME BY FACE ALSO!!!!! At least,there was some sort of recognition. I go ask her hor,''you from pcps right?'' and she was like ''ya'' AND SHE SMILED AT ME!!!!!! So she MUST recognise me or she would have been like ,''WHO R U???'' andand i saw chiew and i thot her CCA was badminton only she say she changed to Guides and WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I SAW HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AFTER SO LONG I FINALLY MET HER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO YAY I SAW HER I SAW HER I SAW CHIEW I SAW CHIEW!!!!!! AND I WENT TO HER SCHOOL DE LUCKY DIP STALL AND GO ALLLLLLLOOOOOOTTTTTT OF TIMES UNTIL I COUPON-BANKRUPT HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHA AND IT WAS SOOOOO..... !!!!!!!! COS I WAS WITH MY GUIDE FRENS THEN WE GO HER STALL AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHE WAS THERE UNTIL I TURN AROUND AND SAW HER!!!! AND SHE WAS STANDING THERE [still the same old person la. but thats GOOD. hehehehehhehehehehehhehehehehe.anyway.] YA AND I WAS LIKE, what are YOU doing here?i thot you went badminton?????? then she say she changed and i was like uberrrrrr happy la cos so long no meet le. At least she still recognised me lah. AND I SAW BOON CHENG TOO!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I know i very crazy in this post BUT IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!! To meet them again!!!!!! Too bad lor,the carnival is not annual de. If not next yr and next next yr and so on i still can see her !!!! And chat with her!!!! Sadsad. Annual de only i think got the Thinking Day on 21 Feb [i think is 22nd but idk maybe celebrate one day earlier or something] but we cannot go around meet frens. This yr de i got go mahh thats why i know. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i still cant get over meeting so many ex-pcps'ians yesterday. Some ppl i didnt even know were Guides lah. Lolx wadeva. At least now i know mah =) and i realise now that <<<<< this is the first time in this post [include title] that i used a smiley face!!!!!! Unusual. Anw,it was sooooo exciting yesterday!!!! and TIRING. But its a CARNIVAL. Like this yr de Homecoming Day and last yr de school fair.

ohh i gtgs.cyas next time.and tmr sch reopen.muahahahahhaa.seeyas!!!

Mahh Bloggah =)

2009-06-23T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hey heys yeahh i go into the ''over-decorated blog'' theme again!!! Like last december hols XD ya cos i want again mah. I last yr after i learn how to blog i go decorate my blog until like abit... over. Hahax but i learn le. Won't make until too much. By my standards,of course muahahahaha. And i very long no postiie lers. So im now posting!! Hey oh ya and this coming saturday is the Guides carnival anybody interested in going?? Want some coupons?? PCPS pupils shld go... bishan is so near toa payoh and from j8 can walk to the Guides HQ le lor... eeks. Anyway,who see this post then want to go the carnival just... tag in the cbox. Then i give directions or something. Actually also can go google or something to go and find out de lolx. But anyway,AHHHHH next week school reopen ler...eeyer so fast lor holiday. And i think if we got extended hols then our other future hols this year also will be docked de lor... like last time SARS liddat. Lolz. Ooo wow i meant to type lolx but typed lolz but wadeva. Anyways stop here first for now and next time chat again. Go back to decorating bloggie and [ahem] doing homework. REVISION and decorating. =)

Cyas next time!!! =D

thanks

2009-05-31T11:08:00.001+08:00

Thanks to Boon Cheng - intro me to my blog first song -> At the beginning by Anastasia =)
Nice song i like the chorus

Cheryl's 13!!~

2009-05-29T15:43:00.004+08:00

Hello!!! Today got alotta things to be happy about.For me anyways.Wellsies,today is CHERYL'S BIRTHDAY!!! At least some 6F ppl will know her.Knew her.Whatever lah.anw,ya and,wait...chiew chiew shld know her.Know alot.Seeing that last year we three were like,BFFs.Haiz... Why must like that? ........ ........ know right,everytime i think about PCPS hor,i would feel like,so sad.i been there for nearly half my life,and then,now,just a mere 8-9 months after i became an alumni,i dun go back to visit or even to do anything beneficial.haiz...sometimes,i am really useless leh.I cant even do anything for my past second home.but,thats what it is.the past.not that i want it to be.but then hor... aiya,maybe this hols i will go back. I WANNA go back.but i dunno i got time anot.i wanna take pics.to show my sec frens and to keep as mementos.or issit mementoes?i think first one correct.anw,i also wanna go back to see what have changed.go to visit me and my frens de fave spots in school,go fish out those ''hiding'' places some lah a few but got a lot a lot to go and see and remember about again.haiz...sighs... so many things,so many places,so many mementos with my frens...im being emo again...somehow im always emo this year...dunno why lehh... if only there was a sec sch holiday when the pcps pupils are having lessons...or if only the school was empty except for me,my friends,my classmates,my teachers... now i have found out that i actually owe alot to my primary school teachers. probably even more than i would be grateful to my sec school teachers... possibly... haiz... haiiz... ... ... ... \

wait. im supposed to be celebrating.so why am i writing a compo on pcps??? alamak lehx,cannot cannot.go back to main idea. hmm....oh yeahh. So... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERYL. Belated bcos ytd i finish this post halfway and i continue today im writing this now so in this post got the belated and the actual greeting. next time see you on teachers day i know i very pathetic but whatever its not wrong in my book when you feel like seeing and toking to your old frens.or teachers.or your sch.only when u tok to ur sch it wont ans.except when ur dreaming.lols i v lame ya la anything i got my rights to be lame. anw,wahlao. benetta's sch west grove got the alumni card then they show liao they can go in visit and tok tok a while eeyer pcps shld have that too then dun nid go and write on the book ello im not even someone's parent blehhs hahas maybe i shld go join the pcps alumni group but idk i old enough anot i may be v old le but i still v young oso eh heh heh heh evil laugh [sort of] muahahaha [this the real one] LOLS im young but im not a toddler im old but not an adult MUAHAHAHAHAHA IM A TEENAGER LIFE ROCKS ITS THE HOLIDAYS YESSSSS IM FREE!!!! FREEDOM !!!!! YAAAYYYYY!!!!!! hahax its going great the world's maddening and I LOVE EVERYBODY HAAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im crazy le XD

Yesterday,Friday : 22/5/2009...

2009-05-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

Wow... I SO cannot believe it... haiz... i really seriously cannot believe it... Well,you know who i saw yesterday in school? Ex-PCPS students are so NOT going to believe it... I suppose its about enough suspense... I saw a few of the [if im not wrong] P6 students from PCPS in my school hall... know why they went? There was a maths carnival... And i saw Mr Chong too... Im telling you... I seriously couldn't believe what i was seeing...REALLY !!!! I know it sounds really idiotic and like something out of a compo but,truly,i couldn't believe it. Ohh,i know i know.I shld,by now,be VERY familiar with the fact that PCPS is always arranging trips like this.Never mind that the school is in Toa Payoh and the students are coming to Clementi. I mean,its quite... I dunno the right word for it.But...it was weird. Really,unbelievably weird.Okay,so im not gonna sit here and crap about how i wasn't expecting it. I was. But only a little.When my teacher told us that some primary schools were sending represensatives,here is how my thoughts went:

Teacher:[tells us that some primary school pupils were coming to CTSS to the maths carvinal]
My thoughts: -Ohh i see
-HEY
-MAYBE PCPS STUDENTS WOULD BE COMING
-YIPEEEE HOORAY YES YES YES THERE IS SOOO MUCH CHANCE OF THAT HAPPENING YES YES YES YES YES YES YES
-Hang on a minute
-ARGHH but there's still a possibility
-But Toa Payoh IS pretty far from Clementi
-HAIZ
-Shyte it
-Maybe some other schools from the neighbourhood is coming
-SIAN
-Why must be so far away???
-Want visit also cannot visit -grumble grumble-
-Wahlao
-What kind of alumnus am i?? Go back visit visit also cannot
-But not my fault wad
-RIGHT????????

Blehhs might i take this chance to express that i miss my primary school VERY much and wanna just as much if not more to visit my old frens and teachers and EVERYBODY again? Gah but i gotta wait until teachers day to go back.NOT that i dun want to now ok? Dun misintepret.Tho idk what there is for anyone to misintepret.Whatevs.Lols im using that now.Picked it up from a bookie.Book la...anw back to topic...Ya like i was saying before i went and interrupted myself idiotically,i wanna go back.Soon. I know its far for a school day,but... I WANT LEHH. HELLO !!!! I SPENT 6 YEARS OF MY LIFE IN MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LEH!!! WHAT ELSE DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME???? INGRATITUDE?????? THAT would be soooo uncalled for.Zzzzzzzz.....You see the problem? During school/work/week days,i wouldnt have time to go back.During the holidays,nobody would be back !! And until teachers' day which is like,sooo far away,i cant see my old school !! okay la,some ppl would be back during the hols.For supp class.Haiz.I realise how much time has passed since i said the words supp class...even wrote it...makes me miss it more... I know it sounds fake,but its real... of cos,not all the moments in PCPS has been nice,i will at least admit that.But then,whose is?For some genius well that might have been a fact.But i am not a genius am i? Blehh whatever...i really feel like saying zzz now,so... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........do you wanna know something real crazy? when i saw mr chong and all his pupils,i asked jasmine to pinch me.very fakey right?And i thot those actors on tv when they ask someone to pinch them like so fake liddat.but at least i know the feeling now.Tho they were just acting.Truly,i didnt believe that they would actually go.And somehow,my head was like thinking that i was in a dream.like cannot believe i was in one of my waking moments.seriously one day will have to experience it to feel what i felt then.You know,i wanted to go to the maths carnival to see them somemore.Hey my group's project got in lehh.One of two in my class.the other one was jasmine's group.but then i had to go for guides practice.the enrolment ceremony.NICE that was.only must stand until like leg got cramp.then miss liew pinned the badge on my scarf. I must say that i felt VERY EXTREMELY proud.Of myself.Of Guides.Cos from that moment on,i was a true Guide.im still quite proud.i am. tho that doesnt mean i didnt want to go maths carnival.torn between two decisions,i was.but not really la in my case here.cos i knew i had to go for Guides.haiz...but if only i could have gone to the carnival...and i had such a good chance too !!! pity pity...why must be yesterday n not some other day when i was free??? zzzzzzzzz now i have missed such an opportunity to connect with my old school... however small the connection is. at least got try mahh right?see la now miss the chance liao.so angry.feeling like sticking my tongue out and saying blehh v loudly now.its not like its everyday that your primary school which is located at like,so far away from your current school comes and offers a chance for you to look at your juniors at where you are an alumnus right? HAIZ feel like saying a bad word. not th worst one.of cos lah.i hardly say it i know i very good.yeahh yeahh whatevs.but its something not so good either.tho its something i say -ermms- it seems more vulgar when its in black and white.somewhat like some proof or evidence liddat.Anyway its getting late.......

Cyas next time ~ and the hols are coming...soon....in a week....so like,early happy holidays?only heard of early happy birthday.nvms anything. heh heh heh dunno why i say type that for but anyway,heh heh heh

[dun tell me that im moronic thx]

Same- Today

2009-05-17T00:27:00.002+08:00

Wow...its past 12 midnight,almost 12.30...so tired...just came home from the wedding...whew...so tired...keep yawning...today woke up at 8+ sleep at almost 1.in da morning somemore...anyways,it was quite nice la...only i feel like sleeping now...later bro come out then i go in...in out in out...out in out in... ... ... Zzzzz...zzzz.... .... Zzzz.....Good night. Or rather,good morning.12 midnight is already the start of the next day right?anyways then,good morning and have a nice morning sleeping... ... ... ...

Today ~

2009-05-16T11:15:00.002+08:00

YESSSS FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY MYES ARE OVVEEEERRRR !!!! YAAAYYYY !!!! FREEDOM !!!! YIIPEEE !!!! WHOOOPEE !!! CONGRATS !!! Anyway, YESSS later can go drink wedding wine or something ya going to mahh FIRST wedding !!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT. It is NOT my wedding.It is a wedding i am GOING to.Got difference one hor.Dun play play arh.Heeeheee so long no use the phrase le.Dunno how long ago since i used it.Maybe a lot of months?maybe even YEARS?? anyway,HOORAY.for everything.err yeahh and grats to all who have completed their MYEs. XD but next week is know-your-results week.Either you get a humongous surprise or a oh-no shock.Depends on how much effort you have put in.Err...that sounds vaguely familiar...whoops.Anyway,as you can see now i am OFFICIALLY SLACKING.As i should.I mean,as WE should.As students who have just completed their exams =) or maybe not so official...there's no cert or evidence...haha history have rubbed off me...yeahh right. there is err...P=Point E=Explain E=Evidence...HAHAHA see i got study one lor...maybe?have la.anyways WHOOPEE again for completing MYEs !!! And my birthday coming !!! not very soon but coming.soon.not very.in about a month more or so? heeheees...wahh so relaxed...now play dun nid like so guilty liddat...COS EXAMS ARE OVVEERRRR!!!! O-V-E-R !!! dunno meaning go check dic.Lols.Aiya maybe after da wedding later i will post more.cos now dun think got anything real major to report.lolx.anyway woke at 8 in da morning today.dunno why leh...weekend somemore.weekend suppose to sleep in but i sleep out.HAHAHA unliterally.if there is such a word...lets see...dictionary.com...aiyo...no such word leh...inliterally oso dun have...so NOT LITERALLY lor...dun have le mahh............Zzzzz a bit tired now...whew...i know why le...

anyways stop here for now and continue next time. CYAS !!!

Ohhhhhhhhhh

2009-05-14T13:35:00.003+08:00

Haiis~Long time no see!! Tmr is the LAST PAPER OF MYE '09 !!!!! HIP HIP HIP HIP HIP HIP HOORAAAAYY-ay ay ay ayyy !!!! Phew...so many hips. ?!! AHAHAHAHAHA. didnt mean it literally.[so many hips HAHAHAHAHAHA] WOOOOHOOOOOO HOORAY FOR EVERYBODY !!! i never found the words to say...to say ...the song just came up that part.lolx.nice song by the way. [''I never had a dream come true''] that part with the echo-y thing i think is nice-nice-nice-nice-nice. but anyway,err where was I? oh ya. YAAAAYYYYY AFTER TOMORROW WE CAN GO HYYYPERRRRRR!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO !!!!! and saturday i can go a wedding. DOUBLE TRIPLE WOOOOOOOOs. first wedding i going to worhhs!!!! very excited. somemore can wear my dress ahhhhhhh so prettyyyyy is mahhh dwesss. and JUNE HOLS ARE COMING !!!! LIFE ROCKS !!!!! but sometimes it doesnt.but it DOES NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT matter.im VERY happy.for the time being. =D =) =P XD XP ~~~~ maybe i will go maplesim.com go and do a maple character.WITH A SMILEY FACE[s]!!!!~ going to do now~ post it after i finish~~~

wow even the mushrooms celebrating o.o''

Changed my blogskin !!

2009-05-02T18:47:00.002+08:00

Haiis again !!~ Ahh i changed my blogskin.Quite nice lah huh? i wanted like more white and such and i found this while i was looking at others!! Hahaha you know hor,i is like,very blur like dunno what like that lehhx. *AHEMS* Beginning of story :

Scene 1:
-Me went to blogskins.com
-Searched for some skins
-Found one by r*yae quite nice so i went to its blogger main

Scene 2:
-Went to blogger.com
-Went into my starriedestiny.bs.com account
-Copied and pasted the template for it onto a wordpad i opened
-Pasted the r*yae blogskin onto the template
-*Saved*
-Viewed blog
-Thought : Hmm quite nice
-Changed back the template to the before-changed one

Scene 3:
-Logged out of blogger.com account and went into starriedestiniez.bs.com de account
-Ctrl-A the template by r*yae
-Ctrl-A my blog template and transferred the template onto it
-Saved
-Go to view blog
-Thought : Errmms...
-Pressed ''back'' button
-Went to Wordpad which i *thought* that i had copied the original template onto
-Didnt realise that i didnt
-Copied and pasted onto template
-Clicked ''view blog''
-Expected to see blog without change
-Kena shock

Scene 4:
-''AHHHHHHH WHAT HAPPENED !!!!''
-''Nvm nvm maybe got mistake try again dun so khan jiong''
-Tried again
-View blog
-Same thing
-Went to wordpad
-Pressed Ctrl-Z
-Thought : Ahh maybe this is it
-Turns out it wasnt
-''AHHHHHH WHAT THE....AHHHHHH''
-''CHIONG FIND ORIGINAL BLOGSKIN''
-Couldnt find it
-''Haiz find another blogskin bahh''

Scene 5:
-YAY FOUND ONE YIPEE
-Did the changes and mahh blog became like this !! =)
- =D
- XD
-Haha lolx

Yeahh it went something quite like this hahs...anyway go update le byebye for now~

Best Friends

2009-04-26T12:11:00.001+08:00

Post-Homecoming Day '09

2009-04-24T17:50:00.002+08:00

HAII PEEPS !!!! sorry i didnt update from last saturday when i said i would...psps but anyway,can update now right? wells,last saturday i bought alot of things during the carnival. haha very nice lor i bought a test-tube inside got STARRIE with stars de very pretty n i bought a lot of keychains oso very nice n cute and a rose (!!!) from the flea market but apparently there's no fleas there haha n actually i bought the rose cos feel like buying it n then dunno give my teacher or my mum eventually decided to give mum cos i dunno la feel like giving lor anyways lemme say that the carnival was (i think la) a HUGE SUCCESS !!! i scored a lot of nice things n the money i spent on then were given to the school needy pupils n since i am a Guide now i like to help ppl but anw even if i not Guide i oso think that i will help ppl de la =) by the way theres a Guides carnival on 27 June 2009 @ Guides' HQ which is at Bishan la ya n tickets are $5/ticket n those who buy tickets from me le hor,THANK YOU SO MUCH n if you want can buy more cos the $$ is go to charity de and i discovered on the homecoming day hor,that during a carnival shld buy more tickets cos i on that day i buy double the amt i initially bought leh.i at first buy $20 de but during the carnival that day itself i bought another $20 cos ALOT OF THINGS SO NICE DE n i buy some lor n the things quite ex but reasonable enough la not like $100 or dunno what laif everything sell $100 hor,the carnival will either earn ALOTALOT of $$ or VERYVERY little $$ cos everybody too like the things le MUST MUST buy then can bear to part with their money [aiya anyway the money oso is for good purposes de] or else everybody think too ex le n somemore got the economic problem thingy n then ''sian la so ex better dun buy later very waste money lor hmm maybe i shld maybe i shhhh....ouldnt.'' lolx anyway pls do come to the guides' carnival remember is for charity n i think its during holiday just spelt it as hoilday but nvm n its on a saturday so those who dun have tuition [which is like only half os more or less of the ppl i ask] comecome n esp PCPS students im not forcing you all la but i wan a class reunion sometime n i think tis a good chance cos bishan very near toa payoh [rmb when we went to junction 8??? nice la but pity didnt get neoprint of everybody aiya forgotten lor sad but nv- hey no its SO not nvm ok it was like,our last second chance of the class outing liddat and only that many ppl turned up lor haiz n the next n last time we had an outing we go de place no neoprint de booth lor zzz eh but i jus rmb there WAS one but nobody wanted to do it so only me n shannen took it haiz maybe its fated to be the only memento of our outing] aiya so sad la toking about pri school again n now the music jus come on and its GRADUATION of all songs in my blog but hey coincidental hahaha nice one heehee omg suddenly rmb 6f... ........ ........ guess the next time i see any of you would be the guides at you all de schools hopefully see any of you there =) or at teachers day la lucky got at least one time we can meet again

6F'08 / 1C1'09 JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YO ALWAYS BE HAPPY N HEALTHY N HAVE A NICE LIFE THANK YOUS ~~~

btw thanks to pcps for having taken care of me of the past 6 years n it has been a wonderful primary school life for me and my frens n thank you thank you !!~

Homecoming Day Carnival

2009-04-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

YO PEEPS IM BAAAAACKKK !!!! FINALLY!!!! TMR IS DAA CAAARRRNIVALLLL !!!! AKA HOMECOMING DAY!!!!AND IM SO HAPPY COS I GET TO WEAR MY GUIDE UNIFORM FOR DA FIRST TIME !!!! SO EXCITED!!!! but tmr nid to get up at 5 something.in the MORNING somemore lehh.but nvm.for da sake of my uniform i will REN (third tone in chinese) AKA BEAR WITH IT.jus sleep earlier can le lor lolx.and tmr chick aka olene oso coming...but not very long...haiz...why only her come??? why lehh???and she is lunchtime go her grandma hse le lor...and she is come after 10 leh...Zzzz...hey i realised that i quite long dun have make Zzzz le haha...anw i think maybe will report how it went...maybe...gt time then will...end here first i go add more music to my MP3...on my blog not my real one... XD

2009-04-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

2009-04-11T15:14:00.001+08:00

Teddy Bear From WishAFriend.com

BannedStory MapleSim Characters/ASJ1161996 SS's

2009-04-09T19:21:00.024+08:00

Pls dun xiang YY ok? i only go pair up the characters with the clothes i think is nice...like boy de shirt n girl de shirt got same design or sth then i make the boy wear the boy one the gal the gal one lor lolx...anw,very nice right da pics? =) i do on maplesim.com de...maplestory characters...only in maple nid to use A-Cash buy the clothes n such de...bannedstory dun nid...not that i installed banned story la. i go maplesim.com do until very shuang leh...i like pairing up...and very cute mah rite? Got two mages haha...my ASJ1161996 de job...next time la.now still lvl 51 wiz... now my character in maple looks like this :

this a screenshot from last time i go amoria wedding place there take de...oso quite cute la...my character la. the heart cloud very nice...next time if i find a dar i wanna go there n take a pic together...haha doubt that i would find a dar seeing that i semi-quit maple le...heeeheee...still got some more ss if you wanna see just click dun wanna see jus skip...:

haha i noe i very wu liao haha...but must ''grab'' da chance while i still got the rest of my A-cash items still with me...if not next time expire le then cannot liao...haiz...gotta bit offa flu...hey this da first time i said'' gotta bit offa flu'' wor !! maybe my spelling improve le...hahax...then jus now in sch keep sneezing...now oso...but abit better le...tmr going to benetta's house...for maths project...next week suppose to do ppt/presentation...haiz...dunno why i keep say haiz lehh...weirdweird der...anw,i day before ytd called cheryl...to ask her if she want to buy homecoming day carnival tickets...and...somehow,oso abit weird...we tok abit aft she say she cannot...and then she like,remain quite da same sherrie/cherrie/cherrieberrie lehhx...and i gave her the 5F-6F de class blog...btw,6F'08 ftw k?...i somehow find me missing 6F lehh...oso pcps...but 6F comes first...then pcps...omg...cant believe it...i want cry le...so sad la...so bad...aft less than 2 yrs of same classmates,2 n a half months after psle,we go liao...sobs...i rly rly rly miss 6F lehh...i want teachers' day come that time,last yr 6F got class reunion...i wan see cheryl,chiew chiew,agnes [haha rmb anus?funny sia],chick,lynn,bobo,obc,...and all...you noe,i just went to da blog to see the namelist...and i found that i almost forget some ppl...i noe very bad of me rite? only 6-7 months apart and i forget some ppl le...haiz...i learn to cherish le...in da true sense of da word...cherish...frens...classmates...the above mentioned de names r nicenice frens...aiya,all 6F nice de la...then...they are the nicer ones...best frens:cheryl n chiew wei ling...wahlao...very stupid lehh me...why i nvr go do more things with 6F last time...why har? Zzzz now i learning le...cannot let chance slip by my clutches...no...cannot...''luck is when opportunity knocks and you answer''...very true...shyte la...why pcps so good?? make so hard to leave la sobsobsobs...n i thinking abt asking my cuz or maybe on teachers' day i go back buy the '09 pcps pupils' diary...inside got the san zi jing,san zi ge,pcps sch pledge, and alot alot alot...heres some:

Vision / 宏愿
Caring school, creative thinkers and life-long learners, collaborating interdependently, never quitting.
存爱心，富创意，好学不倦，精诚协作，励志精进。
Our Caring School has a warm and positive climate where all (pupils) feel challenged and supported to succeed. It is also a place where we act with kindness and compassion, and develop caring relationships with one another.
As Creative Thinkers, we display originality in ideas, imaginativeness in work and novelty in approach to solving problems (doing things). We are Life-long Learners who love to learn, reflect and share. We seek to improve and continue to grow.
We work together with shared objetives (to build consensus to reach a decision or creat a product), and are jointly zccredited for the ork competed wehn Collaborating Independently. We complement one another and develop mutual trust and respect for diverse skills and knowledge. Never Quitting is our spirit as we persevere and maintain a purpose in all things that we undertake in spite of difficulty, obstacles or discouragement and continue steadfastly.

Mission / 使命
Provide pupils with an all-rounded bilingual education to meet the challenges of the 21st century.
培育五育俱全，与时并进的双语精英。

Philosophy / 理念
Every child has his own ability / 天生我才必有用
Every child can learn / 孺子皆可教，因材施教
Every child should reach his fullest potential / 人尽其才

Core Values / 核心价值
Care / 关怀
Commitment / 承诺
Collaboration / 合作
Courtesy / 礼
Honesty / 廉
Honour / 耻
Justice / 义

Strategic Thrust / 策略方针
Character Development / 品格发展
Academic Excellence / 卓越的学术表现
CCA Vibrancy / 蓬勃活跃的课程辅助活动
Innovation and Enterprise Culture / 创新与企业精神
Holistic Development of Staff / 职员的全面发展
Leader in Chinese Language / 华文教育的领导者
Leader in Sports / 体育教学的领导者

School Motto 校训
礼 Courtesy
彬彬有礼洗耳恭听
We must respect other people, especially our parents, teachers, brothers, sisters, friends and schoolmates. We must observe law and order in our society wherever we go.

义 Justice
见义勇为义不容辞
We must be willing to perform good deeds to others and even sacrifice our benefit for the good cause of mankind like giving generously to the poor and destitute, helping the handicapped and those who are really in need. Whatever we do, we must be guided by the principles of justice.

廉 Honesty
路不拾遗光明正大
Honesty means upright conduct and free from corrupted practice. We should not take anything which we do not deserve. There is an old saying, “Honesty is cultivated in thrift”. Since honesty is cultivated while we are young, we will be able to perform our duty honestly in future.

耻 Honour
知错能改洁身自爱
We should be on the alert constantly and refrain from doing things which we think are wrong. A person who esteems honour will have confidence in himself. He will correct his mistakes whenever he finds them.

培群学生誓约 Students' Pledge:

我们是受培群学校栽培的一群，
誓愿立定志向，
努力学习，
争取最佳成绩；
我们要以优良传统为根基，
我们要向德智体群美五育俱全的好兄姐看齐，
服务社会，造福人群，
一如既往，为校争光。

omg so now you see le mah?nice rite? anw, ALL THIS IS TAKEN FROM THE PCPS WEBSITE.I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE. cos i jus learn AGAIN abt copyright,n i dun wanna kena sued,so better write down 1st in case anybody wanna play catching with me...get my frift? I MEANT DRIFT * not frift...hahaha anw i gtg now so byebye for now...~

tmr good friday...so happy hol~ XD
n i hope i dun kena sued by anybody for the above.i jus wanna show off only HAHAHA anw dun get me into trouble can le hohoho... XD

ASJ1161996

2009-04-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

This is my character in the Cash Shop.Trying on clothes and make-up hahaha...i think the fur-coat dress very pretty...and goes well with all the accessories on ''me''...well,nex time chat bahh...still got more screenshots!!~

hahaha smiley

2009-04-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

www.flipmytext.com

Frens4Eva~ Graduation Song- Vitamin C

2009-03-30T18:26:00.002+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of the night in June

I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And There was me and you, and then it got real blue

Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and

We would get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

Chorus:

As we go on, we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this town

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

This mmv not i make de arh.is i go to youtube and go find and paste the embed code de ok...and i think this song very nice,makes me think of 6F/ PCPS lehh...REALLY!!!! somebody let me listen to it once and i found it berry-berry-nice!! alott of meaning anyway.walao,very miss 6F'08 lehh.its like i dun keep in touch with anybody in there liao...i wan teachers' day faster come ...then can faster see 6F ppl again...YAY at least i still can see them la...who tell me lor...live so far...SOBX but nvm JUS WAIT.the day will come~~ man man deng (chinese) slowslowwait.(direct translation) XD aiya next time then chat la btw do you noe that i jus tok abt something in here but i deleted it??? i always do that.like my diary liddat lols.but dun wan ppl see the *AHEM* more private stuff.in my head one.nth sick.jus things that i feel like toking abt but dun wan other ppl to noe.sometimes is silly,sometimes weird,crazy,nice,bad,great,poor,whateva things.that i dun wan ppl to noe.ahh i said that before.jus felt like typing it. but anw,tis my blog leh my choice lor.so cyas for now~

btw hear the song and see the lyrics got ALOT of meaning de.ESP 6F'08/PCPS'ians.MISS YA ALL LOTS!!!! EVERYBODYYY!!!!~~~~~~great times...great times...

* XiiaoTeddy *

2009-03-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

Teddy Bear From WishAFriend.com

* New blogskin *

2009-03-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

Haiis there!! I changed my blogskin!! Wellsies that was kinda obvious!! Anyways i think that this new one oso quite nice la XD if not i put as my blogskin for what =.='' ohh and i nid to get my previous posts back here so tata for now!! <33

Good Byes !!~ =)

~ Happy Hols ~

2009-03-22T12:49:00.003+08:00

hellos ~ * happy holidays all * i realise that its abit late to say that,seeing that today is the last day of said holiday...one week only so sad....and i still haven't finish my homework yet...very exhausting one leh you noe anot...tomorrow is the start of yet another exhausting term...and the end of the coming term will also mean the end of semester one...so will have to bear lo...shyte la dun feel like going back to school lehh...now that i noe how shuang holidays are but....OMG I JUST REMEMBERED TMR GOING TO GET BACK REPORT BOOK OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HELP HELP HELP HELP HOPE DIN FAIL ANYTHING OHHHHHHHH YESSSS NOOO YESSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHH GETTING EMO LE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LALALALALALLALALALA CAN SEE MY FRENS AGAIN AFT ONE [ albeit short ] WEEK !!!!!!! HELLO TERM 2 SEMESTER ONE GOODBYE AND BON VOYAGE TERM ONE YOU HAVE BEEN GREAT AND IT WAS WONDERFULLY MAGICAL KNOWING YOU BUT NOW ITS TIME TO 长江后浪推前浪,一代更比一代浪. okay la,i forgot the second part [after the comma ] and went google to find it and found out that this was the latest edition [i think ,and it sounds like an electronic machine or sth ahaha ] and i noe that tis not abt generations,but somehow it does seem like it lehh...right? anyway,reflections on term one : i feel that i have matured in secondary school though it had been only one term but,i think my initial '' shock'' over my PSLE results somehow pulled me up a few rungs on the maturity ladder.provided that there's such a thing la. and i think i really mature quite a bit le leh... i think more adult-like le... you noe,like ahem...though im not really sure wat that means myself,so,STRIKE THAT [ dang i've forgotten how to strike words le ] and,idk le.wait where was i? oh ya,and im more into adult-y things le [ NOTE : ADULT-Y , NOT ADULTERY EVEN I NOT SO BAD OKAY ] like example: adult-kinda books. i would recommend Meg Cabot de books la. i quite like.cos got adult and children de.i mean,not adults la,but '' FOR OLDER READERS'' you noe? For children i like Enid Blyton. i mean,i think i owe alot to Enid Blyton you noe.cos when i starting to read books that time hor,i actually is dun like to read de leh.then my mum nid to ENCOURAGE me to read.lolx.really leh.like i still remember the first time i started to read her books. it was something to do with a kitten i think.i rmb it was green on the cover and got a picture of a kitten and the title oso got something to do with a kitten de.then its like,me,my mum and my bro was like,all reading the book leh.and you noe what? Due to Enid Blyton's INTERESTING books,i started to really like to read. Even composition de book i oso like to read.cos i think i felt that like,all books oso got something interesting de.and that time i was primary one.really!!!! i would always rmb that experience.then i read the kitten book,then its like,sooooo nice lehh you one anot.i mean,for somebody who always dun really like to read la.and at primary one my english like shyte liddat i even had to go special class sia. now i dun nid le.but i had fun in those classes leh.really . seriously.and look at me now? last year,for prelim 2 i got 0.2 marks lower than the highest in class. 84 . something marks.and last time i think i almost fail my english leh.big change huh? so,da messages ARE , nothing is impossible [ ahahaha.a part of it ] , once you have set your mind to it,work hard to be your best and ten to one you will succeed.likely la.cannot confirm.but based on my experience[s] i think that,its quite likely la. omg so embarassing.special class leh.but i quite glad la.at least my english improved heeheehee dun look down on me okay !!!! anyways,you can[look down on me] cos i deserve it.hahaha.for dunno. jus do what you wan okay?????? be happy be healthy and dun stress [ what kind of crap am i, i myself stress so much tell other ppl dun stress -.-'' ] ~~~ anyways,

Goodbye ~ And Happy End Of Holidays Of Term One !! ~ Ahahahahaha is there such a thing ? Anw,happy remaining hols and Be HAPPY HEALTHY AND DONT STRESS !!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**

AHHHHHHH

2009-03-13T19:45:00.004+08:00

AHHHHH I GOT A FEW OF MY RESULTS LE!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHHA HERE'S SOME:

English: B3 [68]
Maths: A2 [74]
Chinese: A2 [70]
Science: B3 [8]
History: A2 [74]
Literature: A2 [72]

for these i got 4 A2's and 2 B3's. NOTICE THAT MY ENGLISH AND SCIENCE,FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE,GOT THE SAME RESULTS. AND B3 SOMEMORE LEH.CANT BELIEVE IT.Then for these de total i get like,14 points or something? ahahahaha i know quite good le but i think still got room for improvement la hor? english lit hor,i get 1 more mark for workbook then then 76 A1 lehh...somemore i is with group and i become the taxi driver which is i think the leading role,and walao...in my group got 4 ppl including me then 2 ppl got 9/10 for wokrbook and 20/30 for the acting everybody oso get 20 la an me and the last gal got 8/10 for workbook and got 72...the previous 2 got 76...just to let you know that my team-work damn lousy de.i prefer to do sth myself so if something goes wrong then know who to blame,i.e. myself.btw i last time forget mention,i found out the meaning of P.S. you noe,at da end of sth then got postscript? ya,thats what it is i think.a postscript.aiya i said that le nvms AHHHHH SUDDENLY RMB TMR WE GOING TO CELEBRATE MY GRANDMA BIRTHDAY!!!!! HEEEHHEEEEHEEEEEEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! AND NOW I THINK IS THE LITERATURE DE DEPARTMENT GOT MAKE A MUSICAL CALLED ''To Kill A Mockingbird'' which i think is a novel i got see the name somewhere before and it stated that it was a novel.AND SOMEMORE EXCITING NEWS: THIS COMING TUESDAY WE GOING TO GUIDES' HOUSE TO BUY OUR GUIDES UNIFORM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW IS REAL ONE DE LIAO!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahhahahahahahahahah AHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOO THIS HOLS GOT A LOT OF HW INCLUDING GUIDES' WRITER AND READER BADGE IN WHICH WE GOTTA WRITE A THOUSAND WORD MINIMUM ORIGINAL STORY!!!!!!!!! ALAMAK I TYPED SOTRY AGAIN JUST NOW BUT BACKSPACED ~~~~!!!!!!!!~~~~~howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow i nvr write before my own story leh,much less a thousand worded one la.errr...is there such a word such as ''worded'' ? doubt it.anyways,WHY NOWADAYS ONLY JIN TING POSTING IN MY CBOX????????????????? A BIT INACTIVE LE HAR !!!!!!!!! MUST ACTIVE YI DIAN OKAY?????

Anyways,holidays are hereeeeeeee~~~~~~ WHEEEEEEEEE finally its hols time again~~~~~ somehow i tis hols rite,i expected it to be like after PSLE when all the teachers oso let us play and all those things no nid study liddat lor but i guess now secondary le cannot or maybe its only i lack of holiday-like time XD it can be true lehh~

haahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha im almost spaming myself le...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~[just testing if it works.i put a white font,but i think it does.ten to one it does seeing that my background is black XP ]
[just tested it out and apparently it does work. =) i came back to edit this part in ]

Gettin' Beta~

2009-03-07T15:26:00.002+08:00

Ahhh....getting better le =D hahahaha today woke up at abt 6.45am (?) cos my throat suddenly very dry then go drink water n tried to go back to sleep but couldnt cos dunno la,sometimes i wake up le cannot immediately go back to sleep de so i got up again and ate my breakfast.hahaha so shuang lor now that im better le but still got abit flu n sore throat.but nvms will heal de (i think?).anyways im feeling extremely happy cos this weekend not alot of hw AND I JUST CANNOT STOP EXCITING OVER THE TRIP TO THE GUIDES' HOUSE IN THE MARCH HOLS AND SEEING CHICK ON 18APRIL IN CTSS AT THE HOMECOMING DAY CARNIVAL!!!!! WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT THE GUIDES' HOUSE I KEEP ON WANT TO SCREAM AND SOMEMORE THE COMING WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF TERM ONE,WEEK 10 SO THERE'S A WEEK-LONG BREAK AFTER THE WEEK SO VERY EXCITED TOO AND TMR ZHENG FEN,BENETTA AND FELICIA COMING TO MY HSE FOR THE MATHS PROJECT !!!!!! and i have to go to west mall there de mrt station/bus interchange to meet them =)

anyways,holidays coming le!! HEEHEEHEE!!!!!

LALALALALLALALALA GOOD LUCK AND BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE!!!!!
ME TOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
A DAY WITHOUT LAUGHTER IS A DAY WASTED!!!!
SO LAUGH LIKE SIAO KAYS ?????
LIKE THIS !!!!:

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ LOLLIPOPSIES !!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♀ JIAJIA ♀

~ LALALA ~

2009-03-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

Ahhh....i think i got a fever of some sort le...today at sch in da morning my stomach suddenly very pain...okay la,not very tu ran la...middly middly...anyways,i think its sth i noe...i mean,i told my frens la,but abit weird to like,DRAFT IT OUT.ya noe,like,liddat la...hahaha my eng compo got 22 my chinese one got 36 budden i think still can improve.maybe i deprove a bit le,or maybe its jus cos da compo qns not my cuppa teeee...dunno lehh i realise im toking abit unusually budden idk n my throat is abit weird oso but nvm its ok nid to get sick sometimes de haha heehee hohoho IM GOING RETARDED N I WANNA CLASS BLOG N I WANNA GO TO DA GUIDES' HSE TO BUY MY GUIDE UNIFORM COS ITS SO PREEEEEETTY N I WANNNNNNAAAAAA IT SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! I WAN QUICKKKKKK I LIKE I WAN I NEEEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!!!!!! [realised that i keep on dragging my words =.='' ] anw at least chick coming to da homecoming day carnival@CTSS got at least one fren wit me n not i make da blue lettering on the carnival@CTSS de arh its auto de n now i go 1st head a bit weird n i wanna go sleep n im toking retardedly but its ok de im normal.btw today we had a malay test n da front part i think i noe budden the bottom part not so sure ahhhh nvm la ald over le soooooo......

SEE ALL AT DA CARNIVAL@CTSS ON 18APR'09 !!!!!!

RAINBOW!!!!!!!

2009-02-28T11:00:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh....saw my first rainbow on 25/2/2009...13 years then i see first time...NICE LA YOU NOE!!!!! IDC IF THAT WAS MY FIRST RAINBOW IT WAS SO PREEEETTY AND THEN GOT DOUBLE YOU NOE!!!!!! SO ITS LIKE 2 RAINBOWS? 1ST N 2ND? WHATEVER. jus went back to my previous blog n saw my las time de posts,n realised that my english is slowly not being used so greatly n got alot of idioms n whatever n lot more singlish n slang n short cuts.HOW????? shyte la i onli hope my english is not deproving but improving but then now new sch after 6 yrs of same primary school then sometimes hor,i find myself thinking like,its so impossible that im in sec sch ald...REALLY!!! not only one time somemore leh,but a few times when i relax n not thinking liddat leh.zhen de,no bluff.walao,so old liao.last time primary one that time still so slack lor,only scared teacher scold nia.then now leh? more things to worry abt.examples: good marks.self.how other ppl think of self.how self is doing in sch/outside sch/fahionwise [not that i really care abt it,its jus a natural reaction to wan to look good].height.growth.bodily functions.future.school.frens.brain.work.improving myself.not doing anything wrong.trying not to be too biatchy at times when im [nex time then tell]...etcetcetc.

haiiz...so old le...so many more worries and troubles le...now i noe why they say you are only young once...as you get older,ur troubles will increase,ur body will start to deteriorate or sth liddat la...anyways im toking crap again dun listen to my crapping this blog like my Diary of Crap liddat arh...

anyways THANK THAT IM STILL ALIVE N KICKING !!!!!!!!!!!!<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

-Dunno what to write-

2009-02-24T18:16:00.001+08:00

omg...omg...omg...i jus saw a video on youtube...and it was da mr chin toking abt 2007 PSLE results...omg...cant believe i miss pcps sia...so long no go there le...so miss lor...i go there for 6 years le leh...it was my sorta 2nd home le...then have to pack up n leave the school n my classes n frens and people...sadsad...n somemore i is now then seriously really realise leh...cant believe it...cant believe it...and i so miss lor...think i said that before rite???nvms its okay de...haiiz...primary school life already over for more than 3months le,but is after leave le then miss de mah...riiiiiight? alamak leh...suddenly feel like going back again lehh...cos suddenly is like going to sec sch like go holiday liddat,then now wan go home le...then remember that one is ex-sch/2nd home...this now one then is now one...cant believe it lollipopped...the lolli POP-ed...i noe lame but i today no hw...2nd day consecutively le leh!!! ytd n today no hw...ytd was abt da 1st day no hw...lollies...then suddenly no hw........OHHHHH YAAAAA!!!!!! YOU NOE RITE,TODAY I GO HOME THAT TIME HOR,RAINING MAHH!!!!! THEN I HOR,STUPID STUPID GO WALK ON THE DRAIN DE COVER.YOU NOE THE DRAIN DE COVER VERY SLIPPERY IF GOT WATER RIGHT???? IHOR,I GO WALK OVER IT LEHH.OR DIN.I SLIPPED OVER IT!!!!!! ME LIKE SOTONG LIDDAT LAHH!!!!! CRAZY DE.MY MUM TOLD ME NOT TO WALK ON DRAIN COVER LE BUT I DIN NOTICE AND THEN I LANDED ON MY -ahem- BOTTOM LUCKY SIA!!!!IF I LAND ON MY FACE THEN I HIGH LIAO !!!!!! AND SOMEMORE GOT PPL BEHIND ME LEHH!!!!! NOT THAT I MIND LA,BUT OSO ABIT PAISEH!!! AT LEAST I SHOW THEM WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF THEY OSO GO STEP ON THE DRAIN COVER LA [haha]...and then now my left wrist painpain ler...maybe i jus now twist abit or sth...EEEKEEEEKKEEEEEKK PAINPAINPAIN!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THEN JUS NOW I CARRYING MY UMBRELLA AND THEN I SLIP N FALL ON MY -ahem- BOTTOM AND THEN SO PAIN LA!!!!!! okay,maybe not THAT pain,but oso very pain la.Get my drift? alamak nvms i everytime fall down oso get tis ~sensation~ de...xi guan le...i sometimes fall down then like okay no prob get up again...err i think thats what happen usually...i prefer to get up on my own =P nicer mahh.not like everyday oso you fall down rite? if everyday fall down i will ask other ppl help me la...but i so long no fall down le,so mus zhen xi...treasure...hahaha.really!!!!only unless i break my bone or sth bad la.but then liddat can get experience mahh.its liddat de.if you go tell a child who doesnt have much experience not to do sth,sometimes they will defy de rite? nvm de.let them try.i think better.unless its like they go kill themselves la.then CANNOT NONONONONONONONONONONO.but if like ''dun go to the kitchen when the floor is wet'' the mother will say.then the child hor,naughty naughty.one day,the kitchen floor kena cleaning.then,da NAUGHTY CHILD comes up aaaaannnnddddd,'' WHHEEEEEEE'' n ''BOMM'' then ''WAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! PAIN LIKE SHYTE LIDDAT ARH!!!!!! MAAAAAA!!!!!!''
then at least the child will noe how pain,then if still not scared nex time fall down again his/her own prob lor not anybody else's.LOLLIPOP.serves him/her right if kena experience le still not scared act big boss then slip le start crying like baby liddat.i mean,thats what happen to most ppl.errr,some ppl.cos its what they say.MATURED.when you matured that means you got alot of experience le,then noe which things can do which things cannot.at least,thats what it means to me la.partly.not that i have anything against crying la.only if its needed.then cry until fill up atantica or whatever the ocean name is oso nvms no probs.budden if like small matter then cry then not really that good la.omg i think i sound like im preaching or sth.anyways my wrist still pain.at least i right-hander la XDDD heng worh sekali got surprise test or sth then is my right hand pain then high liao.do nid take test le.EEEOOOUUUCCHHHHHH I JUS PRESSED MY WRIST AND IT HUUUURRRRTTSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
NVMS END HERE 1ST NEX TIME CHAT AGAIN TO MEMYSELFNI OK??????

WARNING:DO NOT WALK ACROSS SLIPPERY DRAIN COVERS WHEN ITS RAINING OR YOU WILL FACE THE CONSEQUENCES.

CYASSS!!!!!!!!!!~~~~

RMB ABT MY SCH DE CARNIVAL ON 18APRIL@CTSS CAMPUS[NEW]
SO COMECOMECOMECOMECOME AND BUY DA TICKETS FROM ME!!!!!!!

♥ keep faith

Folly unto thyself...?

150th! :)

this is my third post of the day...

It's a sad day.

International kissing day

Nice nice Ruche necklaces :)

Rolling in the deeeeeep ~

Post of 12-squared :)

- My Jar of Hearts

CNY Eve!! :)

步步惊心 song

Zodiac pictures! :)

This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath, may prove a beauteous flower when next we meet -

~ Happy Eve of 2012!! :) ♥ Goodbye, 2011 ~

Inuyasha! + musings

L.J Smith aint writing The Hunters trilogy after 'Phantom'...

'Dearest' video

A Milestone - the end of a reign of my being a free-thinker; bodes well.

♥ Every Heart - InuYasha!

我的爱只可为你勇敢。。。

♥ 11.11.11

Anne Of Green Gables Megavideo Film

*~ Ruminated ~*

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR!!!!!!

Anne of Green Gables

I LOVE WEEK 10!!! XD

Fifteenth!! :)

Last Moments of Being a Fourteen-Year-Old

Quotes [confidence,life]

Post-GE 2011! :)

damnyouautocorrect.com

MYE's~

110th post!!!! :)

SG'reans - 2nd coolest ppl in the world (CNNGo)

The Quadratic Formula Song :D

This week...

TAYLOR SWIFT IS IN SG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whew! :D

Eve of first day of school'11

Reminisces

Hahaha

100th post!! :D

HAHAHA joke sia!!! XD

Hallowe'en!

Swansong~

life quotes! :)

END OF EOYS '10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EOYs!~

videos' buffalaxes

Heys! :)

Leadership Training Camp!~ =)

nothing specific

Lalala no title~ =D

Camp Ultreya!!! =D

New School Year 2010

pre - 2010!!!

the secret circle

~ =D ~

Hey =D

Last Day of School/ 1C1'09

WOW!!

Post-revision-week

SA2 coming up !!!!

Happy Birthday To Jasmine And Chong Ning~

WHEEEE HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

th CTGG AMAZING RACE!!!~

Class blog

Guides' Carnival [27 June'09]

Mahh Bloggah =)

thanks

Cheryl's 13!!~

Yesterday,Friday : 22/5/2009...

Same- Today

Today ~

Ohhhhhhhhhh

Changed my blogskin !!

Best Friends

Post-Homecoming Day '09

~ Ruminated ~

~ Happy Hols ~

~ LALALA ~